rukio

Anyone have a recommendation for a new roleplay spot?

I should have left you
I’m deluded to stay, 
But you had me at ‘goodbye’
We got nothing in common
Except all our problems and pain
And I hate all your friends and the knife that you twist
When you say you always win
I hate you every time I close the door
I loved you, what am I supposed to do?
I don't even know you
You don't know me when I'm not high
it’s past 3 am and you're with him again
And I'm punching through your door
 

I would be crying tears of laughter
If I could see you again
If I could see me smile again
I still believe my eyes, but all I see is my blindness
I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is our parting
I still believe my ears, but all I hear is lasting silence
Like a disciple of a witness
I judge upon my sacred eye
Still I found the origin
In what's left of me inside
Can I call this my burden
Or is this just my dream to fly?
And is my life as bare as it is?
Cold and lonely enough?
Have you achieved what you were longing for?
Sad enough this cannot be undone
I drop my eyes and shiver as I see
The reflection in the mirror of me
Have you given up, my friend?
Forgiveness be mine
Have you given up, my friend?
The reflection in the mirror of me
Can I call this my burden
I would be crying tears of laughter
If I could hear you speak again

 I was yours and you were mine,
and then you ****** a dude the night before
So this year I hope you have a shitty christmas,
I hope your family falls apart
I hope your cat develops cancer,
I hope you've asked god for forgiveness,
cus you're a stupid, selfish *****
I hope you get shot in the heart,
I hope you have an awful christmas,
I heard a guy just gave you herpes,
but at least you had some fun

?

I've been roaming around

You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you, and all you know, and how you speak

Off in the night, while you live it up, I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shape the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice

Love is a condition of the head
Wanna push a button and reset
I thought if you had a piece of me
I could keep the other 2 or 3
But, no, that's not how it works
Take me downtown
Yours until my heart dies
Give it up for love
Love is a condition of the head
There is no prescription to forget
So you're all over my brain
You're the blue fix that makes me run
I'll do anything to get me some
Stop me before it's too late

I am anger

I was never clear before, I lost myself
Sorry but I must inform the others on intentions that you seek
I'm just trying, I'm just fighting to say
I'm alive
And not just breathing
Can't think for himself he's just a frame
A user of the desperate and the vain
I know I'm preaching to a lost cause but at least I know
I'm not afraid to speak my mind and throw this life away
And if you do start trying I hope you're reminded
I'm alive
And not just breathing
Time will tell but I wait patiently
It's like the longer I wait the more you disintegrate
There's not a moment I don't hope for you but I can't wait
Stay away from me
I'm alive
And not just breathing

Look alive sunshine.

 xd 

and it makes me sad to hear your  name but I hope that you're happier now and maybe one day, you'll forgive me somehow

Can you feel me waiting alone in the dark
Won't forget the memories, keep you in my heart
I am lost without you, I'm feeling torn apart
Hold on to the memories, I will be there

I'm rushing toward the memory of us
My eyes are red and the nights are endless
This memory of us never felt so cold