Lenden never figured he would achieve much. When his Father would kick him and tell him he was worthless, as the four year old Lenden scrubbed the decks of his Father’s pirate ship, Lenden would think “Yeah, that sounds right.” But somehow, through a decade the slave of his father, and a second, starving on the street, picking pockets with only other wretches like him for company, he had managed to find a home. Lenden had never expected to live long, and that thought never troubled him much. Very few things troubled him. It wasn’t until he had met the mali’ker that he started to take pride in the expectation. He would lay in his bed at night and imagine saving the cave from a monster, or single handedly fighting off an invading army, and fulfilling the silent promise he’d made for the family he’d found all on his own.
As he sat bleeding, pinned to a tree in the forest outside Annil’Sul, shot by a mali’ame without even an explanation, he heard his Father again. He wasn’t surprised to hear him, and he wasn’t filled with anguish or regret, only a sense of vague disappointment.
He wanted to give everything he could give to his new family in the cave. He wanted to spend many years with them, protecting them, laughing with them. It was the first time he had felt happy. It was the first time he had felt much of anything with any depth or flavor. Now he felt a cavernous depth.
They would look for him, he knew. When they found him, they would cry. He knew that too. That thought comforted him, in a selfish sort of way that he didn’t bother to feel guilt over. Aunrae would cry, but would get over it. Balaena was the only one that worried him. The child he had helped make, but had never belonged to him. She already didn’t have much going for her, but without him around, she might be lost.
But then again, so had he been lost... With one parent gone, and the other inept, he had always been lost, and yet he’d done alright. He’d found the key. He’d fought the spiders. He saved the inn. He protected the Mali’ker’s ship as they crossed the seas. He helped build their home in Thales. And he had made a family. His last thoughts were of that family. Dak’ir. Della. Elayne. Alakagh. Arveldir. Feyko. Atorio. Yriel. Ituri. Aeltis. Athri. Aunrae and Balaena. All the others. The rain soaked through the birch leaves and the river began to buck its banks. He closed his eyes and everything was over. In Alras, a mali'ker baby with purple hair awoke shrieking, frightened by the crashing thunder outside, and in time, a white haired girl came to comfort her. The wine stained children of Thilliv crawled onwards into the future for another generation, bereft the wisdom of the last.
((I'm sad to go, guys, but I know I won't have time to get on in college, so I'm finishing up Lenden's story. Maybe I'll be back again. I've loved RPing with all of you, and I know I'll remember it fondly off at school. Van'ayla everyone.))