TheDragonsRoost

There is always more qualified people on LotC than what can be perceived. People even have the potential to be great, no matter where they come from. History is full of people who have achieved greatness in either one aspect or in multiple, but even then these people are not without their faults.

For me, I’m always going to be either optimistic or pessimistic depending on where my mind lays that day. I’m not always expecting good things to come my way and even when they do, I try to not inflate it into creating high hopes. I have even been told that all I am is essentially an easy target for trolling and the like online, but this is a fault of my own.

Being an author can be hard for someone who has so many stories to tell, but yet falls short on writing them out as intended. I even don’t expect people to support me when they read this status and think that I’m a victim of some kind. All that does is create unyielding drama that doesn’t need to be on LotC.

I’m not attacking anyone on LotC for this status or trying to stir up trouble, but I’m writing this to get just it out and vent the stress out.

The thing I want the most is to be happy and roleplay with the community without having to feel like I have to look over my shoulder to make sure it pleases everyone. Not everything I do is what I feel like doing, but when I do those things, I just feel hollow.

I honestly don’t want to feel pressured to keep this to myself by anyone, regardless if they are staff or not. I just want to...

Be myself.