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I walk by I feel them hate
Wanna die cause I relate
Wanna cry I feel insane
I get high but I can't escape
Would they love me If I change?
Am I lost? Am I too late?
Soon I'm dead I cannot wait
Please don't love me it's a waste

So when my time comes
Please forgive what I've become
Yeah, when the time comes
Will you sing me one last song?

We found each other

You gave me comfort
But falling for you was my mistake
I put you on top, I put you on top
I claimed you so proud and openly
I want you to stay, even though you don't want me
Why can't you wait? (Why can't you wait, baby?)
I said I didn't feel nothing baby, but I lied
I almost cut a piece of myself for your life
You just wasted my time
Adam, why can't you wait 'til I fall out of loving?
I'll be on my
On my way, all the way

Shame, blame
Words like these fester and I pray
For no change in seasons I hate rain
Don't let me drown in this room
Lie, cheat
Don't tell me secrets I can't keep
Your fictions are putrid and so sweet
I'll be so naive for you

If you loved me, why couldn't you find a way
If you love me, why shouldn't I beg for you to stay
Like you'd use me, oh haven't I lost my shine
How you used me, how you moved me

So go, stay
Something so moving as time waits
You'll come to your senses my blind faith
Keeps me so honest and true

If you loved me, then why couldn't I change your mind
If you loved me, then why couldn't we try a second time
You thought you knew me, but I'll never be fake like you
How you used me, how you moved me

So go, fly
Find what you've longed for your whole life
Maybe you'll come back a new lie
Or maybe you'll come back to me

I see you
I don't wanna know where you've been
I don't want to rush you, I just wanna have a life again
Start a family
Oh what about yours, my kids
If you love me, oh if you loved me
If you love me

Think I'm losing my mind
When we first met
we could never keep it
I know you've been looking for a weakness
So I shed my skin
but it never feels right
Cause I'm out of it 

You say we’re friends, I don’t think so
 

 God knows I loved
God know I lied
God knows I lost
God gave me life

Had to remove my favorite video version of the song ?

Sometimes I wake up in the morning
To red, blue, and yellow skies
Put on that Hotel California
Dance around like I'm insane
God knows I live
God knows I died
God knows I loved
God know I lied
God knows I lost
God knows I tried
On Monday they destroyed me
But by Friday I'm revived
I've got nothing much to live for
Ever since I found my fame
God knows I tried
God knows I tried

Sometimes I wonder when you sleep
Are you ever dreaming of me?
Sometimes when I look into your eyes
I pretend you're mine, all the damn time
'Cause I like you

I'm gonna let you in on a secret, I'm so afraid
But I know it's gonna get out in the worst way, so I gave in
Now I'm gonna be an open book for you to read
I never have to think about my father
And how he walked out on us
How I barely know my mother, for that I'm ashamed
The medicine held my hand and made me feel like I can stand up
Bridges burning and chances left out
List of things that I regret now
Build up this resentment
Afraid of what they’d think of me

The toll it's taking on my chest now
Bridges burning and chances left out
List of things that I regret now
Build up this resentment

Mud on my corpse if you crazy I'm batshit
When did it start, I think I know
The second I chose to come out of my tomb
Your crew look like two one fool
Give a **** about your lue
Motherfucker give me truth
Hold up, someone get this boy a hearse
Hands of the witch curse with one grip

They're talking about you
As if all hell broke loose
They don't even know you

So send me off to hell, I prefer the warm weather
No I wouldn’t have it any other way
And I won’t look back
Cause I feel so alive
Where others would feel so dead
So you can nail me up, you can crucify me Dean
Good or bad, at least I pushed the limits
At least you can say I lived it
I was never the one to hold my breath
Never the one to bite my tongue
And after all of the critics I’ll be the bad guy
I’ll take the burden for the person you’ve become
Probably why I drink like a fish
Tryin to drown all my problems but they learn to swim
All this hate but somehow I love it
****, you could probably tell by the sound of it
Looking back now man I’m pretty proud of it
There’s a hole in my chest where my heart once was
Now it’s vacant I need a replacement
I’m surrounded by some who are just as heartless
But I’m numb to ‘em all see I’ve grown complacent
It’s hard to stay real you sure were fake ****
And I won’t look back