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"Ah. There it is." Castien sighs. "My point was never that there was presently a genocide, I never used that word. My point was that there could be, with the precedent, and nothing could be done, because of the precedent-" The ramble goes on, though it matters not. It's another missive for the barrel full of them, another worry that will worm itself into Castien's brain.

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Another missive for the collection. "They called me paranoid. They called me paranoid." In truth, he is, but that doesn't mean he wasn't right about some things. None of the written words surprise him- he knew. But very rarely does anyone listen. They probably won't listen this time either. It's not the voice that matters- it's that no one wants to hear the words. But he has hope. There's a chance. No matter how slim it is, it's there.

i believe it only counts if it happened like, tonight or after

werewolf didnt say we were radio rebel

Castien clenches his jaw, filing yet another missive into his collection. He's running out of options.

Kozue clenches her jaw, steeling her courage. She's going to need it, for whatever happens from here.

Castien is a man of paranoia, as of late. Always looking over his shoulder, feeling that something terrible could happen at any moment. Redgar, Khaleed... Familiar names, but from where? Was one the Dragon Knight who spoke to him in Reinmar? Possibly. Probably. This missive gives him a strange, twisted sort of hope. Opinion is shifting- people are disagreeing with actions that Castien deems immoral. His sometimes-friend called him a weak moralist. The sister of one he is close to called him a hypocrite. Both of those things may be true, but damn does it feel good to speak and be heard.

"We have no way of knowing how many died." A paranoid elf mutters. "It could have been four, it could have been so much more than that, it could have been none. But we cannot- we cannot claim that four is a small amount of innocent lives lost-" The ramble continues, though it's one that has been spoken a dozen times before.

it took me a bit but im HERE IM HERE TO ASK YOU QUESTIONS some of these may have been asked idk but im asking who has been your favorite character to play? what is a situation that youve gotten into irp (summarized) that makes absolutely no sense without context? would you still be on my friends list if i were a worm?

Hello. You may have heard from me already. You may have never heard of me before. I am the head doktor of Reinmar. I have been the head doktor of Reinmar for many years. I have been Reinmaren for many years. I am Reinmaren before anything else, that is how it has always been. I have served there for longer than most of you reading this have breathed. I am also an elf. I have been a medic for seventy years. I've served in most of the Empires clinics on Aevos, though I haven't gotten the chance since we moved. I am a citizen of the Empire. Before Grense got rebuilt on Aevos, its clinic lead was an elf. As was Alba's. As was, and still is, Reinmar's. Would we be slaughtered as thanks for our service? I am Canonist. I am baptized. I was baptized by Bishop Josefina over thirty years ago. Would Cardinal-Emeritus Nerium be slaughtered? James Vursur? For their heritage above their holy standing? I took an attack meant for the previous Emperor Tiberias, from the Mountain itself, before it could reach him. Burning hot chains that nearly burnt through me and have scarred me since. I had saved lives after every battle with the Mountain. I never demanded compensation. I asked for donations, but that was so that I could keep my work going without being bankrupt off of supplies. Now, I am no longer safe in my own home, much less the Empire as a whole. I can no longer return to my own home. Because Reinmar is my home, it has been my home, and I would hope that it could always be my home. Senseless slaughter has never permanently solved any problems. It has only caused more. This is injustice. This needs to end. This is senseless, with no achievable goal. It is murder. It is not something the previous Emperor would have stood for. Please, I beg anyone who can do anything about this, do something. Speak up if it is safe. This is not a just order. Demanding for innocent lives, four of them, alone was too much. Now it's become mass murder, based on the length of someone's ears. Is that not ridiculous? They demanded four innocent elves, that's how it started. That's their specific word. Innocent. I got lucky. I fear for those who didn't. They would kill me for innocence, so there is no point in silence. -Castien von Ehrenwald

"There is no way the emperor hates Malna. No one hates Malna." Castien cuts the part concerning elves out of the missive to add to his conspiracy board.

YOU CANT MAKE ME CHOOSE WHAT

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LANDSKAR!!

Despite everything, it brings Castien no relief, no comfort. He hated Telemachus, at least- he thought that he did. But this feels different. This feels different from every other time. He still hated Raullin after he died, still hated Roger. Hell, he near celebrated their deaths. He can't do that with this one. Castien really didn't want him to die. He just wanted him to... what, exactly? Get reprimanded? It feels silly now. The fact that he can't just let things go fills him with deep guilt. He had nothing to do with the death, yet he feels truly, deeply guilty.

Castien is fueled by anger in this time. The distress pushes him forward. He can't do nothing about this. He can't let his happen. He needs to take care of people, needs to take care of himself, needs to do something, needs to

"It was just a fluke." Except it wasn't. She all but scolded him for saying it was. That's the memory that comes to Castien's mind when the news hits him. One of the first people to encourage him on anything involving physical prowess. He hasn't shot a bow in years. Would he be any good anymore? The curiosity digs under his skin. He has had a rough year, and it doesn't seem to be getting better. No, it really doesn't seem to be getting better.

Castien does the animation like he lost a rap battle in tomodachi life

i cannot PICK!!! and telling you my best woof elf might lead to werebeast metagaming.... (/j) (i know what you meant) (malna best wood elf) :3

Tiffany really should have proof read this more carefully but her skygod feels like goop...

my day will come. also,,, so much it's been wonderful i will never forget the surgery rp it was beautiful and wonderful and so so silly