Anson Amador, your local stalker.

[susitsu 871]

I really have no memory of who I am, but I know people look at me like I'm some sort of monster of a person because I hold no "morals". I have morals, they're just quite different from other peoples. I can't remember very far back except for having a book on me that said a single name in it and that was "Anson Amador". I guessed that was my name and I do like that name~ I burned the book after that because I didn't want anyone else to have it. I found that I enjoyed following people, which someone called "stalking". Or at least the way I did it. So I guess I enjoy stalking people. I also take joy in their suffering. I don't know what it is about them beating beaten bloody that makes me smile so. Though this didn't start until I met him~

I was choosing my new target when the perfect one came across my path, he had a gray right eye, most likely blind, his left eye had perfect sight, and his hair was perfectly white like snow, at first I thought he was an Elf, but he wasn't, he was a human! I had to know about him, so I began following him from that moment on. He went all around and had all sorts of friends, this one Dwarf, his name was Botar, he was some sort of a healer. There was also this funny Orc who I guessed was a Shaman with how he acted, and he said the white haired ones name to someone named Gio, he's Lucas Black, who knows what kind of secrets he has~ The Orcs name was Thral'Mar it seemed, but Lucas called him Mar unlike everyone else calling him Thral or Thral'Mar, I wonder how he would react if I called him Mar~ He knew many others too, to many to list, half Orcs, regular Orcs, a cannibal Elf by the name of Kane, he was a cute one for someone who ate the flesh of various races~

Though one day my Lucas got something done to him by an undead, he made him suddenly faint and took him into his nearby fort. I could hear insults constantly being screamed and yelling and shouts, he sure wasn't giving in. He stopped for small periods to probably catch his breath, and it seemed like anyone who came by, only came by when he wasn't yelling at the undead. I stayed around sleeping in the nearby fortress and buying food from the shops waiting to see if my dear target would come out~ And he did! It was about a week of him being in there, but he did, and he was so different! His expression had changed, he didn't seem to have that self-hatred, in fact, he had a look that was intoxicating. He was ready to kill and enjoy it. Oh, right, his right eye had turned blood red, his left eye gray, and his hair black with red tips. I HAD to follow him now. But he suddenly got led off by an undead Orc to somewhere under Krameroe(Is that how you spell that?).

I pouted a bit, but waited nearby hidden for him to come out. It sure took a while, but he did, came right out of the sand~ I followed him, at this point I couldn't resist it, I had to know! I came out and walked towards him in the open near the fortress on the road by Alras. He noticed me and rushed towards me moving side to side very quickly, I couldn't keep my eyes on him, and before I knew it, he was behind me with a blade to my throat. He was taller than me, I guess I'm short for around 20 years old as people say they think my age is. He knew I had been following him all this time, he knew! I couldn't believe it, but he led me into that small forest and demanded to know why. I tried to tell him I just liked to follow people and enjoyed it and had to meet him, but he didn't actually care, he just wanted someone to torture. He was very violent, very brutal, he had no pause in beating me and stabbing me. He was so brutal, it was wonderful. I knew that undead had to have tainted him, and this is what they're like? I thought about all this while whimpering begging for him to stop, but he even got out a diamond blade after knocking me on the ground and kicking me on my side. He slammed the flat end down on my ribs, I felt the cracking, it felt...godly.

I wanted to be around people like these, this is what I wanted. I smiled at him ever so slightly to show my enjoyment. At first he seemed disgusted and taken aback, but he seemed to think about something, grinned, and actually helped me up. He carried me straight North along the roads avoiding anyone, even when going through Al'Khazar he was careful. He took me to a fort in the North and set up a bed and lied me on it. He said he barely knew anything medical, but could make some guesses where things go. He told me to come here in a little over 6 months and it's mine. He didn't need it anymore, and someone had to look after it and keep his worker in check. He said to pursue darkness and left. I left in time too, I had changed. That "Darkness" was in me now, it made me want to do more than ever, to hurt and kill more than ever.

OOC: Since Lucas Black has gone fully good, I'm making this evil character so I can continue terrorizing Aegis while keeping my good guy rp. Yes this character may actually undermine Lucas' own work. He's current;y going to be a 21 year old human when I get his look made by Darrian of course. The main point of this character is making the undead interested in them because I do want to try being undead, but I don't want Lucas Black to become undead. Now that I know doing what I do gets the undead interested, I'll make this character do what he did except a lot more evil. Yes, he's a stalker, he enjoys stalking people, but he now has a twist to it, stalk, then torture and maybe kill. Now, onto brainstorming or googling for his look. And yes, he is a masochistic, sadistic, bisexual, freak.

[Saviordude 133]

((Have I ever told you that you are on my list on people I want to meet in-game? Lucas Black just seems like SUCH an interesting character!))

[Lawrence Berell 226]

(( thought you was on about me with that cannibal thing ^^ ))

[susitsu 871]

((Have I ever told you that you are on my list on people I want to meet in-game? Lucas Black just seems like SUCH an interesting character!))

((Thank you :D Are you reading the story following my character right now? If not, it's The fall to Black and in my sig, I'm very complimented, Anson Amador will be my alt character because I enjoy evil rp, but I enjoy Lucas' Anti-Hero good rp.))

[Saviordude 133]

((I just read it, amazing read. I was interested mostly by the IC comments you've made on the forums, but this makes me want to meet your character even more! You should have him pop by the druid grove sometime when I'm online. Maybe to seek some help for his taint? Most people there can send a summons to Saviticus because of the whole "Natures Mind Link" thing. Or catch me when I'm in Oren. Which I will be when the server lets me back in. Stupid server crashes...))

[susitsu 871]

My character won't really go near the Druids because of some memories they bring up. I'm basically waiting for when Shoi decides to cleanse me again.

[Saviordude 133]

Ah, I see. Just out of curiosity, what was the druids name?

[susitsu 871]

...What?

[Saviordude 133]

The one you tortured. With Algrim.

[susitsu 871]

Ooooooh. No, that's not the memory, it's from when he actually started going good like weeks ago that he really won't go near it that much. The Druids name, don't remember.

[steelersfan1221 300]

Moved to the Great Library. It shall be sorted into appropriate category shortly.