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    gf cheated on me

    in Axios OOC Archive

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    hey so a week has past since my last thread 

     

    so i took the advice and i went for a girl, yea, ok she wasnt the best looking but i took the advice from starting low. i met a girl at my work and we exchange numbers then for the first day we just texting like about what we do etc. everything great, next day we go cinema together then our relationship came official. honestly i didnt think id actually love her nd i have never loved any1 truly before but it felt so great, we grew attached to each other, she sleep my house every day it was so good. i tried to get her on minecraft but yea didnt work out xD but thats ok :) i think time move on right? 

     

    this was basically our life anyway

     

    so happy, even we did no have much money, we just enjoyed life pure. it was honest magical

     

    but i noticed when i went work she'd happen to say she not well just 2day ago but she seemed fine, when i went she stay at my house then i come back and she asking me to go place with her.. i didnt think much of it serious. 

     

    but then..

     

    my girlfriend and father this morning set me down to tell me they had a 4 day affair. they only did it  2times they said, and after the second time they say they both felt extremely guilty and mortified at their actions. they been wanting  tell me since then but didn't have the hearts. i kinda knew they got on well, they bonded over many shared interests (like talk about game thrones), but i never saw this coming.
    i feel completely sick. i haven't eaten hardly anything since they told me. i haven't officially broken up with her yet, but it is obvious as I haven't responded to any of the texts/calls she's sent since she went home short after tell. when they first told me and after it had sank in, i left and haven't said a word to anyone outside of work since. I've been a total ghost to my whole family and friend group.
    my dad and I are very close. for my whole life I have looked up to him. he and my mom divorced when I was a teenager ( i live step mom but no speak to really )) but they have been very friendly to each other which made the process so much easier. i want forgive my dad. but if my girlfriend had cheated on me with another person, i would easily cut them both off. and in a weird way my dad has hurt me so much more by doing this than she has. i could get over a cheating girlfriend. But my relationship with my father, a relationship I cherished, is destroyed. and it's his fault.
    my question is this: should i forgive my father? how can i forgive him? should i tell my mom or brother? would I be cruel for completely cutting him off which is what my heart it telling me to do?


    please help like.. this is first time i get a girl i was just all so happy, getting confidence etc. now this. help me and idk howv to react to dad..

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    need help with girl

    in Axios OOC Archive

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    so it was my 21 birthday week ago and my mom sayd "u need to get a life" at 1st i didnt tihnk much of it but then brother come say same thing and mention how i 21 virgin then it just.. hit me? i really dont have a life. i spend so much time playig minecraft. my arm pits am drip sweat just from pvp combat playing minecraft. but problem is.. the only girl i ever kiss is my cousin but no continue that (obvious reason#s) so i really need an actual girl... honestly, i tell truth. i willnt lie. i dream about it constanftly. in my mind i have my own little world. me, the perfect girl, we kiss, play minecraft together. do all the good thing u know? i think now im 21 ive start realize i just want it soo badly. i crave it. im still have wet dreams at night from how intense my own fantasy dreams are becoming. i get told 21 is no age for wet dreams (should stop 19ish righ? ) 

     

    i know a lot of you guy here are like.. you know.. big boy alpha guys, get girls easy! i want that too. man.. i just really need to change my life. its so boring... its making me depressed now im just so confused and lost. i have no idea where to start. any1 can help me ? 

     

    where can i start?

    what was easy for you ?

    i got told i should start bad girls ( negative girl idk english word) then build confidense maybe that am work ? then i can go on to good girl .

     

    honestly i just need my dream come reality, it would give me so much confidense you guys just dont know.

     

    i have pciture my mind

     

    i am in teamspeak with my girl, we play minecraft, we sing this together

     

    its just all so great in my head and a big reason for my no self confidense which is what i need, it just make me depress. 

     

    please post advice i dont want to dream but instead LIVE. 

     

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