Goodbye Friends : )

[Qizu 4037]

Hello everyone, I would just like to make a quick post so I don’t really have to go through and say this a lot of times. This isn’t really a post to draw attention or to send others hate but I’m going to list a few of the reasons why I have decided to “leave” the server ((yes everyone comes back, however I will be trying pretty hard not to)).

-Recently, I had endured an interaction on the server where a group of players had sought out to destroy my rp community as well as PK my character. During this event multiple of my players endured harassment, slurs were said about me by multiple people during the roleplay, there were numerous instances of metagaming, OOC hatred and intents overtook roleplay, and etcetera.

However my departure is not because of this event alone. Although I am afraid to say that it is what put the last nail in the coffin for me on the server. Time and time again it has failed me in regards to harboring toxic communities who ruin roleplay over ooc spite, jealousy, and hatred. The server fails me when it refuses to uphold voids to a situation whenever the entire offending party catches an infraction because “there was too much rp”. It has failed me because when proven that a player plotted something oocly and metagamed, because they did “proper rp”, that it is going to be allowed. 

For the past couple months on this server I’ve encountered the same ooc hatred from a group of individuals and I just don’t think that I can deal with it anymore. The server is a nasty place, and communities and cliques within it are even worse. For a while now I have roleplayed as a mere NPC, making roleplay hubs for players to enjoy and get engaged in the server lore and even that falls victim to OOC hatred. Players actively seek to destroy other communities, ruin roleplay experiences, and push people off of the server for little to no reason.  When this happened to me the first time, I had wanted to leave the server then however I decided I’d stick it out and give it the benefit of the doubt, but it only made the next time around much more painful to endure.

I hate to submit to these conditions but I sadly just don’t want to keep going over the same things over, and over again. It isn’t really fun for me anymore and recently has caused me an immense amount of grief. My last little bit of fun that I had on the server was just taken away from me because of these circumstances and I don’t really want to see that happen again.

To everyone who helped me out along my past three years on the server, thank you for everything you guys did and for giving me some life-long experiences and friendships. I will still be finishing out my build commissions and doing skins every now and then as I do enjoy that aspect of minecraft. I ask that you guys help me in my departure and please try not to invite me back to stuff because I’m really bad at saying no. I’m not really sure what comes next but I plan to graduate college next year and go from there, who knows what life has in store : ) 

 

((PS make sure to check in on your friends, pay attention to your mental health, and when your friends tell you not to join something listen to em))

 

My discord is Qizu#0001

[AgentofDeath13 456]

Brother I’m sad to see you go but I hope that bigger and brighter things lay ahead for you. Take care of yourself and stay safe as well.

[WonkManBad 763]

I remember my beginner CT days of you scaring the living shit out of me over the fact WT managers could see me through vanish. And another long memory of us going head to head with a few others in build completion held by WT.

 

Overall, Qizu my homie, I will miss you around. As my skin dealer and dude to just say random shit to. You were a good one.

 

Per Audacia Ad Astra

[NLThomas 1066]

Take care champ, loved the few interactions we had

[HIGH_FIRE 4110]

o7 hope you feel better soon mate

[Damnit_Delmar 1029]

Sucks to see you go man, you where pretty chill with the few encounters I did have, stay safe and have fun 

[satinkira 5799]

A shame. Have a good time, make lots of money building :)

[Traveller 2126]

absolute shame that this is what you've decided on, some of the best rp i've had in the past few months is with you, take care brother and hope to see you return in better circumstances eventually, much love <3

[lemonke 1873]

I hope you'll be  fine gamer. Although, I would consider reporting everything If you do have the proof since It is quite the high accuse; whether you're leaving or not- It's only the right thing to do

[annanicole__ 1546]

Qizu, you gave me the best character and opportunity on lotc. I will surly miss you 💛

[ronin_champloo 5951]

i dont rly know what happened in the rp yday, but i could see that the situation was scuffed and handled horribly by moderation and staff; made me v glad i left the azdrazi community a long while ago. ik we had some differences at times, but i genuinely do enjoy the fact that you brought noobs into azdrazi rp -- even if u were too liberal w/ ur choices at times, u still gave ppl a chance

 

take care, and may better horizons grace u

[Borin 5245]

@AgentofDeath13 You should resign from CT fella.

 

Love ya Qizu, come back eventually. Have a good one pal o7

[Qizu 4037]

3 minutes ago, PXY said:

i dont rly know what happened in the rp yday, but i could see that the situation was scuffed and handled horribly by moderation and staff. ik we had some differences at time, but i genuinely do enjoy the fact that you brought noobs into azdrazi rp -- even if u were too liberal w/ ur choices at times, u still gave ppl a chance

 

take care, and may better horizons grace u

 Thanks man it means a lot to see that others saw my efforts

5 minutes ago, lemonke said:

I hope you'll be  fine gamer. Although, I would consider reporting everything If you do have the proof since It is quite the high accuse; whether you're leaving or not- It's only the right thing to do

Sadly most of it was said in vc’s, it’s what allows these same players to do it again, and again, and again to drive people off of the server and to affect them not only in game but irl

[Tea_Guzzler 285]

Qizu, I’ve only known you a few months, but you have been one of the sweetest people I’ve met on this serve. Ily, be safe. 

[Qizu 4037]

25 minutes ago, NotAWonk said:

I remember my beginner CT days if you scaring the living shit out of me over the fact WT managers could see me through vanish. And another long memory of us going head to head with a few other in build completion held by WT.

 

Overall, Qizu my homie, I will miss you around. As my skin dealer and and homie to just say random shit to. You were a good one.

 

Per Audacia Ad Astra

My memory ain't the best so thank you for reminding me of these times aahaha much love wonk. Thank you for supporting me in nearly everything I do