Nyxxa

OOC: sometimes... when I am alone. I feel like my life closes in around me, and rather than being all out there and scary, it's super close to me and I see it all crystal clear. I know where things will go, I know where I am, and how I got to where I am.  The hard part of this is knowing that at the current state my life is in, I can't change it, even if I know it would be better for me. So I have to just sit and pretend, and dream of freedom from myself.