Felicie sat in her room of the Weiss’ keep. Silent. She looked to the door. Silence. She did not know what to feel. She faced herself with a hard decision. She wanted to leave.
It would be better to just.. be alone, she thought.
forever.
Felicie thought of everything they were to do together..
Make lemonbread together, like she had with her parents when she was young,
Learn how to shoot a bow,
Go hunting..
She would never forgive herself for how their last conversation went. This felt like punishment. Felicie wished, begged, wanted to go back and change what she did. That was the last time she ever talked to him. A regret she would carry for a lifetime, forever looming. Forever weighing on her shoulders.
She wished she had learned more about him. Wished they had one, last conversation.
Such a reality made Felicie want to run away, and leave all of this pain behind.
But, Felicie was not one to make a rash decision. She would inquire, but for now, she shall stay. Now was not the time to say farewells. She doubted the pain would ever leave, no matter where she went. Felicie had much to consider.
Much to think about.