notthatfangirl

We live in  the Citadel of Acael in the princedom of Fenn. My mother gave birth to me at a very young age. She was just 51 years of age but was very wise for her age. My grandmother taught her Ancient Elven, which she passed on to me then. I grew up in a small house on the edge of the city which was almost completely made out of ice, which is probably the reason that I can adapt to almost any setting and have no problem living is extreme places. SO I am very hardened against many things but also have a very vulnerable and sensitive side. Ive never had many friends. My parents have always been fighters for equality, so naturally I became a fighter too. My family has always been against our current monarchy. I am very against violence, but when someone is in trouble or needs help I will always come to help. I love to help people and solve problems, even when its not always in a legal way. I steal and commit crimes, but never for fun, it has always a purpose. I am a very twisted persona, I want friends and lovers, but I am scared of commitment and i am not very self-confident. So I sneak around, am mean and do things that dont support those wishes of mine. But in my heart I am good. I am a n only child and am rather good at many things but way too scared to show them of. When I grow up I want to be someone who inspires people and does good and great things. But itll be likely that i end up doing something not so interesting, because I simply dont have enough courage. Someday I want to have a child. Maybe in 50-80 years. And i want to find love and happiness and finally make peace with myself.