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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hlZNhWpuyuQ
Losing my voice telling myself it's all in my head
I'm losing friends
I'm losing sleep
Not sure what it means
The bags under my eyes seem to be getting darker every morning
I listen when the devil speaks
But I can't afford to love
I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
Everyone does
I'm losing hope in motivation
I quit holding my breath
I'm losing days telling myself it's okay
I'm dreaming of crushed knees,
And, what if my feet leave the pavement?
But I can't do it
And I can't afford to love
I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
Everyone does
And I can't afford to love
I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
Everyone does
And I can't afford to love
I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
Everyone does
And I can't afford to love
I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
Everyone does
And I can't afford to love
I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
Everyone does
And it scares me to death -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IZbN_nmxAGk
She put him out
Like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart
He spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away
A little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough
To get her off his mind
The rumors flew
But nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years
She tried to hide the addiction on her mind
She finally dosed her pain away
A little at a time
But she never could get high enough
To get him off her mind
Until the night...
She put that bottle to her head
And pulled the trigger
And finally dosed away his memory
Life is short, but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
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@GridlockGotta start my return off right innit.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IZbN_nmxAGk
She put those pills to her head
And pulled the trigger
And finally popped away his memory
Life is short, but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
With a note that said, "I'll love him 'til I die" -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J6oTIjvw_-8
Hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad
Hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad
Hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad
Hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad
Hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad
Hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad, hoes mad
Hoes mad, hoes mad, I pull up in that old jag
Hold fast, I got these ******* staring, comparing
If that's your girl, not sharing, that's past tense
I be flexing, I say baby, why you hating and you wanna drink my liqour
But I ain't even tripping, Earl please pass me the swisher
Smoking dope 'til I get hiccups, I think I need a pick up
So wanna pick me up, 'cause these pills got me real high up
But these hoes mad, hoes mad, I think I fucked her best friend
Her cousin, I got these ******* starring
They fighting, they texting me some weird ****
Oh man, hoes mad-me when the forums get changed hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J6oTIjvw_-8
Hoes mad x24
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JDZaiM8oAOU
I am wasted, losing time
On a foolish, fragile spine
I want all that is not mine
I want him but we're not right
In the darkness, I will meet my creators
And they will all agree, that I'm a suffocator
I should go now quietly
For my bones have found a place to lie down and sleep
Where all my layers can become reeds
All my limbs can become trees
Oh love
I'm sorry if I smothered you -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JlexdduRRY0
I remind them of a cigarette
I burn up slowly and then go out like that
I make it harder for friends to breathe
I make their heads hurt
So why don't I leave them alone
Or say I was wrong
But I don't wanna hide
I need the tears inside to dry
I want more than just to try and exist
Jekyll and Hyde
Well it's not easy for me to be
Somebody different somebody else but me
But I'm the actor the extraordinaire
I make it look like I'm not the crazy one here
Are they willing to forgive?
Am I willing to take ownership?
'Cause I am so willing to just die
We're only given one chance to live -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwZ7duewhng
I know, I know you're getting better
Godspeed my love, I'll try to understand
but I'm a mess here now
Why'd you leave and
It's been about a month
And I am eating badly
Still don't sleep
But I keep meaning to
Obviously my wounds are open to see
But don't take them seriously
I'll be fine
And you're more than alright -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=km2zUlpWy_w
When you told me you were leaving
Well, I couldn't feel my mouth
'Cause all I'll ever be is someone else
So I drove home
At a hundred miles an hour
Just to see what it feels like to fly
Just to see what it feels like to die
When you told me that you missed me
Well I couldn't close my eyes
'Cause I realized what it felt like to die
'Cause all you'll ever be
Is a nightmare and a wet dream,
A reason to smile from six feet under ground
Promise that I'll never be good again
I hope you miss me when I'm gone
Because I can't hold on for too long
And I'm so scared of dying alone
That I'll kill myself right here, right now-
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@Charles The Bald I thought you would never come back, it warms my heart to see the best PvPer on lotc return.
@Dreek ;c
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtlgYxa6BMU
I had all and then most of you
Some and now none of you
Take me back to the night we met
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
Haunted by the ghost of you -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=laSGs4Fzqsk
Am I wrong? Am I right?
Or have I lost my mind?
Lost my mindNow I dance around her heart
Like an actor plays the partI hit the stage and I get blinded by the lights
I read the script but I just can't recite the linesYou thought that love was just a casting call
(Well it's) our turn to quit before the curtain fallsDon't need to pretend to love me
We just never were meant to ever be
You don't need to pretend to love me
We just never were meant to -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m_qlgFQs7E4
There's a war inside my head
And I'm drowning in regret
When the lights come down
My body's missing pieces
Can't pull it all together
My body's missing pieces
I wish I could remember
My body's missing pieces
Can't pull it all together
My body's missing pieces
I wish I could remember
There's a war inside my head
And I'm drowning in regret
When the lights come down
