Hello, Every now and then I consider leaving this server for a plethora of reasons varying in levels of severity, usually all due to my own mental health as I seem to rack up intrusive thoughts like a pre-teen who had just discovered Pokémon cards. Many (or few, I hardly explore the map anymore) of you know my character, Mariola. Originally a character who I created as a 'what-if' scenario for a DND campaign, she's slowly changed over the years as I've used her in nearly every platform I can get my hands on. This was both a blessing and a curse when it comes to character writing. While I love seeing how the same person can change under vastly different circumstances, I became too used to playing the same person day in and day out, making playing a different character too jarring for my comfort.
This server has been one of the most welcoming communities I have ever come across, and I do not mean that with the slightest bit of sarcasm or malice. I've met people that are beyond compare, people that I could never have met IRL, and probably will never find to compare to. I've dragged quite a few friends here, and met even more that are wonderful people. Though I of course have had hiccups with a few here and there, that is inevitable in any community. I've watched a small city become a large nation, becoming one of the most populated places on the server, and I am overjoyed to say that I had a part in that. That is one of the greatest things I've come to love about this server, that it is so community focused.
Overall, I just don't have it in me anymore. My energy to roleplay in general has become so burnt out that it probably resembles a burnt piece of toast. So, I've decided to take a few months, perhaps longer, away from the server and return when I'm in a better state of mind, or if my drive has returned. I'd like to thank the people that have treated me well over the rough patches, such as @AuJy, who's become one of the best internet friends I've had in awhile.