The scrawlings of a gypsy {Gawa}

[Lizmun 38]

[The entries are in charcoal once more. The pages are stained. The pages are fringed and blackened.]

 

Entries 212 - 213

 

-212-

A long-standing melancholy has gripped me these past months. I am a failure, I have wasted my life. Perhaps I should have never left my Caravan. My plea has gone unanswered, nobody wants me. Not even my own Journal. Perhaps I should just burn it.

-213-

I am leaving Haense. This will be my last entry for a while. I can't muster the will to write more.