Hey guys. I came back on to the server after a long hiatus about a month ago, and it's been pretty fun. I saw some people that I haven't seen in a while, met some new people, and had a pretty good time. This server has really been a fun hobby for me for the time that I was on, and the people that I interacted with were good to me, and I appreciate everyone for that.
But I don't feel like getting on the server right now. I always feel tired, and I spend the majority of my time when I'm awake trying to go back to sleep. I just don't want to be conscious. I'm in a pretty bad place right now. My dad has stage 4 liver cancer, my mom has fibromyalgia, my older sister is a queen of melodrama, and my younger sister is clinically depressed. We're pretty short on money right now, since we have to pay for so much medicine for my family, and I'm doing poorly in most of my classes. I wallow in self-pity and despair, desperately hoping for something to happen and make things better, but I know it won't happen.
I'm not in a good place right now, but I appreciate you guys on the server, and I know you're good people, so just wait for me. I'll be back eventually, but I just don't feel happy on the server anymore right now.