A broken man

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Jan would sit inside his room within Ayr, on his bed, overlooking the sea's in the distance.

Jan was not the same person as he used to be, he turned from the brave warrior he was, into a man who let his fear's take him over.

 

as he held the necklace of his wife in his hand, as she was visiting outside of the castle for once, he let out a very deep sigh.

 

“I must find a purpose for myself soon dear.”

“Or it will be the death of me.”

 

he stood up from his bed, slowly walking down to his balcony, taking hold of the railing.

 

“Will I really stay happy throughout my life Father?”

 

“Will i truly be able to live without you ever knowing my Children mother..?”

 

as he looked over to his young daughter, who was laying quietly in her crib.

 

“Hopefully you won't grow up to be like your father, as that i would never forgive myself for.”

as a tear would drop from his eyes, he was a broken man, lost within his own thought.

 

“Perhaps it is time for me to face my judgement i suppose.”

 

and as that, Jan would go back to his bed, pondering on what he was supposed to do next.