Killeki Kasar Private Journal

[Ruonna/Cerafina 46]

((yay a new journal entry! Good to have you back Killeki!))

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{This page is torn and lots of scribbels are on it..}

I spent the following next 4 years, meeting all chirr's needs. Provided her a home, food on the table, took care of the children, and took care of her when she was sick. I loved her as a brother would love a sister. Taking care of her and the kids was my way of expressing how much I cared.. at the time I thought this was love... slowly over time she warmed to me and let go of her husband. We had many dates, one I remember quite well. I teasted her by my fountain by spashing water on her and ran and hid. She giggeled as we ended up tagged each other, the warm sun on our heads and the cool sea breeze may the day go by fast. Some how we ended up in a pool where I trapped her or so I thought, I confessed my feelings. Unsure from the pure emotion of it all she felt simular feelings. However looking back on it I think she needed someoen to love, to take care of her and I was the only one willing. Our 'love' didn't see to last (lots of scribbels and parts of this page is missing)

I continued to work on my secret project, my Labyernth, hoping to one day use this for test as I had sumjects run through it and attempt to survive my many traps. (Think of the movie Cube) . In the mean time the town grew, bigger and bigger.. new faces showed up every week. Some left and some stayed. A young mali by the name of Meta Solray joined one day. He was new and in need of a home and I invited him to stay with Chirr and me. He at first was relucntant but decided to stay. As time went on, I worked around the town helping with odds and ins and running my blacksmith shop. One day I meet a new woman in town by the name of Resia who turned my world upside down.

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As time passed Aja began to take more control over Killeki as he began to loose himself.  He acted out more and more under Aja's influence and stopped writing in his jounal... until one day it was found by a lliran.  They brought it to Killeki as he read over it , his memories from long ago reawakened and he began to push aja's infulence away.  After his friences infulence , Aja only would appear when Killeki became angry and lost control of himself.  He had someone tamed the 'beast' so to speak but that was not the end of Aja by no means. 

Killeki once again picked up the pen and book and began a new chaper in his life....