The Apex Theory. Life, Means Nothing. Entry 1

[V0idsoldier 1139]

 

 

 

Those are the words that cloud my mind, day in and out. Hour by hour, I am faced with these words, screaming within me. 

 

I was sitting upon a dock. As I sat upon that dock, I allowed my toes to touch the gentle water. It was a river, there was nothing that could harm me in it. I was innocent and I was Ten winters old. In the distance, I saw my pet dog. He was a nice dog. We called him Woofy. He was drinking water on the edge of this river, if he could smile he would have had the biggest smile upon his lips. He was happy. I blinked.

 

Woofy was no longer there. He had ran off, or so I thought. But it was not so simple. As I examined closer, I noticed the water had turned red. It was peculiar. For a moment I thought my eyes deceived me. That is when Woofy emerged to the surface of the water. He was sawed and chewed in half. I learned what the insides of sentient species looked that day. 

 

What took my dog, I wonder to this day, is irrelevant. That is not what the story means. Let me continue. As I scrambled off the dock and ran towards the corpse of my beloved pet, I was met with the most gruesome of smells and sights. The boy I was, foolish as ever, dived in after Woofy. Surely he could not be dead, not my pet. As I scrambled through the water I realized that I could not swim. I was drowning. Just at that moment, my parents came rushing to my aid. Hands flew forward and I grabbed for one. As I was being pulled out, something was pulling back.

 

Whatever had killed Woofy, was here with me now. I screamed and I thrashed. The entire left half of my pants were torn loose. My favorite pants. I was weak. It was strong. It would have taken me without aid from other sentient beings.

 

Let me explain. The majority of people who read this journal however far in the future mean nothing at all. You are pointless. A mere mark upon this land, and nothing else. That is the Apex theory in a nut shell. The weak will remain weak, and the strong will grow stronger. Eventually the weak will die off, and the people whom were strong before, are no longer strong. This process is repeated over and over, and has been since the dawn of time by my calculations.

 

My example was poor, an emotional trick in hopes of attracting readers into further reading this theory. It was a lie. Let me flow into the truth now.

 

I witnessed a man have his arm torn off, and stabbed repeatedly in the chest today. The day prior, I witnessed a mammoth of a beast on two legs nearly tear someone in half. The day before that, I witnessed the mind of a genius out play that of a pupil. All of the experiences, we will call them "Human experiences", changed me.

 

I find it hard to put my thoughts into words, but I must continue.

 

This theory, the Apex theory and the action of Human experiences, is what makes life have meaning. I have found that the majority of sentient life existent at this current moment forgoes these things. They remark a death with no passion, no guilt, no regret. They watch the strong bully the weak, and in turn they are bullied by the strong. No motivation to get better, no want for change. 

 

It disgusts me. I live my life in absolute agony knowing I am of a accursed blood line, that of a Human. I have nay enough time to change this world alone. The Apex Theory dictates us all, and none have the power to stop it.

 

In closing for this entry, I suggest something radical. We need a wipe of species. After observing the facts behind life, the decisions people make, and such more, that is my conclusion to this matter. People need to die. We all need to die. The weak need to die. An absolute restart, in which only the strong live.

 

Sincerely~

[V0idsoldier 1139]

((The scrambled thoughts of young and upcoming scholar, Lautrec Sanguine. Nothing more than a few thoughts of his scribbled down onto a journal. I just felt like developing my character a bit and writing. ^.^))

[Quiet Kitten 37]

((Super depressing character, but I like his thoughts. Especially liked the twist of the lie in there, wasn't expecting it.))