The Cruelest Girl I Knew

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She's the coolest girl I know 

And the way she moves ain't no joke

When she sings to me I can hardly breathe 

Calia, oh Calia

You need to know what you mean

 

To me

 

You saw me dancing on the stage 

You were mesmorized by my ways

Did the shape of my body catch your eye?

Did you see the light of the divine

 

In me?

 

Then you got up on that stage

And we danced the night away

Club so loud, you couldn't hear my name

With your lips and a kiss you lit up a flame

 

In me

 

Can't you see?

 

And the way you swayed 

Your hips in time

Made me pray for a way 

To make you mine 

 

You're a trans-feminine Donald Glover to my eyes 

With punk rock dreadlocks and a voice so fine

A leather vest rest upon your chest

The date we had at Sonic was the best

 

But the rest

Oh, but the rest

Oh, my Calia, the rest

Yeah, the rest 

 

The rest of the story became so boring 

Cuz you started to ignore me 

What made you think it was okay?

To ******* forget my damn birthday?

 

****'s sake

 

You and I we picked a space

A mile away from my place

A hideaway beneath a highway 

Still on my mind to this day 

 

Goddamn 

 

Was that your plan?

 

Was your plan to go and build me up

Then abandon me when it got rough?

I'd be fine with goodbye

I'm tough enough for that stuff

 

But I never got that, was that your strat?

Move on from me so selfishly? 

I don't understand, you were so free

Cuz that's how much you meant to me

 

No shackles or chains for this love of mine 

Love who you want, that would be fine 

 

I can't understand, you were so free

Despite how much you meant to me

You chose to leave this Love Sick Junkie 

 

Behind 

 

My love, I guess, was not what you wanted 

The way you ghosted left me so haunted 

With hopes and dreams I didn't need 

What I needed from you was your honesty

 

You see?

 

You turned around and became a clown 

You saw me in town, then you came around 

You kissed me again in the back of your car 

I guess our senses stayed back at the bar

 

That was the end, we didn't last long 

You turned around and said I was wrong 

 

My troubles took a turn, so I up and went ghost

You acted so burned; that hurt me the most

It wasn't ******* personal, I had things to do

I lost my ******* job, my freetime was few

But none of that even mattered to you

I was hunting for a job, what was I to do?

None of my problems seemed to matter to you...

 

 

You were the coolest girl I knew 

And at first you made me feel so cool 

Then, by Summer's end, I was made a fool

Calia, oh Calia 

Why'd you go and turn so cruel

 

To me?

 

A year ago from yesterday 

We said the L word face to face

Cuz I remember all of your grace

Even if I feel disgraced

 

And there's one last thing I'd like to say 

Before I run out of space on this page

I still wished you a good birthday

And that was the last thing I ever said 

 

To you~

 

**** you

 

Just kidding-

Hit me up

I'm not one to hold a grudge~

 

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lol horoscope told me to write more idk man; really good rp post coming up next, bear with me rofl