Neviah 977 Popular Post Share Posted November 28, 2022 [!] Upon the death of Alucard Anarion, notes would be found and sent out.NehtamoMal’onn, if you’re receiving this, then - I’ve died, obviously. I don’t know why I wrote that. Er, I plan to kill myself in Karkosa as soon as I leave, the Hexers are good people - I couldn’t bear to make such a selfish decision. Free myself and kill those who are working towards separating the realms? Ne… I couldn’t do it, I might try but, in the end, I think I’d rather slit my throat.I love you mal’onn, you were, despite our fights, the best sibling I could truly ask for. It’s stupid I know, doing this to myself - but, I’ve made worse mistakes. Grave mistakes. This is how I repent. I suppose I broke my promise to you, hm? Killing myself? I’m sorry.Aunties Sarah & FaeThis may seem extremely sudden seeing as last time we spoke should be just hours ago as I write this. I plan to go venture to Karkosa and kill myself in front of the Hexers, the good guys. I made a pact with a Spirit far beyond comprehension, I was an idiot, I made a mistake. My original goal of going there again was to break my pact but, in doing so I would have to sacrifice 10-15 people in a camp, the Hexers. They’re innocent, I am ne. I couldn’t simply do that, ne after how they helped me, how they gave me more chances than I deserved.You two were the best Aunties ever. Make more caterpillar cakes for Tor-Azdroth for me, okay?Mika & Lhoris & RinaThank you for welcoming me into your family, even if I was simply the son of a bastard and Eldrin. You cared for me, even through my idiotic actions. I just wanted to help Almaris, isn’t that silly? I’m sorry.ValyrisI didn’t do much as a Courtier, apologies. But, I hope I was a bit of a good llir. Please, make sure Nehtamo doesn’t kill himself.The An-GhoIn my final moments, I shall weep for you, for me, for Almaris, for all.Morur'ei**** you for getting involved.Ysivryn & QardYou two were very lovely lliran to me, I always loved being able to simply chill around you guys. Gosh, I just remembered we never sparred Ysi, my bad, I don't do well with making plans. I hope you got your gifts Qard! Pats for you, even in the afterlife that I will ne have.Lord MelandrachApologies, perhaps seek out another Asiothic Teacher. I killed myself, just like Csayhn! Wild.The HexersI truly made many mistakes upon trying to help you, I’m sorry, I hope with doing my little suicide in front of you all, you’ll see that. I also hope you come back so that you can read this note, I suppose.Tor-AzdrothFarewell, ay’Azdromoth. Also, Remon is locked in my basement, sorry.To Celia’nor & LurinI know I had lliran within both of these cities, such is why there are two copies of this note… whoever finds all these, please, deliver them. Post them. Something. Anyways, to all my lliran that I did not formally address as I have a terrible memory somehow, please note, I have killed myself to combat a selfish action that I might’ve been forced to do had I not ended myself. I am thankful to have known you all, please, do ne cry over me.Castle Black & Those of SerheimSilly ain’t it? First Vukosav disappears, then me. Thank you for helping raise me as an oem’ii, I’m sure Eldrin is thankful. Spoiler It was a pleasure to play Alucard, I'm definitely going to miss it... perhaps, I won't need to miss it for too long though. Thank you all for giving me such great RP on him, definitely the best persona I have had so far (lol he's my second made persona on this damn server). Peace. 38 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Qizu 4037 Share Posted November 28, 2022 As one of the few that witnessed the occurrence of Alucard's death he spent the night grieviing within his room. Throwing items across, destroying everything in his sight in a fiery rage as he did this. "Why? Why? Why? I was going to save you, but you f*cking took that from me!" he shouted out into the walls of the castle he resided within. After calming himself the creature sat alone in the corner of his room weeping, before him destruction and wrath. 5 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
ToodIes 1188 Share Posted November 28, 2022 "...Oh." She can't believe it; the words don't register. Her vision begins to blur. "Huh." kill myself. kill myself. kill myself. The letters twist and contort until they aren't letters, just meaningless ink on a page. kill myself. Those aren't words. Those little squiggly lines? Nonsense. She can feel her heartbeat in her throat. Alucard, gone? She'd just talked to him. He hadn't shown any signs of distress. He was just Alucard, and Alucard got into trouble, sometimes, but surely nothing bad. Surely nothing fatal. Surely not. kill myself She lets out a shaky laugh. Her fingers are sweaty. They can't grip the parchment anymore; it slips to the ground. She closes her eyes, presses her hands to her closed eyelids, and there the words are, their afterimage branded on the inside of her skull. kill myself. "No. NO." 10 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
rukio 8910 Share Posted November 28, 2022 Spoiler A 'Thill was inconsolable at the death of his beloved brother. "Foolish little brother..." A sharpened object would soon find itself dragged across the flesh above his ribs after fleeing Celia'nor and the chaos that had transpired, the violence enacted in his grief. "I tried so hard to free you." He'd whisper bitterly as the world went grey, then dark. A cage. Imprisoned. His own private hell, to relive every mistake again and again. 10 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Krugallah 359 Share Posted November 28, 2022 There was no respite in the wastes of souls. There weren't moments of peace. What few the poor, wandering souls could garner, revolved around flashes to their past memories - brief moments of joy that, compared to the ones of wandering agony, seemed little and far off in between them. The mystic's soul had wandered, and wandered, and wandered for what felt like eternity, yet had only been a few years. But even then, in the depths of these wastes, in the height of the mystic's death - he felt the presence. The only thing, the only person, the only sensation that truly brought happiness, light and ease to his life. "I didn't expect you here so soon." Pain struck his being. He was here. He had joined him. They were both here. How? When? Why? Who? The mystic would find out that even as a wandering soul, he could still feel the pang of loss... but he had him here, now. Why did he feel such pain, if his mayilu was returning to him? He felt not his own pain - but the pain of others. Others who sought his death. Others who sought his complete and utter devastation - but others who, in the loss they faced, shared the same pain he did on the day he decided to leave the mortal plane. "I can finally tell you this again..." And despite being just two more in an eternal soulstream, to be judged by the Aengudaemonic forces that controlled existence - they felt different. They were connected. A shared story that wouldn't erase itself so easily. Death wouldn't part them. No. It'd bring them together. Such a morbid realisation, that fell upon the wandering soul of that lively 'ame. But he could tell him again; "... I love you, Alucard." 7 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Angeliqz 146 Share Posted November 28, 2022 Shards of ceramics cover the Celia'nor tavern, a seething ghost standing in the second floor window. There was so much they didn't know- they had just been looking for him.. The ghost grasps something in their hand, hurling it at the square with as much force as they could muster until the item shatters upon the stone. A gift- though not like he would need it anymore. 3 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Neviah 977 Author Share Posted November 28, 2022 Spoiler Y'all mfs making me SOB at these comments. 6 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lord_of_losers 950 Share Posted November 28, 2022 For a long time did she stare at the note from the safety of her home, reading it over, and over again, trying to delude themselves into something resembling hope that this was in fact a coded message. That there was some secret embedded into the note that would make it clear to her what Alucard's true intention was. "No, no, no, no, no..." Her brow furrowed deeper and deeper in concentration, until at last she realised that no matter how she read it, in whatever order, forwards or backwards, backwards or forwards or up and down, down and up, no matter how she tried, there was no message to be gleaned. That there was no hope. And it broke her. She trembled violently as tears began to pour and wailing quite unlike herself came in abundance. She had felt the pain of loss before, but never had she felt, nor expected to feel, the loss of the one person she considered her son. She called out to the very heavens themselves, begging and screaming empty words of "It can be fixed", "It's not too late", "We can help you", "You can still turn back", "We can make it all go away", Unfulfillable promises and reassurances continued to rush from her lips as flashes of her boy came forth from her memories and tortured her so in their fondness. She had watched him grow from a baby, to a boy, to a man, and now, she would have to witness his funeral. Her wails began to slow to a pitiful sob, for she had rapidly ran her vocal cords ragged. "This isn't how it is supposed to be." Had she only known what would happen, she'd have not let him go in those final few hours. 11 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
TreeSmoothie 4865 Share Posted November 28, 2022 Spoiler No letter. Dame Viktoriya beadily stared at the servant that'd told her, and asked them to repeat what they'd said again as though she didn't believe it. "I vas going to risk my LIFE by going into Kivdrona for him. Into Karkosa, to save his ass. He really had nothing to say?" hissed that woman as she veered her head back to spit on the ground. Her fists bunched and shook until her knuckles whitened, on the verge of tears as she muttered, "Wote'er. This isn't te' first time this has happened. Ne'er get attached to no Nephilim, boy." And with that, she went back to her academy to spend a few more restless nights sulking on her own. 9 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
HogoBojo 3968 Share Posted November 28, 2022 “What the fuck!” The Elderly Chef Hogo exclaims to himself in distraught, his voice echoing off of the many trees nearby. For the man lost a travel companion whom he considered a friend. After calming down slightly, the man proceeded to pick up his things and started walking, realizing that now he was all alone in Karkosa and was subjected to travel by his lonesome yet again. 9 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jentos 6814 Share Posted November 28, 2022 The note combusted in between the fingers of the An-Gho. "Woe unto the living - with their sight so short, and their hearts so filled. For all you tried to save the World little Alucard, you could not help it. In the end, you could only weep." 8 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Damnit_Delmar 1029 Share Posted November 28, 2022 A man with a face of expressionless bronze and gold, would look down at the center of the letter, his hidden oculars scanning the missive carefully. He read over them, every single word and sentence, over and over. "Thank you for raising me", it was a simple sentence, yet one the former Prophet was shocked to see. "This. . .This isn't how it's supposed to go" There was a hidden sadness behind that visage of his, the man took a seat upon the edge of that ship. He recounted the first time meeting the Herald, how he had taught him lessons in fighting and life alike. He recounted his teachings he had given, the advice on the Way of the Fifth. Yet one thing was clear and certain, one thing that truly saddened that Adunian. The Mali had died far younger then he should have, and that alone was a tragedy in of itself. Such thoughts, would leave the adunian into a depression, for would this be the only Mali'aheral that he outlived? 5 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
wolfersquad2004 156 Share Posted November 28, 2022 The elfess was wondering about the grove like normal when she was brought to the attention of Alucard's death, she sighed softly "another person gone...I may not have known him well but..its a shame to hear another is gone" she then continued on with her day 4 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
CaffeinatedCrow 153 Share Posted November 28, 2022 Upon the note arriving, Basha was simply carving a piece of dark wood. A task she found comfort in despite the many small cuts along her fingers she had gained. There was only a discernible look of sorrow upon her face as she read the otherwise simple message. To how many she would lose, she could not discern, but it still broke her heart nonetheless. "I remember...when you were just a boy...may you find rest Alucard, and I'm sorry we could not share one last talk..." With that said, she continued her carving- only one tear shed for a boy she saw grow up far too fast- and fall far too soon. 4 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cheese 2282 Share Posted November 28, 2022 Although she received no note, a long lost sister let out a scream like never before. A million thoughts raced through her mind as her beloved brother was pronounced dead: She had never gotten to say sorry. She had never gotten to say goodbye. She had failed as his big sister. But most importantly: Juniper would never forget the moment she lost her fifth and final sibling, and became an only child. 6 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
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