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Emberlyn’s leaf-green eyes drifted over the words she’d written, skimming the pages of her tome. She frowned at the idle doodles scattered in the margins—little sketches born from restless thoughts.
Since arriving on the new continent, she’d shut herself away from her family. The last argument had been explosive, the kind that left everything in pieces. Afterward, she withdrew into her garden, where silence was easier to bear than apologies that would never come.
She rose from the bench, her gaze lifting toward the apple tree overhead. The low-hanging fruit gleamed in the sunlight, but it wasn’t the apples that caught her attention.
A small blue bird perched among the branches, its feathers faded with age, the blue now streaked with gray. It had been with her for years—too many, perhaps. She knew she’d have to replace it one day, retire it to rest. But Emberlyn had never been good at letting go.
A letter was tied to its leg. The bird fluttered down and landed on her shoulder, its claws gripping the fabric of her dress.
She untied the note carefully with her right hand, setting it on her lap for a moment to stroke the bird’s head.
Letters weren’t unusual for her.
But as her eyes moved over the words, something shifted. Tears welled—strange, glimmering hues that blurred the ink as they fell. The page trembled in her grasp. No wind stirred. It was her hand that shook.
The paper crinkled as a sharp gasp escaped her. Her breath caught; the world tilted. Grief struck her like fire—spreading from her chest, burning through her throat, hollowing her stomach. The weight of reality pressed down until she thought she might collapse beneath it.
Wings fluttered beside her as the startled bird took flight, but even that felt distant. She was already on her knees beside the bench, the letter clenched in her fist. Loose strands of silver-blonde hair slipped from her bun, veiling her face from the world.
All she could see was the grass. The dirt. The letter.
Anruthion.
Her eyes scanned it again and again, searching for some hidden jest, some “got you!” scribbled in the margins. Maybe it was a mistake. Maybe a cruel joke. He wouldn’t be that cruel… would he?
Her chest constricted. She couldn’t breathe. The letter pressed against her stomach as a sob tore free, violent and broken.
Her brother. Anruthion. The only one who had ever reached out.
The only one who checked on her after she’d vanished from home.
The only one who challenged her, pushed her to grow.
The only one who ever truly felt like he cared.
He couldn’t be gone. Not him. Her heart refused to accept it.
Shakily, she forced herself upright.
Was he really gone?
Her steps came without thought, her breath catching with each one.
The last time they’d spoken, they’d fought. He’d told her he’d already accepted her death—that she wasn’t his little sister anymore. Not the one he remembered.
She’d wanted to talk to him again. Just once more.
Her breath hitched, and she ran.
Each step hurt. Her lungs burned, her vision blurred. Emotion tore through her like a storm she couldn’t escape. She’d never been good at accepting death.
Her boots struck marble, echoing down the hallways lined with old busts and cluttered decorations. Colors—white, red, green—blurred past as she ran.
When she reached her room, she twisted the doorknob and stumbled inside, slamming it shut behind her with the stump of her left arm.
Every emotion struck like a serpent, each one biting deeper than the last. Every memory, every fight, every word they’d thrown at each other crashed over her in relentless waves. She could almost drown in them.
She collapsed onto her bed, the letter still clutched to her chest. The hours bled into night, and the shadows grew long, then dark.
By the time dawn came again, Emberlyn hadn’t slept.
She stayed in her chambers, alone with her grief, shielding herself from a world that had grown too cruel to face.
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