EmiliainWonderland

Elaine Novellen d'Petra frowned for the loss of Johanna, the poor girl. She would mourn her though she didn't know her well, as was customary to do for family.

Why LOTC?

What encouraged you to stay so long? From a fellow old player.

(Though you've got me beat by nearly 3 years!)

Elaine felt for this anonymous person as she had experienced something similar. She was much better now, surrounded by her husband and her children but the reminder of what happened to her would always be there. 

She penned a reply to this anonymous letter.

"Dear anonymous writer, 

 My name is Elaine Novellen d'Petra or something like that, even now I have trouble remembering our surname. I'm writing in hopes you'll see this my friend, but there was a time long ago I experienced a relationship just as horrendous where I was left with my eldest son, Arthur. Who has been one of the greatest joys in my life. One day you will learn to get over the scars of your past and move on to the brighter future. Should you ever need a friend, you may find me in Balian surrounded by my loved ones who helped me get through my troubles and I'd be happy to help you through it too. 

Sincerely, 

Elaine of Balian"

Blanca Anarore was with her family as she heard the news @Nagisa02@ichigomaster98.

She frowned at her spouse. "Mon amour, my Oncle has died."

Thus began yet another mourning period.

Eryane laughed at this when she realized. 

[Form for Participation]

IGN: Aehmi

Persona: Blanca Anarore

Talent: Singing

Blanca, who had been far too busy with her little ones to attend the coronation blinked at this news. 

"No. That certainly doesn't sound like Balon or Hilda... why is everyone trying to make our nation seem so aggressive?" She frowned, holding onto her youngest and watching over her two older kids. 

At last she smiled and nodded, Hilda and Balon had a good reason for whatever happened that day, she was sure of it.

Marlena Von Augusten had forgotten to sign up... oops!

"THATS MY SPOUSE!" Blanca screamed at reading it when she saw Io listed. She was very proud that they had helped a poor man in need! 

Blanca frowned at the news, knowing now she'd never meet Io's grandfather.

Blanca smiles fondly for the previous king who gave her a job! 

"Enjoy your retirement Odin." 

((Hey you, you're finally awake. Walked into that imperial ambush same as us))

Norland moment!

18 hours ago, Malins Welcome said:

You youngsters don't even know. Me? I watched Shadow of Israphael.

This is the correct answer. 

Shadow of Israphel is a certified HOOD classic. I go back to watch it every now and then. 

On the other hand, perhaps for the first time in her life Blanca cried for the loss of another human being.

"Say it's not true. She's not really dead. She was too young, it wasn't her time why is she dead?" Blanca sobbed in her room upon hearing the news. 

"Sierra, I didn't know you were suffering. You could've spoken to me, we were working on things. We were going to be close you and I so... why?" 

Somewhere, a de Santos frowns at the news.

"Ma famille, Sierra. I'm so sorry to hear that you're gone. Your husband cared so deeply for you and I wish I'd had the time to get to know you more." Agnes sighed heavily, looking upon her grown children, her husband, and the family around her.

23 minutes ago, Cheese1sgrater said:

“Where is my apology for that time she bit my tongue when I was like- 5!” One Colette d’Abbassia scoffed, rolling her eyes. However, she did seem a tad forlorn as she remembered the other happy, albeit few, memories she shared with her big sister…

Blanca hasn't forgotten her little sister and misses her dearly. 

1 hour ago, TaytoTot said:

Annette sees the missive, proud of Bianca. "Mein honourable dottir."

Blanca hopes to see Annette soon and have more of an opportunity to get to know her. 

(A contemplative woman thinking about her future)

I am reminded of my youth as of late, when I am surrounded at last by the people I have known since my early years, my siblings, my friends, my extended family.

In doing so, I’ve remembered things I put behind me, things I found trivial at the time, but I’ve grown exponentially as a person and with this missive, I hope to convey that. 

First and foremost, I’ll acknowledge the mistakes I made.

To Sierra d’Arbre, my step mother. I was hasty in my first impression of you. I called you many names in poor taste out of anger and spite. Things that have been directed towards me in the last several years and I’ve realized are hurtful and damaging to one’s mental health. I wish to rectify my mistakes in any way you see fit and I hope we may see each other again soon.

To Honore, my younger brother. My treatment of you when we were children was uncalled for and unacceptable. You are a bright young man, kind, genuine. My own shortcomings shouldn’t have led me to say the things I said to you nor do the things I did. The same goes for all of our siblings Honore, I was an awful sister when I should’ve been there for you when we all needed each other.

To Laetitia d’Abbassia, my dearest sorella. I miss you. When you were struggling through the worst of times, I should’ve been there. I have no one to blame for your death but myself and it breaks me to know I could’ve done so much more for you and I didn’t. Your death was unnecessary… something I could’ve prevented if I tried and I know that deep down. Wherever you are now, I hope you’re happy at last. You deserve it. 

To my father, Sir Emir. This is the hardest one to write. I don’t apologize to you out of any desire for a relationship, but I do want to apologize to you for the way I acted as a child. I was selfish, spoiled, and arrogant. My stubbornness led us to have a negative parting. However, the way you treated Laetitia is still something that will always bug me. You may wonder what has led me to finally write this missive and it was the realization of my past. I’m doing this for my kids. So that they may be proud of the woman that I have become. So they can see me as someone to look up to, someone who will truly love and cherish them and not my past and who I used to be.

To Farian Malto and Piper Peregrin, I apologize for my comments to you two about your relationship and to Farian, I’m sorry for trying to push a relationship with Marol onto you. Initially I had done it as a joke and admittedly I found it funny that it bothered you so much, but that’s not the kind of person I wish to be. Not the kind of person who goads others for my own enjoyment.

To Peter and Cosima von Augusten, my aunt and uncle, I want to apologize for bringing you a whole lot of trouble and making you worry about me. I’m fine now, I want to move on with my life and still have you guys be a part of it and I hope you’ll forgive me for the way I acted when I was younger.

To the love of my life, Io. I’d like to apologize for the way I acted towards you when we first met in Minitz. I’m not entirely sure of what I said to you during that time, but just in case I’d like to retroactively take it back. You are genuinely the most wonderful person I have ever met and you’ve made me look back on the past and realize I need to provide a better future for you and our children.

I made a myriad of mistakes and for those I’d like to apologize.

• The harsh words I’ve said to people who considered me friends, family, or acquaintances.

• Belittling my own family and friends

• Actively working to sabotage my own sister Laetitia in the past

• All the lies I have ever told anyone, too numerous to truly get into detail about. 

• Acting harsh and aggressive towards my siblings

If you doubt my intentions, you may come find me to talk. Simply send a bird or find me in person and I’ll prove to you my words are true. I want my children to be happy with who I am, I want to be proud of who I am. 

Sincerely, 

"Congrats on getting married... finally and to an old friend of mine! Hoorah!" Blanca is happy for her two friends getting married.

"AUGUST VILAC?!" Blanca nearly spit out her drink. "Wild! I always knew he'd end up with someone dramatic!"

((Can't do a spoiler on my phone, but I'm Ceceliya!))

Blanca read the invitation and her face immediately formed a smile.

"Two of my favorite people getting married? I couldn't be happier!" 

Blanca turned to her spouse and twins. 

"We're going to a wedding!" 

Blanca smiles the sun's smile when she hears the news of the King passing his title down. She kisses her spouse lovingly and thinks back to her sister Laetitia who once loved this man. 

"Well Lottie, I guess you'll see him soon. Unless he ends up where he belongs." Then she turns to her spouse and her children and speaks again. 

"Sorry that was kind of mean." @ichigomaster98

Somewhere further away, an elderly woman remembered her time in Petra. Renilde may need her now, but she was far too tired right this moment. She remembered the young Georg and his time spent in Petra with her and Renilde and her daughter Laetitia. 

"Rest easy Georg, I feel no ill will towards you, Laetitia was her own woman and her mistakes her own too. Enjoy your journey, I may be joining you BOTH in the skies soon." 

MC Name:

         Aehmi

Character's Name:

         Blanca Anarore

Character's Age:

         31

What feat(s) will you be learning?

         Alchemy

Teacher's MC Name:

         _PR0FIT

Teacher's RP Name:

         Vykk

Do you agree to keep Story updated on the status of your feat app?:

         Yes

Have you applied for this feat on this character before, and had it denied? If so, link the app:

         No

Are you aware that if this feat is shelved, it will be unavailable to use?

         Yes