rukio

Look alive sunshine.

Admins always did do wrong by you comrade.

Soon as I wake up keep an eye out for the snakes, yeah
I don't need no, lies
What the **** is this ***** inhalin'?
I would've helped you out that pit you fell in
Lil Boogie down basic ***** thinkin' she that
Then say numbers don't matter
Sheneneh, you a fraud committin' perjury
I got before and after pictures of you, cat

Drowning in the morning
Drowning in the evening
Drowning when we're meeting
Drowning in these feelings
Surrounded by my demons
Bleeding out from the hole in my chest
The outcome was anyone's guess, what a mess
This heart will beat again
You need an ending to begin
Kill me with every could have been
By picking the fights that I can't win
I didn't mean to cause so much harm
My shattered frame will never be the same
Love of a life to an ache with no name
It's difficult to say his name even out of context
The letters stick together like pain is just a contest
Have a good look in the mirror and pull the trigger, it's self defense
In order to fix your heart you have to kill your innocence

What the HECK is this next page previous page thing you’ve done!?!?

Hey, I'm feeling okay, it's good
Cause lately I've been feeling so strange
Like I've been re-arranged, changed
Oh these fellas are telling me
That I'd be better off dead
They're painting me red
It's been getting harder to sleep
These muscle spasms hit me so deep
And every single night I get cold
Like I can't feel my hands or my toes
And no one told me which way to go
But I'm still here, so
Why don't you pour me another one, Kyle?
Why can't I come down?
I'm so cold again
Can't feel my face again, no
My patience is wearing thin
6 A.M. there goes the moon
I feel like death is coming soon and, oh
All I wanna do is ******* sleep
No pretty angels, and no bright lights
All I saw was the devil's soul
And it looked a hell of a lot like my own

And you know what you're doing
And if my body's dead and cold, I'd die for you
In the name of love, I'll kill for
In the name of love, I'll follow you
You're fatal but I love who you are

Shame, blame
Words like these fester and I pray
For no change in seasons I hate rain
Don't let me drown in this room
Lie, cheat
Don't tell me secrets I can't keep
Your fictions are putrid and so sweet
I'll be so naive for you

If you loved me, why couldn't you find a way
If you love me, why shouldn't I beg for you to stay
Like you'd use me, oh haven't I lost my shine
How you used me, how you moved me

So go, stay
Something so moving as time waits
You'll come to your senses my blind faith
Keeps me so honest and true

If you loved me, then why couldn't I change your mind
If you loved me, then why couldn't we try a second time
You thought you knew me, but I'll never be fake like you
How you used me, how you moved me

So go, fly
Find what you've longed for your whole life
Maybe you'll come back a new lie
Or maybe you'll come back to me

I see you
I don't wanna know where you've been
I don't want to rush you, I just wanna have a life again
Start a family
Oh what about yours, my kids
If you love me, oh if you loved me
If you love me

Imagine having your appeal denied without anyone replying to you....

I woke to blood on my fingertips, the blade was starin’ at me like we go back
Like true adults, we should be proud
There’s still pain seepin’ through your skull
I just forget you’re not the ***** I once knew
I've got this feeling in my bones
And I swear it’s as pure as my soul will let
I’d take a body for your plate, just watch you eat and wait for crumbs
I’ve got some worries of my own
Like what if one day you explode
And jab a knife into me for words I’ve said?
I promise you’ll get the best of me

Y’all need some diapers or duct tape for these leaks I swear.

 I was yours and you were mine,
and then you ****** a dude the night before
So this year I hope you have a shitty christmas,
I hope your family falls apart
I hope your cat develops cancer,
I hope you've asked god for forgiveness,
cus you're a stupid, selfish *****
I hope you get shot in the heart,
I hope you have an awful christmas,
I heard a guy just gave you herpes,
but at least you had some fun

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I'm cornered in fire so break out the secrets
I'm tired, you're angry, and everyone looks blurry
I love you, I'm leaving; so long
I'm so scared of what this could have been
The places I took you, they seem so ******* empty
I have trouble going anywhere at all
So passed out, black out, drunk in another bathroom stall
How long must I justify my pain through these songs?
How long, how long?
I know that today I lost my only enemy
It's raining, it's sunny
It doesn't make a difference
I don't care about anything at all

hairspray OMG

I don't want to hug
I just want to sleep
'Cause I get lonesome sometimes
Whilst I see how much drink I can take
I shouldn't have called
'Cause we shouldn't speak
You make life hard
And he makes me weak
Just wait till I give you a sign
Then be my mistake

Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me, too busy oh, writing a tragedy
These mishaps you bubble wrap when
You've no idea what you're like
It gains the more it give
And it rises with the fall
so let go
And jump in
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown