I, would take off my on-duty armor, and leave the city of Celianor to go on a stroll. "I am tired of being useless" I would think to myself, I was filled with sorrow and grief. I proved useless in combat, couldn't even do a simple patrol. I thought back to when I was once trying to take down a frog homunculi that was trying to eat a musin named buttons, I would try to remember, back to when I was supposed to jump ontop of it, I missed twice, falling in the water the first time, and on the concrete the second. it wasn't until I barely was able to jump ontop of the frogs back, did I prove even slightly useful. While in the city I would pretend everything was fine, but in reality I was crying on the inside.
I passed up on multiple chances to get new eyes to be able to see again, but I simply said that I was fine. I regretted it, and wished I accepted. While on my stroll I would bump into multiple fences "Damn it, I am tired of this, it is just unending clumsiness" I would yell out, increasing my anger towards the fact that I was blind. After that happened I would simply plop down on my knees and begin to pray, I would pray again, and again, "Please, to whatever hears this, cure my blindness, I do not wish the remain blind, Please answer my call." I would pray. wishing for my blindness to be cured, passerby's would ask me every few minutes "Are you okay? Do you need some help?" I would Ignore every person who asked me those questions. I simply prayed, and prayed, as my eyes started welled up, I would finally get up, wipe my tears from my face and return to the city, pretending everything was fine, with a fake smile on my face. I would enter the local inn and go to sleep after praying my eyes out, I felt miserable. I would lay in the provided bed and drift into slumber. I would wake up, unable to feel anything it was like I was in a void, I would take a multiple steps trying to leave the room, but nothing, he never met the wall, or door. I would feel giant footsteps, and smell something, it smelled strangely like a ferret and it would make ferret-like noises, "Is that you Whiskahs?" I would call out, there was no response, I would start feeling like i was falling, then I awoke being able to see again.