hey so a week has past since my last thread    so i took the advice and i went for a girl, yea, ok she wasnt the best looking but i took the advice from starting low. i met a girl at my work and we exchange numbers then for the first day we just texting like about what we do etc. everything great, next day we go cinema together then our relationship came official. honestly i didnt think id actually love her nd i have never loved any1 truly before but it felt so great, we grew attached