rukio

I would be crying tears of laughter
If I could see you again
If I could see me smile again
I still believe my eyes, but all I see is my blindness
I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is our parting
I still believe my ears, but all I hear is lasting silence
Like a disciple of a witness
I judge upon my sacred eye
Still I found the origin
In what's left of me inside
Can I call this my burden
Or is this just my dream to fly?
And is my life as bare as it is?
Cold and lonely enough?
Have you achieved what you were longing for?
Sad enough this cannot be undone
I drop my eyes and shiver as I see
The reflection in the mirror of me
Have you given up, my friend?
Forgiveness be mine
Have you given up, my friend?
The reflection in the mirror of me
Can I call this my burden
I would be crying tears of laughter
If I could hear you speak again

This silence keeps it easy 

As you're walking away 

Your footsteps get louder

All you needed was time

But now time will destroy me

It will all be over and here I am

Stuck inside this salted earth forever

You pierced my lungs

My limbs went numb as my colors fade out

You watched me bleed

You watched me bleed

I gave you everything to die with a smile

All you wanted was to live for a while

You took everything and it left me empty

I can't replace you, I can't

It will all be over and here I am

God, please don't hate me.

Because I'll die if you do.

Lets do it
Lets get it
I drink bleach
I cut my wrist
I'm hardcore
**** what you all say
This **** is not a phase
I take a pic post that **** to Myspace
Emo kid
I cant see
Emo Kid
sippin’ on bleach
emo kid
Go online tell people I want to kill myself
tell them to go **** themselves when they offer to help
Cause everything I say is for sympathy and attention
I have way too many cuts and scars to mention
yeah yeah
**** my mom and dad
I drink bleach
I cut my wrists
This **** is not a phase
Emo kid
Follow my dreams

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I'll meet you at the divide
To break the spell
A point where two worlds collide
If I get high enough
Will I see you again?
Until we break through
If I get high enough
If I get high enough
Will I see you again?
Will I see you again?
If I get high
If I get high
If I get high

Staring out to the cage-like walls
Time goes by and the shadows crawl
World's out there singin' the blues
Twenty more dead on the evening news
Think to myself "really, what's the use?"
I'm just like you, I was born to lose
Why oh why can't you just fix me?
When all I want's to feel numb
But the medication's all done
Why oh why does God hate me?
When all I want's to get high
And forget this so-called life
Can't wait to feel better than I ever will
Hate myself, if I can go for miles

The harbingers of war with their nature revealed
If I can let the memory heal
I will remember you with me on that field
You gave me a reason to try
Turn the page I need to see something new
Like rabid dogs of war

With no-one wearing their real face
It's a whiteout of emotion
And I've only got my brittle bones to break the fall
When the love in letters fade
And we're already too late if we arrive at all
And then we're caught up in the arms race
An involuntary addiction
And we're shedding every value our mothers taught
So will you please show me your real face
'Cause I only need your name to call the reasons why I fought
We were one with our destinies entwined
When I thought that I fought without a cause
You gave me the reason why

Now I've got you alone
And I'm watching you quiver
So much blood on these sheets
And you're begging me please
Shame on me
I never knew
That I was a killer
And now I've lost control
Please forgive the life I've had
And find me love in Hell
I want to mangle your heart
Finest blade from the kitchen
Razor sharp
Cut you real deep
Just like you did me
Please forgive the life I've had
And find me love in Hell
Where no one knows me
Or what I've done
When the damage done
I'll stay close to your body
Safe and sound
Holding a gun
And playing with the trigger
All alone