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KeiaTypeBeat

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  1. This works not only to provide the thematic element of betrayal and rise to power Naz loves to advertise, but it also provides character development and with real story plots that are a million times more captivating than waves hand "and now things are different, by magic!" As a demon who belonged to tea drinker larpers, how does changing the way Naz is mechanically change the roleplay environment I came to hate? I got bored and had a character I was very excited about commit self pk just so I could be done with it. At least if I had been there when my naz got disconnected a month prior, I could have either turned coat, or been given a better PK/banishment. I would have been a million times more satisfied than how I ended up being. Kill them all. Just kill them all.
  2. Nothing is as what it seems A voice so soothing, now it haunts me in my dreams Pleasure turned to poison, infecting all my memories Sensual silhouette turned demonic as if possessed Hopeless love turn soured, can't escape its dread My reality's been shattered, manipulated by the lies you fed Even when I'm happy, I just want to be dead And I guess You know the rest: Melancholy lyrics to a song I'll never write Somedays I just want to have another fight Write a song to piss you off, never to win your heart Why would I when you tore mine apart? Nothing is as what it seems Persevere through withdrawal of your love and all our dreams Addicting like oxycontin, toxic like methamphetamine I miss the way you'd tear me down and make me feel so dumb I miss the kisses you'd leave behind after leaving me so numb We'd get high in the night and melt our brains when we were young Can I rewind and unwind with you one more time, or is that done? And I guess You said it best: "I'll never forget the love we had, A love like yours I'll never have again" If that were true why can't you change? I grew for you but all you left for me was pain You're never as you try to seem What you say is never what you mean Cognitive dissonance has you by the reins When you act this way what do you have to gain? When you talk to me, your voice, it sounds so pained No emotion in your eyes, baby you look so plain Like your soul has died and the life has left your veins Damn baby girl, I guess I must attest you're the same as I Lets address this depression as we hold each other through the night Lets make a mistake that at least will make us feel alive For a time I forgave you then, I would forgive you now My mind, it scolds, by my heart knows how To look behind the bruises and the scars To see the beautiful thing you are Buried down and hidden so far If I can change, so can you I only changed just for you Without you what do I do? Who am I a better person for? Life without you is such a chore And this rumination I must ignore These lingering feelings I just abhor Throw this love away; I want it no more I don't regret walking out and closing the door Forget those nights close your eyes hold me more Nothing is as what it seems A voice so soothing, now it haunts me in my dreams Pleasure turned to poison, infecting all my memories Sensual silhouette turned demonic as if possessed Hopeless love turn soured, can't escape its dread My reality's been shattered, manipulated by the lies you fed Even when I'm happy, I just want to be dead And I guess You know the rest
  3. he held me at gunpoint and read this to me word for word
  4. Keep on truckin, u beautiful queers u

  5. woah it's toodles

    1. ToodIes

      ToodIes

      theres a spooky shade in my feed!!!! 

    2. KeiaTypeBeat
  6. My persona's brother never talks to me 

    1. Turnipian

      Turnipian

      maybe you should be conscious when he is.

  7. (Turnipian's persona's sister has a job)

    1. Turnipian

      Turnipian

      (they better stop complaining i don't talk to them then)

    2. alexmagus

      alexmagus

      what the **** is a job

  8. Check out my music

     

  9. He keeps winnin' and winnin' and winnin'
  10. Remember to harass modteam guys!

  11. 0:27 I need to go outside so I can breathe Despite what I say you're not listening I just need some time to collect my peace You don't really care so just leave me be I'll listen to the birds as they sing for me They watch me from the trees and they hear me weep My sobbing is the chorus to their melody Humming to their songs makes me feel less weak Never has a bird tried to swing at me Or break into my car while I try to flee You're not like them; that's disheartening Baby get some help; you need therapy 1:46 Like two doves in the sky we'd get so high Our nest was full of laughter every night Little did I know you're a wicked crow I'm fleeing from the murder; I need to go You see me as a shrike, your mortal foe But I'm the one impaled by the hate you sow 2:57 Baby please tell me where it all went wrong I'm a lonely songbird, and you're a hawk When did your talons first seek my throat? I loved you in every way that I know I guess I invested in a cuckoo's nest Left with PTSD, Imposter Syndrome Now I only feel safe when I'm alone How can you sleep with what you've done to me? I just wanna fly; you'd rather clip my wings Now the only way I feel safe to sleep Is if I hear the cardinals sing to me
  12. Baller answers. Keep up the good shit
  13. How has your opinion of the server evolved as you've transitioned from a new player to a regular face? (I see you around so often u just register as someone who's been around for years; I'm shocked it's ur first year tbh) What is your approach to character design? What do you do when you find yourself struck with boredom with no immediate solution? How are you doing today? What advice would you give yourself if you could go back to your first day on the server? What do you excell at in regards to writing? Do you have hangups you feel comfortable sharing? What inspires you? Vague question, can answer it in any context. If you could change one thing on LOTC, what would it be? Are you eating well? How much wood could a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood? I hope you have a great day, and I hope you stay safe!
  14. Go back to retirement 

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  15. To whoever's spreading pics of me on discord:

     

     

     

    Did you at least get my good side? Do less. 

    1. CHARLES THE BALD

      CHARLES THE BALD

      How can I get your good side ?

    2. KeiaTypeBeat

      KeiaTypeBeat

      You already are, Charles the Bald from mc.lotc.co

    3. CHARLES THE BALD

      CHARLES THE BALD

      I AM THE LORD OF THE CRAFT

  16. Vivian scrambles to find the bear pelt she was given decades ago
  17. So you suggest other lore pieces reword their strength caps when using certain abilities that increase the user to large amounts? Is this not a no brainer inevitablity when we quote external lore in our unrelated lore submissions? I don't think Lore A should be at all held in stasis simply because Lore B decided to use A as a reference. Likely without consultation with A's writer to begin with. --- Very curious to see how many people read the post in full before commenting. This is unrelated to the above criticism.
  18. Hozh. You have my notes; I hope this gives Olog players more agency to breathe extra complexity into a creature otherwise seen as nothing more than cannon fodder. Keep up the good work, Panashea. You're putting in effort and it's seen.
  19. ╔══════ஓ๑♡๑ஓ══════╗ … 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭! ... 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐦𝐞𝐝! ... 𝐎𝐡 𝐧𝐨, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲! ... 𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧! 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞'𝐬 𝐧𝐨 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐧𝐨𝐰. 𝐒𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲! … ╚══════ஓ๑♡๑ஓ══════╝ ╔══════════════════╗ 𝐏𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 ╚══════════════════╝ My folks think I'm pretty lame Can't quite say I really blame them My family just stays the same While I level up cuz life's a game to me Gainin' EXP from bad decisions Climbing the skill trees of my existence Wipe my memory so I can start again Maybe with new game+ I might just win this Nonsense, They look at me and say it's nonsense! Refuse to see the struggle I've been climbin' They loved me more when way back when The avatar I used looked like a man They don't care that it wasn't my plan I chose the wrong character selection Didn't know changing was an option But to them it's not an option So I guess my next best option Is to go back to selection And start again Just start again She asked me "what's on your mind?" I say there's a key; I'm tryna find it Think of my problem like iss'a dungeon Looting enemies usin' no discretion Gainin' EXP from bad decisions Climbing the skill trees of my existence Wipe my memory so I can start again Maybe with new game+ I can finally win this Options, I feel like I'm runnin' out of options! I'm walking in circles; I'm exhausted Maybe this chest will have a compass Don't need a map just need to focus I can't stand the way my hands look So I equip some gloves I took From a skeleton hiding in a nook Didn't know persuasion was an option Most enemies don't allow that option So I guess the next best option Is to resort to violence Can't intimidate So: Eviscerate Blindly throwing bombs at every wall Been to every room, I've checked them all Maybe with Wolf Sense I'll find a grotto, Like in Twilight Princess, that I can fall in Recontextualizing my inflictions Treat'em like perks that affect my senses ADHD alters my perception PTSD nerfs all my wisdom Manic episodes are quick time events Sometimes all I need to do is vent Doesn't help me when you're combative Failin' every speech check: I can't think! Silence! All I'm asking for is some silence! So I can better focus on timing All my button presses accurately I don't need to enter dialogue I'm in panic so everything's wrong Didn't match the level cap all along So I'm missing the best options Talking right now ain't an option Why talk to me? It's not an option. Your next mission is to listen When I tell you not to listen, My speech is nerfed My speech is nerfed Thriving! Despite what you say, I'm thrivin'! It's not that I'm just survivin' In fact I think I am rising To the top of the leaderboard: platinum Your int's too low to perceive my wisdom Your perc's too low to see my vision I only struggle cuz my own mission Outranks yours by tens of levels So while what you said was maybe evil I'll react like I'm the hero Sword of Evil's Bane within my hands Don't need to go back to selection I'll fight for peace I'll save my peace With every single loss I find some strength With all this pain more endurance I'll gain ADHD tends to buff my stamina And PTSD has raised my wisdom Treating psychotherapy like it's a game Every single struggle comes with XP to gain When I see it that way I can finally say I look forward to the quest of next day Gaming Over is not an option A Bad Ending's just not an option ╔══════ஓ๑♡๑ஓ══════╗ … 𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬! 𝐖𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞? ... 𝐒𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐃𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐒𝐥𝐨𝐭 𝐀 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐏𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 𝐛𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐨𝐧 … 𝐒𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐒𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐮𝐥 … 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠? ... ╚══════ஓ๑♡๑ஓ══════╝
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