It’s Been A While Coming…

[parasolsys 1005]

Hey guys. Some of you know me as the shitposter with the Rick Astley emotes, some of you know me as the one person who asks about how chat feels about women, it doesn’t matter what you know me as, though.

 

For four years I’ve played on LOTC. Next year would be my fifth year. But, my time here must come to a(n) (possibly forever) end.

 

Over the years, I have seen more and more toxicity running through the chat, through the communities I’ve attempted to join. Some have rampant homophobia and transphobia disguised as religion based, some have outright hateful people who want to see small communities fall.

 

I’ve seen staff participate in the latter, I’ve seen people go to great lengths to insult and harass people, even going as far as to call other predators, despite 90% of these people never interacting with minors. I’ve seen little to no staff intervention for these instances, in fact, I’ve seen some staff members encourage these hateful comments and threats to others.

 

I’m tired, y’all. Tired of stressing myself out, tired of having panic attacks over a Minecraft server, tired of being immediately overwhelmed when I log on. I can’t keep doing this, it’s ******* with my mental health and with my already bad disorders, I’m needing to quit this horrible addiction I have to this server.

 

I know this seems really long winded and really stupid, but I figured I’d make a post to tell my friends what’s going on instead of messaging everyone I know that I’m leaving.

 

 

As of.. Probably Saturday, my characters are going to be shelved pending my (likely not happening) return. I’ll probably come back for End of Map to send my books and ST signed items into the sendoff for next map, and I’ll then debate on whether or not I’ll come back.

 

For now, I bid you all farewell. If you wish to contact me outside of LOTC, you can find my discord on my profile, or just look me up on any LOTC related servers.

[Frisket 3174]

o7 gamer,  I will miss ya vv much

[Bethinwonderland 1674]

We love you Neo, thank you for putting yourself first. I'm so glad to have met you! You will be missed as far as the server goes as I value your thoughts on things a lot in regards to running Vortice.

I look forward to playing other games with you and staying in touch. ❤️
When are we playing dbd next?

[Apollyon 178]

[RianNeverfield 149]

o7

[DizzyGrey 715]

Not being on LOTC is probably the healthiest thing one can do. 

Good luck, live well.

[Digit_005 508]

o7

 

You’ve been a joy to be around and RP with, I hope you’re able to improve your health with this decision.

Good luck in all you do in the days, months, and years to come. :D

[WonkManBad 795]

i'm sorry neo you couldnt find a return to this server. and double sorry if my actions in the past has contributed to that.

 

youre a good person and you deserve a better outlet than this server. i wish you the best in any future endeavors you partake.

 

triple sorry for getting you banned :(

[Cvahotni 96]

Honestly, I think we're all better off going outside and not playing LOTC, and it's good that you've put your well being first. We'll miss you! Farewell.

[Crevel 5586]

Cherish your daughter (iirc) and treat them well. I hope your family is and continues to be well.

[_xMika 121]

I'll miss you, you were great to roleplay with.