Killeki Kasar Private Journal

[Truthseeker83 119]

{Day 31}

I wake up and head to work.. my Lord has summomed me and I must be off. I get there and he request me to make a few swords and after I finsih show off my work. When we were done He invited me to a Ball for the royaltiy.. I go and there are many faces I do not know but they seem to be enjoying themselves... no one seems to want to talk to me however and I just sit back and watch the intersting people.. there are orcs, humans, elves, halfings, of all shapes and sizes.. I doze off after awhile (logged off) and when I woke up the party was still going on.. I hear Aelys voice and headed to where I heard it. She was in a gorgious dress, and very dazzeling.. there was Gwonam next to her as well. When I approched he tells me to "Piss off" Since I do not want to cause troulbe I left them too alon and saw my House lord. Strife, he was dancing and havinga good time.. we chatted a bit and I started dancing for hourse and enjoying myelf. As the party continued.. Gwonam was freaking out over a Dark elf who he says wants to eat him.. apprently he is deathly afraid of Dark elves.. I make a mental note of this. Later a "Flay" decides to capture Aelys.. she looked familur and was attacked. Well Gwonam attempted to defend her for a bit then they got seperated and I stepped in to defend her... The idiot flay thought he had so much power.. and apprently the king didn't care if a few of his nobel guest were killed and said nothing. I vowed to not come back to these gathersings, the securtiy was horriable and no longer will trust nobels. Aeyls was given a choice to kill her finace Gwonam or herself.. as she got to the edge she went into a "trance" , I laughed sighlently when I saw this.. if the idoiots only knew what that meant for her. They would have stoppped it. They ended up getting away and making the Flays look like idiots.. well that isn't that hard to do. Power hungry mornans to. Killeki watched and examined, while touching the minds of those involved studing all of them.. *(notes on all the guest are written in some kind of code you cannot decipher)* After his friends escape (I say friends cause he see's Gwonam as a friend and feels real bad on what he's done but doesnt' know how to tell him)

((Most details were not put in this story becuase there was so much going on I couldn't focus on much except what happened to my friends))

Afterwards I headed back home and helped around town.. meeting some of the new people who joined recently (names will come later I forgot them) and building part of my home.. Ferron came by as well to help me work on a few things on my home as well as Rosso.

Well I recieved a letter from Amber.. she was back and I headed to the Cloud temple to see her.. She sent me a letter to say "you have to find me" She is so much fun.. so I decide to head out and find her. It takes me a bit but after looking around I see her on top of the building.. and race up the mountain to get her. I reach the top and kissed her.. its been far too long (about a month in game time) since I've seen her. She smiles at me and we chat a minuet then suddely she jumps off into the fountain below.. I follow not thinking and the monks have to revive us ... After we heal up we race back to our home on Crazy Island. She is so fast and makes there seconds before me.. I tell her "I let you win" then kiss her passionitly. We race back home and I take her upstairs to our room and give her the gift I got for her.

She opens the present and see's the "Golden Apple and roses" and is fill with joy.. I kiss her passionitly and carry her to our bed.. about 2 steps... We make love ... over and over again.. in differnt places thorughtout the house. Someone knocks on the door and I take a pillow to see who it is and greet Skyler .. I tell him I'm busy and Amber yells for me to get back she missing me.. I bid thim farewell (there were 2 others I don't know who they were at the time) and run back to bed... we make love again.. and again and again... many times.. She has missed me. we decide to offer skyler to join us and he declines although he considered it... Amber asked Tali .. I stated lets not I do vaule my life and I know Rosso would kill me. She then offers the new neighbors to join.. (both women who love each other) They join and we go at it again.. I am so exhasted at this time and pass out.. (10 times in one night can make a man, even and elf quite tired.)

[Baconthief 682]

:3 Was Verren and I's idea. Only a few know what we are refering to though :P

[Baconthief 682]

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[Tristan_P 5]

I love always coming back and reading this thread.))

[Truthseeker83 119]

aww we had to bury the pillow? Poor pillow....

[Truthseeker83 119]

{Day 32}

I slept... I was tired... Too much FTB can be a bad thing.. but it was fun.

{Day 33}

I woke for a bit and moved around the house a bit... then went back to bad still sore.

{Day 34}

I wake up and hear a friend of mine... Aeyls... she come back? I beacon her in the home. I had some guest over and they let her in. The women before me looked like Aeyls and sounded simular but her eyes were the color of Ruby's .. her skin a bit more pale... her clothes a bit more... rugged. I knew almost instantly... Raven? I ask weakly.. She nods. Confused, but overwhelmed with emotions I ask her how she was doing? ... She goes into what happened. She was banished from Aeyls to a dark and cold place. Somone called her out and she had her own body.... in this process her "mean/evil side was left" When she "came to life" She had all of Aeyls memories and feelings.. she first tried to see Gwonam but he rejected her and wawnted nothing to do with her. Later she found her way to me.... She knew the feelings Aeyls had and there were some of me and love there but she was so confused and lost... I tried to tell her I was with someone now.. she seemed to go into a dark and depressed state. I try to comfort her. It seem to cheer her up for a bit. I hold her hands. I ask her to go on and find that she has the intense emotions for me... not sure what to think but overwheled with compassion, love, sympathy, pity, but most of all a love for this women from our past. I kissed her... her entire being perked up as if lighting striked and the room spun in circles. My body still ached slightly but the heat in me and her didn't stop... we shared each other twice that night.. meeting her needs and screaming in pain myself from the soreness.. I made her happy.

When we were done... My pendent glowed... she looked at it concerned.. asking what it was. I explained it was an Ender eye given to me from my father. I had the urge to ask her to touch it... she agreed and slowly touched it. Suddenly I could feel thousands of emotions floding me.. my mind filled with thoughts and feelings I've never had before and I become overwhelmed. I passed out from the overwhelming sensations... when I awoke my pendant was gone and Raven ... RAven was speaking to me... but in my head.. I heard her.. I could feel what she felt. So cold.. so much pain. I felt compassion for her and she felt what I felt. Our minds.. our souls... our bodies were linked in a way I've never felt or even understood before. She was part of me and I of her... I endered her mind and was in a dark room with dark candle witha purple flame.. she had a half carved satue of me and when I go to her .. she knew I was there and spoke. We spoke private thoughts and feelings to each other and at this time I don't feel comforatable writing them down.

When we "disconnected" from each others mind I feel asleep completly exhasted.

[Truthseeker83 119]

((Just wanted to add... I have an alternate charater now.. thats why your not seeing as many entries.. I still play with Killeki and some very exciting things are planned this weekend but except to see these entries less then you have before. By the Way if you see me around Miloner say hi.. my new alt's name is Vallel.))

[Truthseeker83 119]

{Day 35}

When I awoke.. I was covered with sweat... the nightmares seemed to have stopped.. It was weird not having that pendant around my neck. I look next to me and see Raven still there... I smile and tell her I'm glad she is with me.. she begins to cry. Not sure to what triggered this.. I ask "You OK, love?" She shakes her head.. and begins to say how dark her life is.. she can't bear the pain.. I sense -from the link- that she is in deep despair and offer to help... she hesitates but then Our minds link and she is weeping... she is so sad.. and feels alone. I tell her I can help... I want to help. She finally agree's and we are in her mind... it's a giant dark and gloomy maze. This maze goes on and on endlessly, the walls are covered with a black ooze and the is a faint dark aura of light everywhere but so little viability I trip many times.. I scream for her but cannot find her anywhere. I do this for hours and hours... I finally give up and "break" the connection of our minds... I'm exhausted and look up. Raven... I mutter. I'm so sorry... you have to live in there. "Now you see what Its like every day for me?" I nod and try to share my sympathy with her through our mental link.

We decide to go to the inn.. and there are visitors there.. As we enter the pub I check my inventories and restock some of the drinks... and sit down with Raven.. we start to chat about things.. then suddenly a women named Isabella comes in and demands we leave.. out of "her" in. I lift and eyebrow and mention that I work in this put.. Points to my bartender and stocks of Wine. Then the girl I meet with my "pillow" the other night came in. I jested with her about the other night and she blushes... well Isabella didn't' seem to like this and become raged.. and screamed that we leave now... I roll my eyes at her.. and enter a trance to talk with Raven."

While in the trance the girl comes over and punches me. Since my mind is elsewhere I do not feel it until I wake from the trance... the pain is exhilarating.. and I ask what happened... I look over and see Raven shaking on the floor and unsure whats going on... she sends me an imagine of a beast in our mental link and .. I see it.. its right there. It slashes her and I come to her aid.. It knocks me out with one blow..

I wake up and find her on the ground in the next room.. with everyone around her.. they are healing the wound and I sit there and hold my hand. Unsure what just happened... Raven doesn't seem to feel the pain or notice.. "She says she's been through this many times... through Aeyls." I nod and she grows tired... I carry her to the house and Verrin follows. Raven decides to share some of our experiences with her and I let them talk. The night goes on and the beast arrives.. this time I was ready and go to attack it.. it seems only Raven and I can see it... well I swing at it. It then fades... how odd I think. Regardless we are safe for now.. Raven says that it's afraid of sunlight and only comes in darkness. I feel such sympathy for her.. and head back inside when the sun came up and let the girls chat. I was tired and headed to bed.

[Truthseeker83 119]

{Day 36}

The next day I awoke and there was no sign of Raven... I was tired of this little island so I decided to go searching around the underground. I looked at all the halls and found a Great room.. filled with chairs around a table. There was fire everywhere.. and so much more. I took lots of notes.. ((Diagrams drawn here of the great underground's layout roughly drawn in pencil several smudges and eraser marks can be seen... there are no secret passages however just the main layout))

After roaming around I get tired and head to the surface... close my secret entrance and head to Malinor. I see Amber ... it has been awhile since we talked and I have missed her so. She was building a shop there in the market and wanted my help.. I assist her and we get it set up together. She then hands me a "grocery list" ((when did I become the house wife???)) well I smile and and take the list.. as I walk out I say "you'll owe me big after this" She needs sever sets of armor, lots of food, namely bread.. weapons and other items. I run around and collect her items, this takes a few days but she was so happy when I returned. There is man there that needs medical help... I agree to take him to the cloud temple then he starts to hit on Amber... I growl at the man.. tempted to draw my weapon.. but amber says "Careful there, that's my significant other, He has a mean punch" The guys seemed to stop and I take him to the Temple and return. I asked her out on a date for the upcoming day.. she smiled and kissed me... we hold each other awhile before I let go and whisper.. tomorrow don't forget as we part ways.

[Truthseeker83 119]

The next day I woke with so much joy.. I got everything ready and headed out to find Amber. She's been in her shop alot recently so I headed there and thats excatly where I found her. I smiled and handed her a few more items for her shop. We then headed to the cloud temeple and she followed close behind.. as we raced trhough the people. After going down the path I truned to her and asked... I hope you like this sruprize and we ented an underground maze near the temple. At frist I stayed with her every step while she tried to figure it out... then afer a bit we decided to split up and see who can find the exit first. After about a day or so I found the exit and paitently waited for her at the end.. we hugged and kissed and I got down on one knee...

Will you marry me I asked? I pulled out a ring.. she smiled "Of course" she said and took the ring and we kissed for some time.. and well you know. Afterwards she had to get back to work and I went back to the island. Ferron said we had a very important meeting later and I prepared for that.

At the meeting, we meet up with a Dwarf, with the last name of Goldhand.. the entire town was there and apprently our freedoms were in jeopardy and Ferron has decided to alligh our island with the dwarfs. There was a war coming and I volenteered to make all the armor needed.. and fight the best I can. I annoced our engagement and Ferron agreed to do the ceramony. There was alot that went on in this meeting but for privacy of the parties envolved I'm not writing it down. ((if you want anything published about it feel free to add to this topic yourself))

[Ruonna/Cerafina 46]

While I am excited to see you writing again as Killeki, these last few entries have fallen sort of flat. They are not a rich in detail as the others. You are just giving basic facts on what happened and are not writing them descriptively anymore.

For example: Instead of saying, "At the meeting, we meet up with a Dwarf, with the last name of Goldhand.. the entire town was there and apprently our freedoms were in jeopardy and Ferron has decided to alligh our island with the dwarfs."

It could have said:

I was called home by Ferron for a mysterious meeting. Not sure what would happen I ventured there cautiously, for he sounded serious and worried. Upon arriving, I entered a grand hall where most of the Islanders were waiting anxiously. Tension rang through the air as we waited on Ferron to tell us why we were summoned.

There was a strange dwarf in white standing nearby talking quietly with Ferron. When the last person arrived, the doors were closed and Ferron gestured us closer and began to speak of an upcoming war between the Drawves... and the Orcs.

Like I said you're writing seems to have gone flat. Please bring back the engaging, comical writing that you used before.

[Truthseeker83 119]

[ The rest of the journal appears to be burned... and several pages are missing ]

A few words are visable however

... they are here..... RUN!!! ... *cries over his loss* ... I saw Rosso kill the bartender.... Chirr had her babies, Ame and Luna..... Flay's attack normander I rescue a baby from the man who tried to throw him over the great tree... and a masked man saved chirr , myself and the baby and lead us out of the city... Chirr moves in with me and years pass with no word from Gavin and I have slowly fell in love with her... Amber has been gone over 5 years with no word on her, or where she's been...... The kids are growing up so fast... Talithia comes to me one night crying, I try to comfort her... Rosso punches me in the inn.... Working hard to build the slums with ferron... working long hours on my labyernth....Gobbs makes me laugh

*Reaches down to find a newer journal...

[[Well to those who will say.. what happened.. I'm not covering all of went on but will try to write a bit more with flashbacks.. probally on a weekly basis however it was too much of a burden doing it day by day and I spend more time on Vallel now then Killeki.

Edit: fixed the name to the correct one

[Jistuma 1996]

[ The rest of the journal appears to be burned... and several pages are missing ]

A few words are visable however

... they are here..... RUN!!! ... *cries over his loss* ... I saw Jistuma kill the bartender.... Chirr had her babies, Ame and Luna..... Flay's attack normander I rescue a baby from the man who tried to throw him over the great tree... and a masked man saved chirr , myself and the baby and lead us out of the city... Chirr moves in with me and years pass with no word from Gavin and killeki slowly falls in love with her... Amber has been gone over 5 years with no word on her, or where she's been...... The kids are growing up so fast... Talithia comes to him crying... jistuma punches me in the inn.... Helps build the slums with ferron... works on his labyernth....Gobbs makes him laugh

*Reaches down to find a newer journal...

[[Well to those who will say.. what happened.. I'm not covering all of went on but will try to write a bit more with flashbacks.. probally on a weekly basis however it was too much of a burden doing it day by day and I spend more time on Vallel now then Killeki.

(Change Jistuma to Rosso)

[Ruonna/Cerafina 46]

A small book was left behind on Killeki's table. It sits askew and several pages are rumpled as if hastily put there and left

Killeki has gotten so strange recently. I'm not sure what to make of him anymore. When we first met, he was so sweet and nice. Then we moved here and lost touch. I tried to keep up with my friend, but with Rosso and Killeki's many "adventures" with the women in his life, it just wasn't possible.

Could it be possible my friend has gone crazy? Rosso went to him for help, but he made it worse. And then... Is it possible he meant to lock me in a dark maze with the baby? Could my friend have done that to me? He seems bent on getting revenge on Rosso for some reason. Could he be... jealous? He tries to come between us. I don't want to loose my friend, but if I have to choose, I will.

[Truthseeker83 119]

Day ???

I've lost count of the days since I began writing, so much has passed and so much will come to pass. This entry here is a brief summary of some of the events that has transgressed over these past decade or so.

I meet in secret one night at an inn. The moon shown brightly in the sky and you could hear wolves howling in the distance. I approach the door making sure this is the same one that the masked man said to meet him at. I the lighting was dark and music played in the back ground. The Barkeep wash polishing mugs and eyed me carefully. I walked down and sad across from the masked man. He greets me as friend, and we exchange pleasantries. He pulled out a note, a piece of cloth, and some golden seeds. He slid them across the table. He looks at me and says... this will help you. Killeki, you are a good man. Chirr deserves someone who will take care of her and the kids. (I think to myself, I'm not as good as you imagine, my friend. The deed's I've done, would shame me in your eyes.) he looks at seeds.. then the man speaks up.. Those are from a Golden apple, it heal me with the cost of taking my memories but it saved my life. This apple left these seeds.. please give them to Chirr She will know what it means.. this cloth is from the outfit I wore the day I went missing and this note was found on my body.. I know you'll keep her safe and I entrust her to you. All I ask is you bring the children and only the children to see me when they reach the age of 15. I'll wear a mask but I would like to see them then. Killeki takes it all in.. He has provided and taken care of chirr for many years now and they have grown close. Gavin .. take care friend, I hope being a Knight was worth it.

~To be continued