Neviah

A shrouded figure stares blankly at the post.

yippee

Maybe this’ll give me the motivation to play my witch

Thank you admin team, but also, it’s sad that you had to see a forum post go viral for you to correct your decision. If it hadn’t, then had you re-banned them? Either way I’ll take this small moment to say something else, you still haven’t banned others despite having reports and a lot of proof over it. Do you think just because they’re not entirely active anymore that they should simply be free to go? Where in the hell is the justice for the other people who have gotten harassed or threatened or bullied that you KNOW of? It’s disheartening and also one of the reasons I do not play anymore, I don’t want to deal with any drama or threats because I know some idiotic person will come around and make me deal with it.

Y’all are fūcked up. My heart goes to the victim (for lack of a better word) and anyone else involved, don’t listen to these imbeciles. I will be removing anyone who decides to try to defend their past actions. I get it though - you so desperately wish to believe in a friend because you believe they've changed and wouldn't say anything like that again - trust me, I do. Sometimes however, things you say cannot simply be forgotten. I do believe people can change and that they probably have but, changing sometimes just isn’t enough and we need to understand that as a community.

An extremely well-made speech as per usual, Lango. You put a lot of my thoughts into words exactly how I would’ve wished to do so, I was like crying as I wrote this post so it wasn’t entirely as good as I wanted it to be. I’m glad you’re one of the few that I know who recognize the taskification of gaming that happens a lot more than it should - and that you shared it here. Lots of love to you mate <3

An Explanation So, to start this off I want to say: this is not a hate post, not a rant post (okay maybe a little bit), I dunno just - nothing like that. I mean to offend absolutely nobody this is to be read in a lighthearted and wholly honest tone, apologies in advance if I somehow do. Community Team Now, Rose, what in the **** did you do to get removed from CT in less than a month? Absolutely nothing. I'm not sure if Hogo wants this to get out, but, CT is undergoing reforms - I've already said it publicly in friend broadcast, might as well say it here (Sorry Hogo). I'm really happy that reforms are going on, I think that it's great that changes that are needed will finally take place - and I think the plan Hogo has for it is a good plan. However, being removed has taken a bit of a toll on me mentally. Now, when I say this; it's not that it's on my mind 24/7 and I'm seething about being removed from the team, it's simply that whenever I look at LotC nowadays, it makes me physically feel like shit because I've lost all motivation to play the game. It's kind of like giving a toddler candy and immediately swiping it away from them just to see their hopes of enjoying something great crash and burn. That's just how I feel on the matter, I feel extremely lost. I've thought about joining another team, those being MT and ET. The things that stopped me: ET The hoard of applications to story Not being sure if I'd thrive there like I did with CT Not being sure if I'd truly like the job MT Not being sure if they're accepting And both having a similar reason of: no motivation. Either way, Hogo is a great guy - and one of my best friends, I hold absolutely nothing against him for doing his job. Simple as. Motivation A huge problem that I keep running into with LOTC is that the main reason I'm playing is to create a narrative, this is not the case for most of the server. Everytime I turn around there is some person trying to be a protagonist or just playing to win - and there's nothing wrong with that, do whatever makes you happy, do whatever makes you have fun (except shady shit). In fact, one of the only times I played LotC for a narrative is when I was doing Karkosa events with AlmightySaucer. Huge props to that ST for making an intriguing and active eventline that I honestly had a lot of fun with - I craved those events, those were great. He's also one of the first people I've seen play to lose. Anyways, it's just that a lot of the server isn't really playing the way I am and that makes it hard for me personally to enjoy my roleplay. This is not something I want people to change and I'm not trying to be like grrr why in the **** are you playing this way and not that way, it's simply how I feel currently. Conclusion Basically, I'm going to be not-so-active on LotC. I'll log in sometimes, as I do have an active and new CA that I wish to keep. So maybe you'll see me roleplaying on there - but it won't be a lot until some newfound motivation suddenly keeps me hyperfixated on the server again. Thank you to everyone who has made an impact on me (which is a lot of people so I won't list names), it's been lovely being able to interact and have fun when I did. This isn't really a goodbye, just a 'see you soon'. I'll be around, just, not as much as I used to be. If you need anything, please don't hesitate to reach out. Just because I'm not CT anymore, doesn't mean I will not help you. I want to. Also! If you wish to leave a comment, ask a few things, maybe debate with me on the silly 'play to win or play to make a narrative' argument - go ahead. Just, don't be a ****. <3

who are you

Deadass that was me. I found the signs the same day he put them there cause he announced it in the azdrazi discord even though I didn’t know him.

Just like you fr, I’d say I’ll miss you but we both know we’re going to chat on discord still. For the hell of it though, I’ll really miss roleplaying with you.

Changed Status to Accepted

Hello! As you can see, you’ve done a great job on your application and have been accepted onto the server. So now, I welcome you to the wonderful community of LotC! Do you still need help? Feel free to send me a message over the forums, or if I’m online, you can message me with /message AllegoryRose. For a faster reply, add me on discord @ Neviah#1516 Here are some links you may find useful while starting out: LotC Wiki: Settlement Guides LotC Wiki: Nations and Major Charters If you wish for guidance while settling in, I suggest doing: /creq Can a CT monk come assist me starting out? and I or another CT member will be there to assist you! If you want some extra assistance, I recommend you review the Wiki and join the LotC Discord. Lastly, For guides, tutorials, and how to request help from a CT member, please head to the New Player Hub found here. Have a great time roleplaying, and I look forward to seeing you around in future!

Changed Status to Pending

Hi there! As you can see, your app is almost ready! Just a few changes you need to make, but don’t worry - you are doing great! Your Roleplay Scenario Response is a bit short. Please add more to your response and make sure to include one piece of dialogue surrounded by quotation marks and one action. You’ll be given 48 hours to correct the changes above. Once you are done correcting, please contact me! Have you finished editing your application or you still need help? Feel free to send me a message over the forums, or if I’m online, you can message me with /message AllegoryRose. For a faster reply, add me on discord @ Neviah#1516 If you want some extra assistance, I recommend you review the Wiki and join the LotC Discord.

Changed Status to Pending

Changed Status to Under Review Hi there! As you can see, your app is almost ready! Just a few changes you need to make, but don’t worry - you are doing great! Your Metagaming and Powergaming Definitions are incorrect. Please review our Wiki’s definitions and correct yours accordingly! I recommend including an example so I know you fully understand. Let me know if you need any help! Metagaming & Powergaming - Lord of the Craft Be sure to write your Roleplay Scenario Response in the third person! Your Roleplay Scenario Response is a bit short. Please add more to your response and make sure to include one piece of dialogue surrounded by quotation marks and one action. Your Skin is not up to LotC standards and does not match your race. Please take a look at our Skin Archive for references and free skins that you may use if you’d like. Skin Archive - Lord of the Craft You’ll be given 48 hours to correct the changes above. Once you are done correcting, please contact me! Have you finished editing your application or you still need help? Feel free to send me a message over the forums, or if I’m online, you can message me with /message AllegoryRose. For a faster reply, add me on discord @ Neviah#1516 If you want some extra assistance, I recommend you review the Wiki and join the LotC Discord.