A Farewell? Till Next Time? + Character updates

[LastFallenAngel 112]

A Farewell For now.

I guess not many within the community has gotten to know me as I tended to stay near my own small groups here and there.
However I felt like finally speaking up...

I been on this server for 3+ years which is insane when you start to realize how little I actually have had time to play. Within the past long year I started getting active and it was quite the experience, I been here I been there. Seen that tried that. This server by far got a lot more to offer and I would love to explore it within the future, however as it seems for now my time, attention, and focus haven't been able to reach this. 

Theres still so much this world has to offer and ideas i still wish to work out try out, concepts, mechanics, lore i wish i had the patience to write and submit however bad or good it might had been. I would love to finish my path of trying to get my wood elf to become a druid truely one of my more interesting ideas, the magic is a little hard to understand at first but it seem and have sounded interesting all the time i explored it in character.
Then there's my mage? A half baked potato when she first ever was created. A character that has grown with me along my time here what she started as is not what she truly is now, a piece of art in a sense? I would love to explore more magic on her, make her drop magic to pick up others and so on, i spent the past year diving a lot within the void and exploring it and its limits, maybe its time i took her to another path when i return or find the time.


Sadly life have taken the upper hand once more and a roleplay burn out too. Over the past 2-3 months people might realized I have been little to not active at all (at least the groups I normally stick in has) And truth is, I'm burnt out, I'm exhausted. I have been roleplaying for as long as I can remember back, been through multiple servers seen some die some dies. Built my own nations own communities, hell I even carried an entire lore team on a past server ontop of being the lead mod, It drains you and I never really took the time to just step back and take a break. When a server died? I jumped straight to the next. When my original circle moved? We moved together. Nowadays when I moved here it was just me, the rest had moved on to other matters. I myself haven't taken a break from roleplay for as long as i can remember it been a constant for my entire time within this style of community, so Its about time i took that break, rather it will be for a month or a year, or maybe I never truly come back, I cant tell i wont know.

What does this mean for the people i roleplay with? The ones connected to my characters? The houses i rent and their story?

Well.. as this arent a /I quit/ more a /I need a break/ Style of post and just wishing to get away and get some air and explore other areas.
This means that I'm still about! Should you want to roleplay? Well feel free to reach out to me ask me Im always about and willing to jump on for some planned family roleplay or such, family events poping up? throw it my direction i will see how i feel just don't expect me to show everytime. In other words, you want me involved? Reach out to me, as for what my characters and such would be doing? I will leave a list here underneath with a few views onto them, allow you to get a view. Please remember anyone that arent mentioned do not know this info so DO NOT METAGAME it I would hate to return to a metagamed mess.. this is also part of the reason why i take this break. The insane amounts of metagaming that been going about and has in the past. The times it affected my darkspawn characters and so on is crazy.

Character Updates

Lunaris Darkwood

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Lunaris continues to live peacefully in the old farmhouse, tending the fields and quietly carving the names of fallen friends and family into the stone outside. Most of her time is spent in the alchemy tower, often seen through the windows practicing magic or urging Mya not to interrupt alchemy, to not ruin her batch of potions.

Whether her and Mya’s wedding will ever happen is something for Pearl and I to discuss. If she wants to continue that arc, I’d be happy to arrange something. But if she decides to move on with Mya’s story, I fully support that—and hope the two lovebirds can part on a good note.


Talon
Lunaris would occasionally send Talon letters, doing her best to keep in touch. But like always, the two may simply drift for a while, only to reconnect down the line when the timing feels right.

Tomes
Lunaris would continue sharing any relevant research or magical discoveries with Tomes, keeping her promise to help her old friend however she can.

If there's people that arent mentioned (for sure are through not everyone read those posts hence.. not me mentioning them all. Reach out to me i will add a section for your character should you wish to know!)

Avaline Riverfall

Spoiler

Avaline would continue her active journies out into the wild caring for the creatures and plants, the nature and world around her, she would continue teaching small Velia about this and show her the wonders of the world through even if she is still Avalines little girl she have grown up and is exploring the world on her own most likely. As for her fiance. Avaline would continue to spent time with Aeth and live within the same house
Should Muckel desire to move on with Aeths story however she will be more then welcome to do so and if so in private we can discuss how things ended and so on. (Remember if you desire to roleplay i am still about just reach out and plan stuff arent logging on to roleplay for the unforeseen future unless its planned)

As for people? Avaline didn't have many friends so arent anyone i will mention for now through should you desire to know feel free to reach out and i will write you a section

Irena

Spoiler

Irena has grown old... well, not really, but it feels that way. She lives quietly in her old home, often lost in thoughts of what once was. There’s little to say, really. She still wonders, from time to time, whether she should open that sealed envelope… or keep waiting for the unknown, hoping she might return to her one day.

Leena

Spoiler

Leena would continue smithing away within helious, quietly forging and enjoying life with her cat till it eventually would pass from age. Physical contact never really became a thing as much as she tried, the ones she felt close with and herself having faded apart over the years, time sadly does take as much as it gives.

To Umalu
Leena would try and remain in contact with her first crush, the one that showed her the world in a field of colors she never truly seen before the one that taught her not to fear every physical interaction, allowing handshakes and hugs from someone like her. The one that carried her out of the sewers as she had passed out from being stubborn. The one that got away? Or maybe not? Time will show.

With all this being said... Goodbye for now! Im not quitting I'm taking a break for god knows how long.. I will be about should you wish to reach out and plan roleplay. Else till nexttime, or when our roads might cross again

Hope this alteast explains and gives people clarity should i fully disappear over the next few months.

[ChaoticRoller 635]

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[TheShinyHodzic 239]

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