The Lightbringer

Looking back I still have so many questions, so many things unanswered, like what did I do? What could I do? Was there ever a moment you cared? Or was I always ugly and abandoned? How could I have changed to make it better? Would I? Would I? I still feel so much hate inside of me it seems like you were just waiting for me to fail I'm sorry I can't forgive you do you blame me? You never forgave me. Like it or not your still apart of me and I'm still apart of you, like it or not you...