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Out of all your years in LOTC, if you had to choose an experience to relive on the server, what would it be?
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[!] Notes would be scattered across the floors of Tor-Azdroth, Lurin, Cartref Mor, & Elysium. (as well as one specially sent to those of 'thill).
Remon
I fear I may have been wrong about you. About your manipulation, your reasoning behind your actions, perhaps I was too quick to draw the line of hate towards you. Remon, I considered you family despite everything, you made mistakes just as I did and it was hypocritical of me to try to punish you for such. I'm sorry. I'm unsure of why you never got so angry with me after the threats, the fighting, the idiotic decisions I made in attempts to help you and others, but, ahern ito nae'leh for that. I could've been better, just like you could've been, hell, we all could've been better. I hope Bezaleel won't torture me too badly after I die, ah... to play his game, repeating the cycle over and over - I wonder how it'll be. Feeding egregores for a lifetime, or, would it be deathtime? Bad pun, I know. I chained you up in my basement so that you couldn't stand in my way of my death, I was going to go to Karkosa whether Morur'ei followed me or ne, I was going to - and hopefully did by the time you get this - kill myself in front of the Hexers. I have to, they don't deserve to be sacrificed, they don't deserve to fall down upon my own mistakes, they don't deserve to be fucked over by a selfish decision.
Forgive me, Remon, that is all I ask of you.
Viktoriya
Dame, I know we did ne know each other long - but, I always appreciated the talks and small interactions we had together. I'm sorry that I won't be able to teach at the Academy, I really wanted to. I suppose it's a bit ironic due to the fact that I was going to be teaching how to Survive and ended up... you know, ne surviving. Please stay safe, llir, you deserve much in life. Make sure your face doesn't fall off too much around Mika, he might call the Atronachs on you!
Farewell.
Hera
My teacher. My llir. I am so sorry, I told you I wouldn't go back and yet, I did. Morur'ei, for whatever reason, is willing to risk his immortality to help me break this pact I made with an otherworldly spirit. But, it's my mistake, my ****-up, ne oem should have to suffer or risk their own life to save mine. Ne after what I did, ne after the mistakes I made. Thank you for being here for me, even if you weren't around a whole lot... do ne blame him for my death, for it was I who is going to do it to myself. Make sure Nehtamo stays alive, I'm sure he'll be broken, but, I hope he understands.
I love you, you were my family.
Aurelion
Once you receive this, or rather if you receive this, you'll probably be a bit upset with me. However, before I get into that, you must know: the tree you so worship or prophet for is deceiving you. Hell, I was told it was Iblees, funny isn't it? You, and all of us, got ****ing tricked by it. I'm sorry for that, for ne sharing sooner either. I wasn't sure how to. Anyways, I'll never forget your lessons - even if they were driven by the Way of the Oak - they were rather valuable to me and it helped me through my journeys.
Fun fact, you were actually the first person I ever fought in my life. I still think about that punch you gave me in Serheim sometimes.
Hogo Bojo
Hogo, I am deeply sorry for leaving you in Karkosa multiple times. I truly hadn't meant to, I kept getting forced out and then forced in and for some reason you keep disappearing it's rather exhausting to search an entire realm for you, please, stay safe. The Hexers would gladly take you in - I remember eating that horrible jerky, they need a cook, plus, you'd get more adventure out of it! Just, don't mention me, they er, dislike me. I'm going to truly miss going on stupid adventures with you, I hope in another life, we can continue.
Good luck.
Juniper
I was a bad mal'onn to you and you were a bad lari'onn to me. Two peas in a pod, ne? I know you're possibly gone due to that note you sent me so, I don't know why I'm writing this, but, I really hope you got the love you deserved in the end. I think Grayson was probably the oem who would deliver such a feeling. I won't take back what I said in Lurin that day, I feel like it was entirely valid - the things I said. We were toxic for each other, perhaps we got that from Whylde, hm? I cannot deny it, he is my maln and whether I like it or ne, I am a bit like him. Okay, quite a bit like him. Either way, I'm sorry.
Have you considered being cursed somehow? It seems like all of your siblings have died from suicide.
Soris
Ahern ito nae'leh for always being understanding despite me being 'ata and you being 'thill. I'm sorry for being a pain in your ass when I was an oem'ii. I'll miss you.
[!] One more note... framed within the confines of Remon's room.
Bezaleel
What a little shit you are. I doubt you'll read this but, man, taking Almarisan people to be cattle? To play the part of a pawn in your so-called game? I hope The Host is displeased when they find out oem of your stupid cattle kills itself, shouldn't you have prevented that? As far as I know, you're down to about... oem cow, what a bad farmer you are.
Perish, revenge will be taken.7 -
I just chose the one that wasn’t Oren
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Y'all mfs making me SOB at these comments.
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[!] Upon the death of Alucard Anarion, notes would be found and sent out.
Nehtamo
Mal’onn, if you’re receiving this, then - I’ve died, obviously. I don’t know why I wrote that. Er, I plan to kill myself in Karkosa as soon as I leave, the Hexers are good people - I couldn’t bear to make such a selfish decision. Free myself and kill those who are working towards separating the realms? Ne… I couldn’t do it, I might try but, in the end, I think I’d rather slit my throat.
I love you mal’onn, you were, despite our fights, the best sibling I could truly ask for. It’s stupid I know, doing this to myself - but, I’ve made worse mistakes. Grave mistakes. This is how I repent. I suppose I broke my promise to you, hm? Killing myself? I’m sorry.
Aunties Sarah & Fae
This may seem extremely sudden seeing as last time we spoke should be just hours ago as I write this. I plan to go venture to Karkosa and kill myself in front of the Hexers, the good guys. I made a pact with a Spirit far beyond comprehension, I was an idiot, I made a mistake. My original goal of going there again was to break my pact but, in doing so I would have to sacrifice 10-15 people in a camp, the Hexers. They’re innocent, I am ne. I couldn’t simply do that, ne after how they helped me, how they gave me more chances than I deserved.
You two were the best Aunties ever. Make more caterpillar cakes for Tor-Azdroth for me, okay?
Mika & Lhoris & Rina
Thank you for welcoming me into your family, even if I was simply the son of a bastard and Eldrin. You cared for me, even through my idiotic actions. I just wanted to help Almaris, isn’t that silly? I’m sorry.
Valyris
I didn’t do much as a Courtier, apologies. But, I hope I was a bit of a good llir. Please, make sure Nehtamo doesn’t kill himself.
The An-Gho
In my final moments, I shall weep for you, for me, for Almaris, for all.
Morur'ei
**** you for getting involved.
Ysivryn & Qard
You two were very lovely lliran to me, I always loved being able to simply chill around you guys. Gosh, I just remembered we never sparred Ysi, my bad, I don't do well with making plans. I hope you got your gifts Qard! Pats for you, even in the afterlife that I will ne have.
Lord Melandrach
Apologies, perhaps seek out another Asiothic Teacher. I killed myself, just like Csayhn! Wild.
The Hexers
I truly made many mistakes upon trying to help you, I’m sorry, I hope with doing my little suicide in front of you all, you’ll see that. I also hope you come back so that you can read this note, I suppose.
Tor-Azdroth
Farewell, ay’Azdromoth. Also, Remon is locked in my basement, sorry.
To Celia’nor & Lurin
I know I had lliran within both of these cities, such is why there are two copies of this note… whoever finds all these, please, deliver them. Post them. Something. Anyways, to all my lliran that I did not formally address as I have a terrible memory somehow, please note, I have killed myself to combat a selfish action that I might’ve been forced to do had I not ended myself. I am thankful to have known you all, please, do ne cry over me.
Castle Black & Those of Serheim
Silly ain’t it? First Vukosav disappears, then me. Thank you for helping raise me as an oem’ii, I’m sure Eldrin is thankful.SpoilerIt was a pleasure to play Alucard, I'm definitely going to miss it... perhaps, I won't need to miss it for too long though. Thank you all for giving me such great RP on him, definitely the best persona I have had so far (lol he's my second made persona on this damn server). Peace.
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[!] A mali'thill clapped as the ceremony ended "I'm so proud of you, Senna."
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[!] A missive would be hung around nations and settlements by a hooded figure.
A WARNING - REMON
We advise that Remon (Also known as Ash, Cirdan, Marellon, Thrush, and The Yellow Advisor) should be avoided at any cost.
THE CRIMES
Over 30 counts of murder
Making a pact with a daemon
Lying to Lectors in order to gain man-made limbs
It should be known that Remon is a skilled manipulator. Though he tumbles further and further into insanity, his ability to lie and fight means that it is inadvisable to approach him alone. He is also known to give prophetic visions, and the daemon has possessed him on multiple occasions. Due to his unique nature, the full range of abilities of this new foe are unknown. If you do not possess magic and have allies to defend yourself with, we strongly urge that you do not attempt to interact whatsoever with him.
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uhh what’s your favorite ice cream, person I do not know?
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[!] A cold stare was given to the fire that had burnt the letter he received last elven day in Petra, a sharp breath taken in… a shakey one released. The flames quit their seemingly endless dancing and roared to life, or perhaps death. For, death is simply the absence of love, and that is truly what Juniper had gone through.
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[!] A mere glance was given to the missive as Ozma worked, her lip upturned in distain as her eyes darted back and forth upon the words “Imbecile.” She rolled her eyes and tossed the missive into the fire beside her before splashing it with water. Footsteps left in the dunes, where was she going?
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1 hour ago, satinkira said:
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It's okay Kira, you can laugh... it's funny.0 -
Such timing... +11 -
Dude has a a buncha foo fighter references in his post, godspeed. +1
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It’s giving.. schizo, good job. +1
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THE SIGNATURE LMAO, I TRICKED JENTOS. KONO DIO DA.
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33 minutes ago, Aech said:
Rina D’Avre and Mika Anarion, alongside the atronachs of Lurin, hunted the man down until he was driven to suicide.
Alucard let out an exhausted sigh as his droopy eyes darted back and forth the missive “And they wonder why I am ignoring them.” He grumbled to himself as the missive was discarded across his room.
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Tears. Tears are all he could produce, weeping for his loss, weeping for this wretched world that he walks upon. “Cry. Alucard. Cry.” That is all he could do, and would do. They stream down his cheeks like a broken dam as he reads the note, dropped from the crimson skies into his hands.
Why? A part of him will always question that, his curiosity overburdening - overwhelming. Support is all he gave, even to those damned - so why does fate weave itself in such a corrupted and complicated way?
Truly, he knows it will be okay - his emotions will pass, his wounds healed. But to feel it in this very moment, it shatters him, to think he had fought for so long against his own family, just to lose the fight. Always seeing the good in everyone, always ignoring the bad. So, walk the shore upon the ebony ocean, dear Csayhn. Walk.
SpoilerMe when “shelf likely” >pks
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33 minutes ago, Maevlin said:
Alucard Anarion, Court Archivist @xNeviah
Upon seeing his name under the 'Courtiers' list, Alucard bonked his head on the wall beside him "****, I had completely forgotten about that." He murmured to himself, shaking his head as he drafts up a note.1 -
52 minutes ago, EmiliainWonderland said:
The time my wood elf got sacrificed by a man called "The Frog" who was a big frog and used my soul to make some kind of golem I think? I dunno I was like 15.
IT WAS THE WONKS
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1 minute ago, satinkira said:
encountering bezaleel. you already know the story
Eh but you never gave the FULL story with details :)
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You know what time it is besties - I’m bored as hell so comment and tell me your most schizo rp experience on lotc.
As promised:
I believe the most schizo rp experience I had on lotc was the Kivdrona eventline - which sounds odd because it's old BUT yk me n my friend Kira wandered on over there and got a based ST to do shit with us. Ended up in another realm where Alucard (me) ended up being struck by lightning multiple times and dying. Funny thing is, he woke up right after - ALIVE. We gotta love demonic visions, eh? But, the entire events we have going with that is just pure chaos and I love it - last time, we met some lovecraftian-type monsters - pure insanity seriously... man I love Kivdrona.7
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