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Writing İdes

About Antha's Parents

(i wanna give more of a idea how they are even though they don't have impact on roleplay of Antha at all, They are fun to play with)

I WANT TO GIVE IRVAN A BOOK WHICH HAS EVERY DETAİL ABOUT Antha's past and about Esha and Irvan 

these letters would orginally be in the book sadly book is lost because after their death their stuff were on sale (?) (i am making up right now  because i have thought what happened after their deaths clearly yet) but book basically contains all information about her her parents and such.

General information 

Mother : Esha

Father:Irvan 

Both of them are Wood Elves

A very little information is on them since they were just regular Wood elves.

so ill make one which lets say Irvan and Esha is teens which would be way before Antha could be an idea. 

A Teen Love note from Irvan to Esha 

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[1st page]

My Dearest Esha,

   Time stops when i look at you my dear Esha, i know i shall see you again tomorrow,

but i overheared you never got a love letter...and i believe you deserve best of everything.

So here is my love letter for you, i am not very experinced in this since you are my, one

and only love. You are the only elf i'll ever turn and look twice when i walk past. Your hair

shines under moodlight, even moon gets jelouse when it looks at you. I love you so much

and i want you to always know i'll love you and protect you! 

I dont get why you wanted to have a love letter or fancy one because i do tell you every

second we are together that i love you! I think you mean by love letter you mean one that 

shows i asked you to be my love? in that case i'll start over my sunshine!  I shall send you

all the love letters i can write!

                                                                                             Love, Irvan

[2nd Page] He is trying again

Dear Esha,

   Please date me, i think your hand would look great while holding my hand. My hands can

also keep your hands warm in winter and my lips can cure any sadness of yours. My eyes

would be filled with love if they looked at yours. My surname in future would look great 

if your name was at front of it...I think my head would feel better on your laps. We would

be a great couple due to all reasons i listed above, i think your love would be fitting in my

heart best.

                                                                                                       Love you, Irvan

Irvan being proud boyfriend that he did it right.

Esha questioning her life choices in choosing a boyfriend. Having a small laugh reading. [kinda liked it]

Mail Man wondering why the f**k two teens sending letters at 1 am, while living next 30 minute apart.

Took one of books he recently bought and began writing.

[this would be begining of the book]

(he putted the two copies he made of the letters aside, they were exact same copy)

This is Irvan's jurnal, I am unsure how i want do this but i want people to know my story. Stuff might happen and i think in this era we are all aware of it...I want to just carry on, people to remember me, stuff i did or will do. But most importantly i want people to remember Esha. Esha is kindest and most loving person i know and she is love of my love. As for me i love to write and draw, i dont write and draw because i am good or enjoy doing.  I write because i am scared...scared to be forgotten, this may come silly to most since. No one lives forever. But i will, in peoples minds. What am i writing i dont wanna be remembed like that. 

Smudged on the first begining but due to ink it could still be read

This is Irvans Jurnal and, i am  [crosses sentence]

This is Irvan's Jurnal and this is my life...I want, whoever reading this to be not throw it out, heck ill just write what i am thinking, no one will read this anyways! I wrote love letter to my soulmate, love of my life Esha. Yes Esha is most beautiful elf in entire world. I love her a lot but- sometimes i fear i am not good enough. For her [tear drops visible in this part as it smugh 'for her' part still could be read] 

There is some damage on the papar either crubmled while still attached or thrown into the wall, corner seems to be damadged so most probably thrown into wall as it wasnt ripped of which would have happened if paper was crumbled while attached to paper.

There is more attemps to write a start but in end it just started as

This is Irvan's life, and your reading me... I am not writing for you for, or for Esha, i just dont care.

This is me, in all openness, no fake lies on 'want to be rememered' or to carry on, this is just me.

You may not like what your read but there is nothing i can do. My life in all of its openess.

I wrote a love letter to Esha today, I feel so lucky to have her but i feel she isnt lucky to have me. I

am not gonna write myself amazing like in previous attempts. I am weak...not anywhere strong 

or talented. I write some stuff here and there but thats all, and if you could call small decorations

on side, art. I can draw in you do. I dont even have much life to say other then i am a wood elf 

and a teen in elf perspective. I havent met any other race but heard humans are very strong.

So yea this was begining...I guess i needed this.

[end of first page]

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this was all idea for now ill write more if i have ideas