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Thanks, but I no longer love her. She gets drunk all the time and gets physical. She pushes me and even smashed my laptop. My mom cant even keep a job, because she quits everyone she gets and blames it on me and says im destroying her. I just need to leave, its just how.

Not to mention that she intentionally forced me to shoot a gun right after my school had a shooting. It literally brought me to tears and she screamed that "I dont want to spend time with her."

No matter how hard it gets, it definetly will get better. No matter what, you will never watch your mom waste away. You aren't that kind of person. Even if she does hurt you, emotionally and physically. The school councillor might be a good idea, they can deal with it. But weigh your life to that of group homes, decide on which one is better. My terrible advice. Good luck bro.