rukio

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QLPlhV5y9YQ

I used to be depressed, then it got worse than that
Used to be suicidal, it got worse than that
Homicidal, it got worse than that
I gave these blood suckers that shirt off my back and they betrayed me
(Still) I walk the Earth like I'm the only son
(Still) I walk around like I'm the chosen one
I hope you burn, you broke my heart, I'll never forgive you
Watch my family making meth at age four
They had his body on ice then at Sunday
Bodies hit the ground when they still running
You ever seen a mens legs blown out from under him
When I saw that kid set on fire, I knew we was in hell
How the hell they want the boogieman, that gutter ****
How could I possibly care if I entertain you *****
If I'm a role model, you don't want this role
You don't wanna be born [?] to blow
You want everything you love to call you a joke
You wanna live with pain all in your throat from the rope
Tired of people saying this **** made me who I am
I don't care bout who I am, I hate who I am
But what hurts me is the ones I love
But what hurts is knowing they'll never love me like I do them
I cry when I see pictures of the old crew
I die inside when I realize it's no crew
Anybody with my blood is a ******* zombie
I was a child I couldn't even trust my ******* mommy
My cousin not even a teen, he tried to take his life
I fall asleep on my knees, begging God at night
I sometimes do a ******* drug, when it's time to feel pain
I show up, I'm the first in line every time
I'm the first to ride with no one behind me
I'm the last to call home, I handle **** on my own
I thought this was a couch, it's a prison
I used to be depressed, then it got worse than that
Used to be suicidal, it got worse than that
Homicidal, it got worse than that
I gave these blood suckers shirt off my back and they betrayed me
I hope you burn, you broke my heart, I'll never forgive you
I hope you, you broke my, I'll never forgive you
I used to be, I used to be...