rukio

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6eF1fE_9NU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mbHH2_6Monw This bird is me irl

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mHrwoGhtJMQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mr834Cs9ncs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mxTdTC1dEoY

god knows I tried

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mXvSdnx_7RA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NfH9Y3NEUG4

I wish I had cheated
Then I wouldn't be questioning your reasons for leaving
Wish you gave me a reason
Wish I was abusive like the one before
Said you were done with all that
Then went and ghosted
Now probably in her arms instead
Is there something
That I could've said to make things right?
Something I could've did to try and change your mind
Something I could've said to keep things good
Then I wouldn't be here wondering if I should
If I should've cheated
I wish I had cheated
Wish that I tore you down
Made you feel so defeated
That you had no choice and left town
Wish I left you broken
Left you feeling alone
Hurt your self-esteem
Made you feel so low
That you had a reason to go
Is there something
That I could've said to make things right?
Something I could've did to try and change your mind
Something I could've said to keep things good
Then I wouldn't be here wondering if I should
If I should've cheated
If that's what you want somebody that hurts you
Someone you already know will desert you
Guess you get what you're asking for
If that's what you want somebody that makes you
Fear for your life there's no way I can save you
Guess you get what your asking for
That I could've said to make things right
Something I could've did to try and change your mind
Something I could've said to keep things good
Then I wouldn't be here wondering if I should
If I should've cheated

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nXpw-5a4fWM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o7i212owDDI

Calm down, I'm okay, it's only heartbreak
Don't scheme, just mourn
I let you sleep warm
It's only love
It's not like I'm missing part of me
It's only love
It's heartbreak and I'm in recovery
Your eyes are better than my favorite song
I'm addicted and I’m possessive
This is no ordinary love
Calm down, breathe in
I feel like I'm dying
I miss you, come home
It's only love
It's not like he's bleeding out of me
It's only love
I'm not dying, I'm in recovery
But I won't get better
I'm not letting go
I will be right here where you left me
Losing my home again
A life without my friend
Who I depend on, oh-oh
(he's everything to me)
The best I had, the worst mistake
I'm all fucked up and I'm not okay
Even my therapist said, "To hell with this!"
I'm not healing
I'm dying, write me off
I'm stuttering, I'm high on drugs
Loser, lonely
It's only love (Only love)
These cuts won't bleed out on me
It's only love (Only love)
I'm not dying, but I'm in recovery
I won't get better, I'm not moving on
I'm the same way now that you left me
 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oalaO2o5YF8

Been a long road to follow,
Been there and gone tomorrow,
Without saying goodbye to yesterday
Are the memories I hold still valid?
Or have the tears deluded them?
Is somebody there beyond these heavy aching feet?
Still the road keeps on telling me to go on...
Something is pulling me
I feel the gravity of it all 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oi3QmAmrG6M

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OiJJSY5uBvQ

You're ridin' high in April
Shot down in May
But I know I'm gonna change that tune
When I'm back on top, back on top in June
That's life
And as funny as it may seem
Some people get their kicks
Stompin' on a dream
But I don't let it get me down
'Cause this fine old world it keeps spinnin' 'round
I've been a puppet, a pauper, a guard
A poet, a pawn and a ruler
And I know one thing
Each time I find myself flat on my face
I just pick myself up and get back in the race
That's life
Oh, and you know I can't deny it
Many times I thought of quitting, baby
And if I didn't think it was worth one single try
Well, I'd hop upon a big bird and then I'd fly
 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Onby3d2lFDc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OqiEJ0WFUwA

With the sting of the whip on my shoulder
With the salt of my sweat on my brow
Coders, Gods on high, can you hear your people cry?
Help us now
This dark hour
Deliver us
Hear our call, deliver us
World team of all, remember us here in this burning sand
Deliver us
There's a change we want from you
Deliver us to the Limited Creative
My god, I have nothing I can gather
But this sixty four every two hours 
I pray I'll gather more if He will deliver us (Deliver us)
Hear our feedback, deliver us
From despair these years of slavery, grown too cruel to stand
Deliver us
There's a change we want
Deliver us from the bondage
Deliver us to gathering ease

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=os3EvgOkb20

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OTLCnRAjAVs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PKonqhZ5PsA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PVkxhk0ReGc

**** everything I'm gone
Leave it alone
Everybody think they know but they all just clones
Marchin' along
Really wanna give my skull a brand new hole
But I won't though
***** ass ***** don't know a damn thing except what the **** you told
Bish I wake up in the morning feelin' like I'm John Dee
Got my black magic book and drew a circle round me
Bish I wake up in the morning feelin' like I'm not me
I gotta a lot of **** but no control
Deep in abyss here they come and they go
Had enough hope
How do I cope
Seen what I seen I'm a lonely soul
All that I know
Is I don't know
Where to call home
Where to go
No heart I can stow
In a safe place I'm a dead end joke
I hate everything
We are not the same
I wake up in the morning feelin' like I'm John Dee
Bish I wake up in the morning feelin' like I'm not me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwGu3c1-wgw
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging
Held up so high on such a breakable thread (breakable thread)
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but you walked away
All of the memories so close to me just fade away
All this time you were pretending
All the things you hide from me
All the **** that you do (all the **** that you do)
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted (that I wanted)
All this time you were pretending
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pyi0ZfuIIvo

I'll be off to find another way
You're still a good-for-nothing I don't know
I don't love you like I did yesterday
 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGtufmPWWNk

Where are the heroes
In my time of need?
Is my cry not loud enough
Or have they gone all numb?
They just tend to stand
Out of the rain
Thinking but not acting
That they're not to blame
Falling and crawling
A fight to stand up
Memory still haunts me
Over and over, I felt so small
But one day I'll be stronger
And you better watch out
I will overcome, your violence their silence
Although it can't be undone
I will overcome, knowing that I'm not the only one
I will overcome, it's the only way to carry on
Such heroes
Throwing stones
Straight at the one
Who is standing alone
Twisting and turning
It's always the same
Truth is never honest
When you're to blame
 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QLPlhV5y9YQ

I used to be depressed, then it got worse than that
Used to be suicidal, it got worse than that
Homicidal, it got worse than that
I gave these blood suckers that shirt off my back and they betrayed me
(Still) I walk the Earth like I'm the only son
(Still) I walk around like I'm the chosen one
I hope you burn, you broke my heart, I'll never forgive you
Watch my family making meth at age four
They had his body on ice then at Sunday
Bodies hit the ground when they still running
You ever seen a mens legs blown out from under him
When I saw that kid set on fire, I knew we was in hell
How the hell they want the boogieman, that gutter ****
How could I possibly care if I entertain you *****
If I'm a role model, you don't want this role
You don't wanna be born [?] to blow
You want everything you love to call you a joke
You wanna live with pain all in your throat from the rope
Tired of people saying this **** made me who I am
I don't care bout who I am, I hate who I am
But what hurts me is the ones I love
But what hurts is knowing they'll never love me like I do them
I cry when I see pictures of the old crew
I die inside when I realize it's no crew
Anybody with my blood is a ******* zombie
I was a child I couldn't even trust my ******* mommy
My cousin not even a teen, he tried to take his life
I fall asleep on my knees, begging God at night
I sometimes do a ******* drug, when it's time to feel pain
I show up, I'm the first in line every time
I'm the first to ride with no one behind me
I'm the last to call home, I handle **** on my own
I thought this was a couch, it's a prison
I used to be depressed, then it got worse than that
Used to be suicidal, it got worse than that
Homicidal, it got worse than that
I gave these blood suckers shirt off my back and they betrayed me
I hope you burn, you broke my heart, I'll never forgive you
I hope you, you broke my, I'll never forgive you
I used to be, I used to be...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qmTr-gMjgus

You really shouldn't let me hold you

If you wanna just pretend

You gotta make your kiss a little colder

If it's ever gonna end

Lay your head upon my shoulder if you just need a friend

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QwiyV6UF1FA
I have never felt like this
You and I were meant to be
This don't go away
I'll go to my grave about this
Cause you had me believing till our final days
And right now I wanna die
When you put me in the ground go deep
If you aren't in my life
Let me lay down in the earth and sleep
Sleep it all away
My feet won't carry me no more
My mind don't see reason to go on like this
I have a heart built for war
But I have never fought no ******* war like this
Cry it all away

And if he asks some day
Tell him I didn't mean this
Tell him just what the truth is
Tell him that I was stupid
Sleep it all away

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjC4bwuiZ3Y