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𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧! 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞'𝐬 𝐧𝐨 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐧𝐨𝐰. 𝐒𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲!

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My folks think I'm pretty lame 

Can't quite say I really blame them 

My family just stays the same 

While I level up cuz life's a game to me

 

Gainin' EXP from bad decisions

Climbing the skill trees of my existence 

Wipe my memory so I can start again 

Maybe with new game+ I might just win this

 

Nonsense,

They look at me and say it's nonsense!

Refuse to see the struggle I've been climbin'

They loved me more when way back when 

The avatar I used looked like a man 

They don't care that it wasn't my plan

I chose the wrong character selection 

Didn't know changing was an option 

But to them it's not an option 

So I guess my next best option 

Is to go back to selection 

And start again

Just start again 

 

She asked me "what's on your mind?"

I say there's a key; I'm tryna find it 

Think of my problem like iss'a dungeon

Looting enemies usin' no discretion 

 

Gainin' EXP from bad decisions 

Climbing the skill trees of my existence 

Wipe my memory so I can start again 

Maybe with new game+ I can finally win this 

 

Options,

I feel like I'm runnin' out of options!

I'm walking in circles; I'm exhausted 

Maybe this chest will have a compass 

Don't need a map just need to focus 

I can't stand the way my hands look 

So I equip some gloves I took 

From a skeleton hiding in a nook 

Didn't know persuasion was an option

Most enemies don't allow that option

So I guess the next best option 

Is to resort to violence 

Can't intimidate 

So: Eviscerate 

 

Blindly throwing bombs at every wall

Been to every room, I've checked them all

Maybe with Wolf Sense I'll find a grotto, 

Like in Twilight Princess, that I can fall in

 

Recontextualizing my inflictions 

Treat'em like perks that affect my senses 

ADHD alters my perception 

PTSD nerfs all my wisdom 

 

Manic episodes are quick time events

Sometimes all I need to do is vent 

Doesn't help me when you're combative 

Failin' every speech check: I can't think!

 

Silence!

All I'm asking for is some silence! 

So I can better focus on timing 

All my button presses accurately 

I don't need to enter dialogue 

I'm in panic so everything's wrong 

Didn't match the level cap all along 

So I'm missing the best options

Talking right now ain't an option 

Why talk to me? It's not an option.

Your next mission is to listen 

When I tell you not to listen,

My speech is nerfed

My speech is nerfed 

 

Thriving! 

Despite what you say, I'm thrivin'!

It's not that I'm just survivin'

In fact I think I am rising 

To the top of the leaderboard: platinum 

Your int's too low to perceive my wisdom 

Your perc's too low to see my vision 

I only struggle cuz my own mission

Outranks yours by tens of levels 

So while what you said was maybe evil 

I'll react like I'm the hero 

Sword of Evil's Bane within my hands

Don't need to go back to selection 

I'll fight for peace 

I'll save my peace 

 

With every single loss I find some strength 

With all this pain more endurance I'll gain 

ADHD tends to buff my stamina 

And PTSD has raised my wisdom 

 

Treating psychotherapy like it's a game 

Every single struggle comes with XP to gain 

When I see it that way I can finally say 

I look forward to the quest of next day

 

Gaming Over is not an option

A Bad Ending's just not an option

 

 

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𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬! 𝐖𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞?

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