Dromui

Even though I'm only stopping in for a few minutes, it feels weird to be back. I don't want to make assumptions about this place anymore. It never did me any good. But in a very strange way, stopping in to the site feels like time itself has stopped around me. Everyday I wake up, head to work, head home, work on whatever project I've undertaken to pass the time. Books. D&D. Fate. There's comfort to be found in creativity. To create something, for it to belong wholly to me, even if its crap work. Maybe that's what kept me around all those years. A community of people who just wanted to do something. Create something. Stories, legacies, relationships, anything that made them feel something other than the monotony of the same old same old.

This place never seems to change. Maybe that's for the better, you know? Something familiar when everything else around us feels like its moving a million miles an hour, well out of our control. I'm doing much better than last time we spoke. Work is work. I'm still writing. Working my way through a book, for what it's worth. Every time I open the document I think of whatever you were working on. Sometimes I think about reaching out to your family if I ever make it as an author. I'd love to finish it for you. Get it out there for the world to see. Then again, I'm something of a coward. When your mother and I spoke it broke me for a few days. I hope they've managed to find someone to complete your work. 

Ahhh. 

I found someone that cares a lot about me. They put up with my inadequacies, and lemme tell you, there's still a lot going on there. I've been working on that, too. Introspection. Accepting my faults. I've made a lot of progress there. I'm starting to accept the person in the mirror, the people everyone else claims to see, is who I really am. Empathy is a skill I've picked up on. Took me long enough, really. All the schmoozing around I did throughout high school, you think I'd of figured out how I made people feel. Well, better late than never, right? 

Everything is a lot of the same. Just a whole lot of little successes to keep me moving in the right direction. 

I think about you and our time together often. You have a lot to do with why I'm striving to grow everyday. One bad night, I nearly ended everything over a disagreement with my parents. You told me to keep going. Because giving up wasn't something you knew me to do. Weird, really. I've never felt like I could keep anything rolling, but if there's anything I'm not gonna give up on, its this. Living to be the person you believed me to be.

Thanks for everything, J.

Hope you folks are doing well and keeping up with writing. Good vibes.

Miss you, brother. 

**** man, it’s been over a year since I found out we lost you and it’s not really gotten any better. I’ve left LotC, beat cancer, and I’m moving on in life. Between you and me, these seats should be swapped. I’d rather be looking down watching you change the world than stumbling through the day trying to find my way back. I can’t say I’m happy to be pushing on, but I do it because I know in those final moments you were still pushing. You never would of given up had there been say in the matter. I’m holding out to the day you and I get to catch up. Knowing you, it’ll be one hell of tale. Rest in peace, brother. Keep on keeping on, wherever you are now. It’s a better place, I know it. You earned it.

Gimme your ******* Discord, noob.

The Application Team will be conducting interviews to join the team this weekend. If you’re interested, apply now!

It's time for the monthly AT hostage scenario. Fireheart offs one of us every day a GM isn't accepted onto the team. Please apply.

Fireheart is holding the AT hostage. Please apply for the GM team, I miss my puppers.

I was reminded of you tonight, brother. It's hard to say I've come to peace with you passing, but someone told me something pretty wise tonight. I look fondly on our time spent together and I know I'm lucky to of met you and I know my life is better because of it. Rest in peace, man. I hope wherever you are, we can sit down together someday and share a drink.

Can only monkey men do Chi Magic?

Should've played around it, really.

Unlucky

GET OFF OF MY PVP SERVER, ROLEPLAYERS

AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

Update on AT fitness month. Thus far I've considered suicide a total of fifty two times.

When you get forced into #ATFitnessMonth

+1

Daily reminder that the Dominion is an active RP hub.

Please stop banditing within 100 blocks of our gate, I'd appreciate it a lot.

Where do I sign up to bandit the Dominion?

Staff applications have been fixed, lliran.

For those of you looking for staff applications, they were moved to the Anthos Archive. 

A true yeet.

Free my homie iMattyz, bruh. This **** is ridiculous. 

Alright bois, back at it with another question for the community. Anyone down to join a Dark Elf family?

This isn't me being cheeky. Anyone know when links in character cards are gonna be fixed up? I'm not following that threat and I'm semi lazy.