Misery's Host

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Misery's Host

Nothing's the same, I can't sleep, I struggle to speak, it feels as if a heavy lump is lodged in my throat like I am about to cry. All day the jokes or funny things I see just don't make me laugh or even smirk, instead it makes me even more depressed knowing that if I never sent that message I would have never have been hurt like this. I put everything into what I do...and it hurts, it really really hurts.
- November 21, 2012
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2. Recklez
  
  Man > inuzukabilal If you still need anyone to talk to just add me on skype. if you feel you still need your emotions to be told to someone who is good at listening and dealing with problems :P
  
  November 21, 2012
3. Misery's Host
  
  Thanks but...someone actually did listen. But my mind is just to f'd up to listen and the burning memory of this person just tears me apart. It utterly hurts me so bad that I can't just clarify with this person.
  I'd feel so much better if I could just talk to the person who said this to me...
  
  November 21, 2012
4. Misery's Host
  
  I can't...even go on the server...that's how ashamed I am...and sad.
  
  November 21, 2012