You are, yes.
You make me proud too, Eldor :P.
Play this song first:
*Ker'Athri stumbles into the streets of Aliquam, delirious and crazy."I- I can't do... this. What's happening to me?!!*He throws his fist into the stone wall, shattering the cobble and and his bones. Ker screams, his voice echoing across the plains. He falls to his knees, and crawls up the steps into the library. Ker desperately searches for a paper and pen, throwing bookshelves all over the room, tearing pages out of books, not sure what is real. He gives a faint smile as he heads downstairs, writing materials in hand. He puts the pen to the paper, and tries to make sure his tears down't ruin the note.
The once powerful Mali'Aheral slumps to the floor, his will to live leaving his broken mind."Wha-... why is this happening to me?"He heaves his hulking mass to his feet, trying to control his mind, and failing. He has to get to Aurea, and everything will be alright. No. Nothing can fix this. He has been alive too long, and while he can't physically age, all these years alive and witnessing the death of a world has taken a toll on his mind. He knows this is the end, and with all his power and experience, there is nothing he can do to stop it.
Gathering his physical strength whilst his mind crumbles, he stumbles towards the gates. He flips the switch and steps out into the fresh air. Taking a breath in, he pukes on the wet grass. Wet Grass. A storm is coming. Damn it! He can't travel in this weather. He may never see his love again. He Roars. Birds flock up from the trees and take flight at the blood-curdling sound. Lightning strikes. Rain pours. Ker collapses.
He has to keep going, he can't give up... not now. He heaves himself to his feet once again, and stands tall. At first he walks, then sprints. He sprints and sprints and sprints, until he lungs can't function. But he is at Haelun'or, he made it! He will say his last goodbyes to the only woman he has ever loved, before he must retreat to the wilderness from fear of hurting someone.