So I heard you found somebody else
And at first I thought it was a lie
I hate to think about you with somebody else
Our love has gone cold
You're intertwining your soul with somebody else
This ain't the last time that I'll see your face
I just don't believe that you have got it in you 'cause
We are just gonna keep 'doin' it' and everytime
I'm reminded that I should be getting over it

We swore we’d never change
And we’d stay the same
But time changes everything
Kept getting wasted and pilled out
The highs that I feel now are nothing the same
Keep to myself
Keep ignoring my health
I let my days slip away
I kept them calling for days
I’m just the ghost of a good soul just a phase
Swallow my problems
The ones that I can’t touch
As I drift away
Fade away
Can’t forgive myself
Can’t forget yesterday

Nothing goes as planned
People say goodbye
All that you rely on
Will leave you in the morning
Oh, you're in my veins
Oh, you're all I taste
Oh, you run away
'Cause I am not what you found

 
I wanna sleep next to you
And I wanna come home to you
I'd rather fuel a fantasy than deal with this alone
I wanna hold hands with you
And I wanna get close to you
If you don't mind, I'll walk that line
Gray areas and expectations
I wanna hold hands with you
I wanna be close to you
But home is just a room full of my safest sounds
So come over now and talk me down

We found each other

You gave me comfort
But falling for you was my mistake
I put you on top, I put you on top
I claimed you so proud and openly
I want you to stay, even though you don't want me
Why can't you wait? (Why can't you wait, baby?)
I said I didn't feel nothing baby, but I lied
I almost cut a piece of myself for your life
You just wasted my time
Adam, why can't you wait 'til I fall out of loving?
I'll be on my
On my way, all the way

 It’s the way you said it, I caught feelings
Close my eyes, the best time is when I'm dreaming
You’re always in my head, and it’s revealing
The true part of me, please don’t start with me
Ideas in my skull drive me crazy, if you ask me
I know you have feelings well I do too
Baby I've been singing sad songs everyday
Put that on my life I'm not okay
And all the lying never mattered
You can keep my heart

Open your eyes and see me
Tell me it's not too late
Whisper to me of a sad song
I always said I believed you
I know that you never cared at all
It's not about wasted time
I should've paid closer attention
But I didn't bother reading the signs
Tell me the thing you've never told a soul
When did you turn on me?
I'd cry if I thought it would change your mind
Cry for the one I'd hoped you to be
 

Well, I was there on the day
We watched our lives on the screen
I hate the ending myself
But it started with an alright scene
It was a lie when they smiled

And said you won't feel a thing
We laughed so hard it would sting
Now, will it matter after I'm gone?
This never meant nothing to you
Bring out the old guillotine
If I'm so wrong 
How can you listen all night long? 
You're just a sad song with nothing to say

You're in my stars you know
Hoping that my words find you somewhere
I'll never recreate the Time that flies
The consequence is hanging there
No one but you could ever fill my night
Your love is haunting me
And all I want is more to set me free
Do you hear me call your name
I know we will never be the same
The consequence is hanging there
No one but you could ever fill my night

Think I'm losing my mind
When we first met
we could never keep it
I know you've been looking for a weakness
So I shed my skin
but it never feels right
Cause I'm out of it 

All I want is nothing more
To hear you knocking at my door
'Cause if I could see your face once more
I could die as a happy man I'm sure
When you said your last goodbye 
I died a little bit inside
Why did you leave me
'Cause you brought out the best of me 
A part of me I'd never seen

That's how I'm living my life, 
Waking up crying, I can't sleep at night
Anxiety eats me I'm so ******* fried
Cuttin my wrist, drugs got me lit
When I'm alone I rely on the blade, ayy
Missing my guy he so cool, ayy
We fell in love back in school, ayy
That's how I'm living my life, ayy

I will disband my heart in your hand
Will you tell me - See you soon in a while
Devour me and fill my heart with courage
Rip out my lungs and kill my fever
Will you tell me - See you soon in a while
All the happy faces and memories are killing me
Please tell me that I only sleep
Close the circle, come to an end
Metamorphosis begins

I left a message on IRC
You never replied
I see your face
You ghost of mine
You're taking up all my time
Thought I heard you saying my name
Oh no what a shame
You're under my skin
I swear I barely ever sleep

I should have left you
I’m deluded to stay, 
But you had me at ‘goodbye’
We got nothing in common
Except all our problems and pain
And I hate all your friends and the knife that you twist
When you say you always win
I hate you every time I close the door
I loved you, what am I supposed to do?
I don't even know you
You don't know me when I'm not high
it’s past 3 am and you're with him again
And I'm punching through your door
 

You don't wanna change
So imma never change baby
Told me kill myself, well I might just blow my brains baby
He don't wanna help, well you don't know my pain baby
Poppin all these pills, all them roxys give me chills
And he asked me just to stop, but I got a void to fill
Fucked it all up at the bottom of my cup wow
Baby do you hate me
I can't help it off these things they make me cease to give a ****

Love is a condition of the head
Wanna push a button and reset
I thought if you had a piece of me
I could keep the other 2 or 3
But, no, that's not how it works
Take me downtown
Yours until my heart dies
Give it up for love
Love is a condition of the head
There is no prescription to forget
So you're all over my brain
You're the blue fix that makes me run
I'll do anything to get me some
Stop me before it's too late

I know so many people but I only like you
I've got so many friends but I only like a few
And yeah, that's the truth, hey, you should know me
Might get so ******* faded and then **** all of your homies
While I'm ******* zoning, I'll fix it in the morning
I've got way too many thoughts to be thinking bout you
And you know I be loving the way that you look at me when you be gone as ****
I could give everything but I know everything isn't enough
I used to like you
 

How did you know?
It's what I've always wanted
Could never have too many of these
Will you quit kicking me under the table?
I'm trying, will somebody make her
Shut up about this, can we settle down please?

I walk by I feel them hate
Wanna die cause I relate
Wanna cry I feel insane
I get high but I can't escape
Would they love me If I change?
Am I lost? Am I too late?
Soon I'm dead I cannot wait
Please don't love me it's a waste

Broke your heart on your birthday
I would call but I don't know what I could say
Only skin, only bone, and I'm flawed
So I'll sew my eyelids shut
So I don't have to be reminded of us
Anxiety inside extremities
I'm losing touch, I got a tendency
To ruin all the things that I love
I could make amends
But you know I had enough, oh man
Not right now
You would think that I would feel alive by now
Twenty something years and I'm still so down
Try to coincide, lack on my back and the void is inside
I can see my faults in the ceiling every night
You can drive your knife through my chest now
'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown
You can drive your knife through my chest now
'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown
 

 God knows I loved
God know I lied
God knows I lost
God gave me life

Had to remove my favorite video version of the song ?

Seeing these forums...I wish I hadn't gotten my account fixed. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU.