rukio

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjC4bwuiZ3Y
I cannot leave here, I cannot stay
Forever haunted, more than afraid
Asphyxiate on words I would say
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue
There are no flowers, no, not this time
There'll be no hope gracing my life
Just these dark words, I find
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak
I'd share with you, could I only speak
Just how much this hurts me
Just like all I loved, I'm make believe
Imagine heart, I disappear
I'd tell you how it haunts me
(Cuts through my days, and sinks into my dreams)
You don't care that it haunts me
Just how much this hurts me
Just how much you...
 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjTJe8yOMfE

*****, I fuckin' love when I see that body drop
*****, I'll throw down 'till my line go flat
I've been tryin' to get my damn life on track
*****, I fuckin' love when I see that body drop
I've been cuttin' ties with my friends from the past
I don't give a **** about no former friend
I don't give a **** about no ewhore
I don't really feel much emotion
I don't really see no commotion
I cannot associate, please stay away
*****, you don't know a thing about me
Fakes don't **** with me, they **** with who **** with me
Don't **** with who **** with me
But trust me, that's something I think we've begun to see
Don't **** with who **** with me, **** with who **** with me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ryXb_V71KKU

Let the silence ease the wildness
Your embrace clears the storm in my head
Why do I love you more when I'm wasted?
I only welcome care when I'm wounded
You are a promise of brightness
The triumph of life over self-hate
But I take all you give for granted
What really matters I keep breaking
I'm turning horizons into battlegrounds
I cannot walk ahead without your guidance
Can I hold on
Can I hold on to you?
Can reliance ease the madness
When every voice says I'm worthless?
I thought I would find the force from fighting
But if I win alone, I'm losing
I'm turning horizon into battlegrounds
And every step I take, without a sound
Can I hold on
Can I hold on to you?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s3mYCJso23c

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s3mYCJso23c

Something so moving
As time waits
You'll come to your senses
My blind faith keeps me so honest and true
If you loved me
Then why couldn't I change your mind?
If you loved me
Then why couldn't we try a second time?
You thought you knew me
But I'll never be fake like you
How you used me
How you moved me
 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S94PlKnOtzM

The clock it taunts me
Still drowning in the thought
I'll never be enough
Looking at myself and thinking I don't deserve any love
I can't escape the feeling
I'm not human, it's just a subliminal act
I think I'm losing my mind
I think I saw a ghost
Staring back at me through the mirror
They're reaching through my soul
As I dissociate the feeling of feeling again
Nostalgic memories of my past haunt me at night
While nightmares of my future possess my mind
How can I feel something
When nothings felt the same?
I guess it's wishful thinking
That I could live a life
Without the torment of my demons and their knives
I'm overthinking my whole life
'Til the point I feel numb inside
But I'm still an emotional softie
Can't handle it when I cry
I get overwhelmed with emotions
Feels like I'm lost with motion
I'll live my life in la vie en noir
Dansant avec les morts

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sh6cqC0mWm8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sl3_WaUH__Y

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sOCkHTCe8rg

I heard you ******* was looking for me (***** here I go!)
*****
I heard you was looking for me
If you're looking for a rat queen
I'll **** you and all your best friends up right now
I'm with whatever, best believe ain't been no hoe in me, ever

I'ma **** you up better
Little hoe can't keep her mouth closed, keep thinking she clever
Y'all ain't dolls, y'all knock offs
***** you just a jump off
Biting my ****, jump off

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPMV9hD2i7k

Dead to me
Even if you're still alive
It's a mess to me, so rest in peace
You're dead to me
Six feet under the ground, you turned it around on me
Wrong place, wrong time, let it die
Told my friends wouldn't let it get to me
Somebody that I used to know is dead to me
Think less of me, you're dead to me
I don't want anything to do with you
I'm through with you
You're dead to me, and I'm dead to you
I'm six feet under the ground, you turned it around on me
Had me thinking that I never really tried
If you told me that you cared, then you lied
And the pills won't work
You hate me I'm the worst
It hurt, hurt, hurt
I'm dead to you, you're dead to me, I'm dead to you (dead)
You're dead to me, and I'm still alive
It's a mess to me, let me rest in peace (dead)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sSAA_KmuC5E
Counting days, counting days
Since my friend up and got lost on me
And every breath that I've been taking
Since you left feels like a waste on me
I've been holding on to hope
That you'll come back when you can find some peace
'Cause every word that I've heard spoken
Since you left feels like a hollow street
I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind
'Cause every day, it's getting colder
And if only I could hold you
You'd keep my head from going under
And I'm tired of being so exhausted
Your words I'm lost in
Even though I'm nothing to you now
And if only I could hold you
You'd keep my head from going under

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STn1I3XIr6c
The day you turned your back on me
I swear I lost everything
The beauty of life
Faded from my sights
Qualities that made me who I used to be
Where are they now?
I've spent so long with my head in the clouds
Can you see the pain in my eyes?
I hold out for you every night
Just to see your face
Just to feel your embrace
And I wonder why you never said goodnight
I've spent so many nights
Trying to find where I went wrong
Did I make the mistake
Of trying to be someone
I only tried to make you happy
But in the end I was the let down
I'm not asking for your forgiveness
I just want to die

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SvJvMVVWPmE

Oh please don't let me sleep
I'll only dream of your face
Of your face
And come here, I'll let you in
We can pretend its 2012 we're in
Like I'm still me
And come now, please string me along
I just need something to keep me from
Pulling the trigger 
And this distance won't comfort me for long
Don't be strong, give in
Come be more than a song
Don't be long, don't be long
Don't be long
Home always felt like a trap
I'm not myself without your love
Without your love
And you'll be a seat belt for me
And I'll be an airbag, darling
Just wait and see, just wait and see
And believe, my love
Come back, you've got blood on your skin
Don't leave, my love
Come here, give me time to let you in
Believe, my love
Come here, its my blood on your skin
Don't leave, my love
Come here, just let me forgive you again

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TbXLFwv3NRU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TKO79UETXqI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tsc7mEuIQt8

How could I ever love another?
How could you say you don't remember?
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
And there you are before my eyes
Two hours and for fifteen minutes you are here
I don't wanna scream lest I should tear
A whisper in the darkness disappears
Sincerely
Today I'll miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember?
This one's for the happiness I'll be wishing you forever

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TZvvmkk9L3M

Palaparty palapog

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGj4QaELx_s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ugwgqOxut1Y

I'd drown my beliefs
To have your babies
I'll do nothing but weep
And wash your swollen feet
Just don't leave
Don't leave
I'm not living
I'm just killing time
My tiny hands
Your sad broken eyes
Just don't leave
Don't leave
And true love waits
In haunted attics
And true love lives
On lollipops and crisps
Just don't leave
Don't leave

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrZOi2ATlx8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VA770wpLX-Q

get up narthok we need you

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vve2AQ0PrhI

I'm at a war with myself
Stuck between loving you and hating me
You know it's true
The cap twists off again
Here we go again
Another night alone
Waiting by the phone
Please come home
Come home
Follow through
Swear to God, I'll find a way to kill me
Your mistakes cast you away with all the love I gave you
Swear to God, you've already broken me
Are you bored with yourself?
Drunk
You know I'm wounded
The cap twists off again
(****)
Here we go again
Another night alone
Waiting by the phone
Don't come home
Come home
When you chose to abandon me
And tore apart a friend that loved you
I made a promise that I'd let you go
In due time maybe you can forgive me
I just want to forget you
Swear to God, I just want this pain to end
(I just want to sleep forever)
Someone save me
(I just want to forget the things you said)
Someone stop me
 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wlvdwhfiixE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wM3F5tq4p-k

He's in my head again
He knows where I have been
I'm going down that road again
He marks his fingerprints
In my skin

And it burns like heroin

Now he's in me
And I can't let him go
And my bones are caving in
And he stole my faith again
And I wish you well
Oh, for the night
'Til you come again

He's in my veins again
But he knows that I'll bleed him out
Before I wake
Exhale his oxygen
He burns like heroin

I wish you well
For the night

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WseLeZSPgSY

And I heard last night from some mutual friends
You're a little bit too broken to go through this again
And I know they're right
But this is now and that was then
I love you too much to lose you again