The Girl Who's Crying Wolf

[KeiaTypeBeat 3287]

I guess that you could say I'm not alright 

Though I've written 'bout it several times 

Posting poetry late in the night 

Express myself to calm my broken mind 

 

I miss when I was high on someone's shelf 

And I hate relying on myself 

Stupid bitch can't even help herself 

Too scared to ask for help from someone else

 

Who am I

To think I'm worthy of your time

I sigh 

Suicidal ideations rule my life 

I should 

Lie to you and say I'm doing good 

 

I guess that you could say I'm not okay 

Doesn't matter if I laugh throughout the day 

Distracting smile hides the dimness of my eyes 

It goes away when I'm alone at night 

 

I miss when I was high on someone's shelf

And I hate relying on myself 

Stupid bitch can't ******* save herself 

Too weak to ask for help from someone else

 

Say goodbye

To this world and end my life

I'm fine

Bullet to the head would do me right

You could

Call me the girl who's crying wolf

 

I guess that you could say I wanna die 

Think I've been this way since I was five 

You know I never asked to be alive 

Learned I'm just an accident when I was five 

 

I've never been that high on someone's shelf

I've always had to rely upon myself 

Stupid bitch can't ******* save herself 

I wake up every day in my own hell 

 

I'm alright 

I'll just write a song and I'll be fine 

I'm wise 

I know I'll make it through the night 

I attest

I just need to get this off my chest 

 

I guess that you could say I'm not alright 

You know I write about it all the time 

Posting poetry late in the night 

Express myself to calm my broken mind 

 

I'll put myself upon my highest shelf 

I'll never stop relying on myself 

Stupid bitch will learn to save herself 

And someday I'll learn to save somebody else 

 

So I'll cry 

Into these lines like they're a mic

I'll try 

To do my best to save my life 

You could 

Call me the girl who's crying wolf 

[Metamancy 1782]

would go hard as an olivia rodrigo song, +1