Killeki Kasar Private Journal

[The Hedge Knight 173]

(( Very finely written, I enjoyed reading about the scenes you saw, and the fact that you didn't know Gavin was healing the people that were damaged early on. I shall continue to read this for sure! :) ))

[Truthseeker83 119]

[[i want to applogize in advance I have gotton 2 days behind and some of my memories are not quite clear so those invovled agian feel free to put your side of things in... Killeki always to be in the middle of somthing everyday...]]

{Day 20}

After returning... back to the Forrest Island, I noticed alot of undead about and knew it was a good time to pratice my skills.. So I got my "Mytrial Armor" on I made and traveled out... I meet up with my new friend, (stil don't remember his name) Aye there... I'm heading out of town would you like to come with me and kill some undead.. He seems excited at the prospect and gets some equipment from his home. He hands me a Diamond tipped axe and I just stare at it ... It is so beatiful.. very well made. I ask what would a weapon like this cost... He mentions quite a bit... but you can have it friend. I smile .. at this man's genorosity.

We head in the wilds... thining out the armies of undead that surround the town. This new weapon cuts through enimies like butter.. I swing and kill the spider that ran at me in one swood.. then another came up and again killed quickly.. I stare at its amzing craftsman ship.. *nods* this will do nicely. We continue fighting these creatures when a soilder or guard of some type has behind him a face I've seen but can't place... However my pendent glows and I start to sense a danger about this... He says lets go say hi.. I would rather not destract the guards or deal with any prisoners. When we decide to go.. they are already gone no where to be seen. So we shurg and continue our journey into the woods.

When we come across someone who looks desperate.. he is concered and wants to know what we are doing... advised the man Killing the undead... He nods, saying he did as well. Then mentions an attack on a nearby castle.. apperantly

Oren has captured a "fort like place" in the wilds and bandits have attacked it.. killing a horse and causing lots of damge to the place. He leads us there and shows us some of the damage. He wasn't there during the fight but heard some of it and related what he knew. [[**ROSSO Please paste a link to the Warclaim here for more deatails of what happened behind the sences for me**]] Well we decide to head back to town and rest up.. its been a long night outhere and we have slayed hundreds of undead.. that should keep there numbers down a bit ... for now.

I head home and notice some sounds at my neighborhs home.. I knock and Skyler answers... he becons me in and we head up to Tali's room.. which seems to be the meeting place recently for the town. She loks frustraded trying to mend wounds on Rosso once again.. ((That man gets more injuries then an Orc!)) He mentions being attacked by bandits and relizing .. there must be raids going on all over this area. I tell him of what we just seen and he nods but stays quiet. Rosso says "Stalker.. was attacked as well but seems pretty well off." *he smirks* (I think he likes calling him stalker)...

The get all romantic and lovely so I leave and mention I'm heading to the city for a bit to stock up and check on my house there.

After getting things situation at my home in Milanor I decide to go see Gavin and Chirr... this seems to become a nightly routine now. I knock but no answer.. so I head back down. Then I run into Gavin on the steps and walk with him home.. Skyler was here as well and I say hi buddy. Well we chat a bit and I mention I have somthing to show him but its at my other home.. he nods and says He would like to see it so we travel back to the Forrest Isleand.. this is Gavin's first time there. He looks around like a little school boy excited about everything.. we get to my home but first decide to see what the rukus next door is and behond.. Tali and Rosso are at it again.. Stalker goes up first and and TAli seems frustrated at everyone always just barging in her home. *She points and says get out!* I've not seen her this upset in awhile... so I take Gavin and skyler over to my house for a bit and we open up the drinks and things get hazy a bit for me. I remember Gavin chasing a chicken around for some reason.. and jumping in the water below... I also remember Tali coming over later and pusing me into the water. I remember someone else who came by.. I do not know who he was but he drank and was trowing books around. Well Gavin almost drows and someone helps him up out of the water and we just all laugh.

Eventually I mention we should give these guys a tour of the Island and Skyler being the one who has been here the longest takes them around to each biulding. I ask Gavin if he would like to move here... He has to think about it he says. When we get done with the tour we get a message to visit Chirr in Malinor. We take a ship and get there pretty quickly.... were in no shape to ride our horses.

We all go up to her home and Gavin hugs her tight.. (Its me skyler, Gavin and Chirr) We sit down and start talking when A very large man in black with a Lion helmet on. He knocked loudly on the door. We loook around at each otehr and Gavin goes to answer the door. He looks frighted by who was at his door.. but I have no fear and stand there unphased... The man startus asking for someone by the anem of "Russen" We haven't seen this person, and he asks each one of us paying little attention to me... which is fine I don't know the man or this Russen fellow. (although skyler seems kinda of nervous about t) I look at Chirr and she is white as a ghost. This man has spoked her badly.. she doesn't seem to do well with any confirtation. The guy leaves and I ask "WHAT the Neather was that about" Chirr is shaking badly and runs upstairs and Sklyer and I follow.. Gavin goes into his room in the back and gets something out of his chest... Skyler ask for a sword and I put one together for him unsure where this is heading. He metions somthing about the man they were talking about and I was asked who he was.. That was "The Lion" as he likes to call himself. His head is bigger then most. and Russen is ... they trail off. We don't want to get you envolved Killeki and decides not to tell me. I don't like not knowing things but at this time.. I'll let it slide.. but I do ask several times hoping someone would tell me. I do not Fear this man..

I remember one of our teachings.. Do not fear anything except fear itself. For fear will weaking you and cloud your judgement. That was driven in my head ever since I was little... I have never had fear that I know of... but only time will tell. I mostly look at the world either good or bad as a couristity .. I study everything and record these notes now that one day I may piece all of the puzzels together.

We all decide to head to my home... I pull out some jerky I found the other day in the forrest. and start to eat some. I can't recall everything that happened from what my friends say I was high of Jerky tainted with funji. [anyone who was there feel free to leave your version of what happened since I was out of it] I woke up to barf all over me and the floor and was disquisted.. I ran to the lake and washed off... when I come back Skyler looked a little ill as well. I still didn't feel well however. I couln't focus on the conversation well and decided to sit down. Gavin gave me something for my headace and Skyler had to go. Chirr, Gavin and I decided to leave and visit the countryside a bit and went to visit the new mine they opened up... It was massive.. there were vendors everywhere and a Tavern. HOwever we were the only people around besides the venors. We went inside.. I started to feel unsure about this... I prefer the tree's I mention but head deeper inside. *I feel closed up and not very comfrtable underground like this and start to have flashbacks* * I see Amber and myself fighting huge spiders and undead* I .. I would prefer to go up I ask... They continue on for a bit then Gavin starts to feel shaky as well and we decide to go to the surface. The couple walks off somewhere and I decide to explore the area a bit. I notice a town that was ransacked and a huge desert around it. I venture around but don't find much else and head back and sneak up behind the couple. and wait.. until they see me. *I smile and suggest we go see my home.. chirr has never been.* So we decide to travel there... I rest on the ship its been a long day and I really need it...

[Truthseeker83 119]

{Day 21}

I have a dream: ... My father was there... Strong looking, he is wearing a dark cloak and and is speaking in a language I do not know to my mother... She grabs me and says NO. Killeki will stay with me. He looks down at me and I blink. My father bends down and says some strange words and my pendant glows and everything turns white. I stand back and see myself pass out. My mother picks me up and takes me to bed. *She appears to be weeping* I hate we must do this to him. The boy is so smart and would figure it out too easy. Will he ever know the true about you.. *she says looking into my father's eyes.. It is not safe. One day I hope all will be revealed but he is not strong enough, continue to teach him the ways of our order but be wary never to mention its true purpose. When He is older.. lock away his memories again with this key word "He says something softly in my mom's ear.." To awaken them back you must say "..." he whispers again.. I cannot make out the words. *she nods* I understand.. He will hate us you know.. poor child ... "Stay strong.. He is the key to this and must not be comprised ...” *she nods again still crying" My father walks out and turns before leaving hands her his Axe... Give this to him for me... He kisses her and walks away. "

I awake... unsure as to what happened but write it down and will think on this later when I have time... Looks around and see's Chirr and Gavin *stretching* we have arrived and I set off for our Island home... Watching the roads for signs of trouble... Seeing none I continue down the path into the desert and clear the area for Lady Chirr. We arrive at the island and Chirr does something much unexpected. *She gasp very loudly* and runs into the village. We try to chase her but it appears as if she knows where she is going and runs straight for a bridge... *She cries out as in agony" and falls to her knees.. I eye Gavin... trying to commutate (what's going on?) he doesn't seem to know and I let her express herself... From the looks of it she has some memory of this place. Gavin decides to come over and hold her... and I decide to back off and head over to a bridge nearby to write in this journal. A very long time later they come over and I look up and smile... but Chirr is very sad... her face doesn't look to be encourged and her husband is eating some kind of odd looking meat. I turn to chirr and say "Are you ok... want to talk"...*she appears at the brink of tears* I give her a small hug and she tells me about a former friend she had... He use to own the same shop that Skyler owns now in town and they spend hours talking right here at this bridge. *She cries softly. I hand her a small cloth and continue listening. She said he died a while back and as soon as she recognized this place she had to see it... and ran to their spot. I look at her and whisper this "Chirr... remembers those happy times together... He will never be truly gone because he will live in your memories. She nods and we hug briefly... I say you have a good man and winks at Galvin... there is a long pause .. finally I just give up since he didn't take the hint and say "would you like to see my home?" She smiles and says she would love to. So the three of us head home. *I have to add during this whole scene Gavin was feeding his "crow" some weird meat and eating some himself... how odd *

We start heading to my home but she pauses and turns down a different street on her own... she heads right to skyler's home and said..... Sadly He... he use to live here. *I nod and smile* Yeah Skyler has it now, and he is a good friend as well. She smiles... he is, she says. I offer to have her move to the island later if she is interested I could talk to Ferron... she may be but wants to have kids first and will decide on this later. I nod and turn to Gavin who seems to be ignoring us playing with his crow over in the corner. I show them around a bit more and they have to go. So we go our separate ways for now.

I go to sleep and can't recall the dreams I had that night... but when I awoke I heard voices nearby and went to see what was going on....

There were two walking corpse with bones showing and mask on... near my home. They didn't talk much at first but I tried to be polite. I said hello... ((most people would be afraid of such things... however Killeki doesn't live life of fear... but he must be bit nuts I guess to do this)) One of them looks like half his face is scarred and reminds me of Skyler... I mention this and he laughs saying... It was him that gave Skyler that face... I decide to find out more about these... creatures but trying to decieve them... I haven't patricide my mind tricks in awhile. I act stupid... "Thank you he looks much better now, I wouldn't mind having a mask myself he is dashing." The corpse looks confused by the statement then says "I'm thinking I may do the same to you." "Really? That would be look cool... then I think about my girlfriend and say... "Um my girlfriend may not like it though but thanks" I bow and seeing as they are not going to say anything else and just look at me all creepy I head out and get my gear... *Thinking great now we have undead in the city talking .. who apparently are the ones who scarred Skyler...? I know there is no way I can take them on by myself and No one else is around... so I decide to get away for now and head into the woods.

I spend the next month or two in there... lost track of time. I went around exploring some of the vast countryside... getting to know the terrain around us a little better. Months later I emerged back into civilization. I head to my home first and repair all my tools and armor. I grab some coins and decide to head to cloud temple to see what’s going on.

While I'm there I overhear talk of a story teller in the Vale...This peaked my intrest... for I am good at telling stories myself and would like to hear some. I get directions to the vale and head there. When I arrive I look around and hear all kinds of music playing and there is a campfire with at least a dozen or more sitting around it... My heart skips a beat...

I spot someone I haven't seen in a very long time... she is more beautiful than ever... It has been a long time since I've heard from Aelys and walk up to her. *Why do I feel this way...? I have a girlfriend yet my feelings for Aelys are stronger than ever...* I say hi and she Smiles at me *I melt* and Smile back at her... she whispers in my ear "These stories are great... I really enjoy a good story" "I whisper back aye... I'm good at storytelling myself. Would you like to hear one sometime...?" She smiles and nods. Her attention then is grabbed by the story teller... however I cannot think of anything except her at this moment... my mind is raging... I look down and notice her hand... It has a ring on it with emeralds in the shape of a flower. *My eyes open wide realizing what this must mean... I start to feel a burning jealousy and dislike for Gwonoam ... I have no idea why though as my emotions rage on... I have strong feelings still for Aelys and might as well see where this can go...*

Everone starts clapping and I begin to scoot closer to Aelys and lower my hand. It brushes heir’s softly sending a surge of heat though my body... my heart beats faster and faster. I grab her hand slowly but she pulls away... I.. I don't not know what to do, I whisper in her ear I'm sorry was caught up in the heat of the story (it was a romantic story being told) She appears to not have even noticd.. so I just act like nothing happened. The story ends and I Whisper "I would like to show you something...” "...ok" she says. As we walk I ask... have you ever seen my home? No, she says. Would you like to? Sure... we walk down the path and I walk closely side by side enjoying our time together... The moon is bright in the sky and there is a slight breeze in the air... before we leave I see her rubbing her tummy *must have ate something that didn't agree with her at the feast I think, but pay it no more mind* We get on a boat and I accidently step off into the water... *I climb back to the shore and shake off he water... She just shakes her head... Aelys... I say

but so softly she doesn't hear me... I pause then not sure how to say what I'm feeling decide not to. I show here to the boat which takes us to Summerset where my home is and we talk and talk about life. How she is doing... what’s life like... what's Doiel up to... and all kinds of things? I tell her some of the stories that's been happing to me... leaving out the romantic Amber parts in all of them...

**What am I doing I think to myself... she is engaged and I'm flirting and I have a girlfriend... but deep inside I feel a connection to Aelys that I can't explain and a Love deeper then I have ever had for Amber.. My emotions and mind tear at each other. It does help she smells sooo good. We arrive at the island and I show her around until we get to my home....

((To be continued))

[Truthseeker83 119]

next post should be good

[Ruonna/Cerafina 46]

((the above post was me... forgot to sign you out... sorry. now onto my post))

you stopped! I demand you continue with the story now *stamps foot* It got really... strange and funny really fast, even by Killeki's standards

I really liked seeing those things around the town that I didn't know before. I must say the more i saw the more I was impressed. just wow.

on a side note: who told everyone my bedroom was the new meeting room for the town? it's like: come visit our lovely island! first stop on the tour Tali's room! lol Betting it was Rosso. Just so he could frustrate her with all the strange people who wander through her room.

[Jistuma 1996]

((As asked, the post for the war claim, the results are showned in the last two posts.

http://www.lordofthecraft.net/forum/index.php?/topic/60006-the-price-for-freedom/page__pid__476177__st__10#entry476177

))

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I really liked seeing those things around the town that I didn't know before. I must say the more i saw the more I was impressed. just wow.

on a side note: who told everyone my bedroom was the new meeting room for the town? it's like: come visit our lovely island! first stop on the tour Tali's room! lol Betting it was Rosso. Just so he could frustrate her with all the strange people who wander through her room.

((I'm glad you like the town, and all the weird rp buildings we make. Pity some are not completed, and some are hidden.

And by your room being the meeting place of the town, Rosso didn't do anything.. But I do agree that it should be the main point of rp of the island :P))

[Truthseeker83 119]

{Day 22}

....I hear voices next door and head over to visit my neighbor tali. I just open the door since she has given me a key and go upstairs. Aelys follows and we find Rosso and Tali. Tali was once again fixing up Rosso when we barge in. she is going on about why everyone keeps barging into her home. and I snicker at her. We make introductions and Rosso starts calling me girly elf. which then gets me and Aeyls confused as to who he is talking to. He goes on to say lassy are you kissing this girly elf. I say no she's engaged. He says no not you the lassy and points toward Aelys. your the girly elf. I say Don't you spear her honor like that and She goes I'll be the one defending my honor thank you. Rosso just laughs so have you kissed yet he asked. She SHOUTS NO! I'm Engaged! Well... Rosso doesn't ever stop and pesters me and I say that's enough... and challenge him. He accepts and we head outside. At first Aelys thinks he is challenging her and puts on her clawed gauntlets when Rosso says i'll get o you later lassy if you want, first I want the girly elf and points toward me. I say fine I'm using my ax... and we dual...

Its night. we are by my tree which is about 80 feet talk and in the courtyard surrounding it... the sea is splashing against the walls and I attack first. He was leaning against the tree and I bowed and attempted to strike at his head first and nick it. (I didn't want to harm or kill him) He easily lifted his cane staff and blocked the attack and swung from below and hit my chin. I was shaken but have had worse so I decide to charge at him. he was near the tree and ducked and I ran into the tree. I busted my forehead. I hear Aelys say "ow" and run over to her and see her forehead bleeding; apparently she put on her clawed gauntlets and did a * facepalm and cut herself. nothing serious but she had a bandage on her and took care of it. He says, "Is that all girly elf?" and Laughs at me. IF your think you can fight then fight... I mention that he's my friend and I don't want to really hurt him. He said "if your really my friend, give it your all and hold nothing back." I nod and fake an attack to his arm and attempted to sweep his legs but Rosso decided to back up to the tree, which deflected my sweep attempt. This time I attacked with my ax with the right hand and sings and he barely dodges it and I stop before I hit my tree. This causes me to pause and he knees me in the face. He then grabs my crotch in a firm grip. I say ok you win.. you win please let go. He squeezed so hard that it drew blood. I fall to the ground in agony.

I am in so much pain as it courses through my body. I cry out for help. Talithia went over to Rosso to check him out. (dude didn't even get wounded.) Aelys just stood there as I screamed in pain for several minuets and finally I say "Your the healer do something.. it hurts." I look at her with the biggest eyes I can muster. She grabs a red vial out of her bag and hands it to me. I barely open my mouth and she tips it in. It burns like fire and I cough at the heat in my mouth, but quickly it starts numbing everything. my mind goes hazy like i'm drunk and my muscles relax. she then prepares to deal with the damaged area with her eyes averted.

While she had her eyes clothed tending my wound, A crow dropped a letter that knocked her into the tree. her eyes still closed, another letter hits her and knocks into the water. After she climbs out of the water and stops the cursing, she gets another letter and is knocked into the tree once again. She rages. She goes behind the tree away form us to send off her owls then closes her eyes and heads back. Now during this process I have lost so much blood that I passed out.

I did get accounts of the events from others who saw what happened after I passed out and I ask them to write in here if they want to it is optional.

I awoke with Aeyls hands touching me as she finished wrapping the wounded area extremely tight. I was now in more pain then when I started. She shrugs and said She's done. Well the pain doesn't succeed at all and when I try to move its worse.... I beg her to re-warped the "wounded area"; its in way to much pain. she doesn't say anything but if looks could kill, I would have been dead with the stare I was getting from her. I point out how I stayed by her bedside all night the other day and tended to her until she was better. she mutters "I hate it when people do that.. " but comes over to me after many more words and rewraps the area. She however does keep her eyes open this time and gets it done a lot faster and the pain subsides. I think joke weakly about the sizess . She says in all seriousness "I've seen bigger..." *My eyes open wide.. wow I think, looking shocked She says I once sleept with an Orc. *my eyes grew huge*.. an Orc! really.. she nods.. "well besides that.. eh Average ..." an Orc. .. My mind is still hazy and I forget to hold in my thoughts well. I say I love you Aelys. She just looks at me and starts to shake a little.. *I think well its out now might as well tell her* I love you.. I fell in love with you ever since our first meeting.. she starts to studders a bit and runs and hides and curls up in a little ball by the tree....

TO BE CONTINUES...)

***It gets even better just wait until the next one ;)

[Truthseeker83 119]

{Day 23}

…Killeki looks over and see’s Aelys sitting curled up and shaking… Are… are you ok? I say. *Silence* Aelys are I can’t help I love you… I’m sorry you meet him first.. but the fact is I do love you. Its out now so I’m not holding back no more. *She turns very red* Killeki slowly walks over to her. Hello? He asks… She stutters. H..Hel.. hello.. *Killeki is concerned. * “Are you ok?” She nods… “I am your friend he says.” She smiles and looks up at him. “How are you feel Aelys?” … she said “Aelys is… not here. “ *I looked puzzled at the statement* “I… I .. come out.. when….s..she.. is in no s-ssstate to respond...m...mentally.” … *A little time goes by, while He thinks on this* … “What is your name?” She smiles and says “Shine” Well hello shine, I’m Killeki, a friend. She smiles and seems to relax a little… **It starts to rain** Shine care to go inside… I’ll need some help though I’m injured. She nods.. but then looks confused .. “How can I help you?” Come here and put your arm around by back and I can prop against you as we walk….

We get inside out of the rain.. and I ask Shine.. “So Shine What is your most favorite thing?” She brightens and says.. Wild Flowers! *I smile* and say I have some would you like to see them.. She nods and she helps me up to get the flowers. *I hand her a dozen of them and wrap them up in a bundle for her..” *She sticks her face in them and breaths deeply* and sneezes… then she does it again. “You like them ?” I ask. “Yes they are nice.” They are pretty huh? *She nods smelling them again* “Not as pretty as you though….” “She turns red again” “What else do you like Shine?” … she thinks for a few minutes.. “Fishing” I look around for my fishing pole but it seems I may have left it at my other home…* I tell shine I’m sorry… I must have left my fishing pole elsewhere.. but would you like this Shinny? She asks “What kind of shiny?” “Pulled out a shiny gold nugget and handed it to her… she stood there transfixed.. dazzled by its beauty. I asked if she liked it… and took a bit for her to respond but says “YEAH…” with a happy but intoxicated joyful tone. I could tell she really liked it.. Shine you can keep it I say.. “She was so happy and smiled at me.. then looked back at the shiny.” I hugged her and kissed her on the check. She turns red in the face and smiles…. But then suddenly

Her voice goes deep… and maliciously sounding. “Great, now I have two vegetables up here. ” she looks at me… [my friend Rosso and Tali had entered the room previously while shine was there but I didn’t notice at until now] Her eyes piercing me… Then she pretends to kick my crouch but kicks my stomach” and I fall to my knees wondering why.… pain … much pain… “Why…shine (I knew it wasn’t her.. shine doesn’t act this way and it wasn’t Aelys)” I ask. She just “shrugs” I ask again.. “Raven” Rosso says “ You should kiss him.” I stay silent…But he eggs it on. “Kiss the man” So she looks back at me and Kicks me again in the crouch. I go to the floor… I scream in pain… she just smirks. Rosso goes “Come on lassy.. don’t hurt the lad..” *Kicks again* More and more pain.. Not sure if I can feel anything anymore. He says that’s enough he deserves at least a kiss for all that crap. *I look at Rosso and see him smirking..he just wants her to keep kicking me I think.. “ She Kicks again.. this time I’m ready for her and grab her leg. She was startled and fell on top of me… I kiss her and she punches me.

“So worth it I moan” She is smiling.. * I think she enjoyed that so I’ll try that again* She tries once again to kick me.. I was too slow and it connected… not so much pain… I’m numb slightly from the other kicks and previous assault by Rosso… I also pull her down again (I think she let me cause she knew I was going to do it) and we kissed more passionately this time… She punches me again. *Pain and pleasure .. not so bad I think.. I could learn to like this* Raven hits me again.. and looks at Rosso.. happy? “no” he says and she KICKS ME AGAIN… *sigh* I pull her once again on top of me (she falls in this time* I bite her lip hard and licks it and kisses me. She smiles… Alight lassy.. I think he’s had enough (I think its ok.. at least I’m being shown affection in an odd sort of way…. ) She laughs at Rosso and Kicks me again… then suddenly her yes lighten up, her demeanor seems less intimidating.

“I’m sorry” she gasp placing her hand over her mouth.. “A.. Aelys .. I moan (still in pain).” She nods… I love you… I hope you know what I… am willing to go through it for you.” Rosso say “Lassy…. What you put this boy through deserves a real kiss.” She folds her arms and smirks. “Come on lassy he deserves it” .. so she bends down and Kisses me on the check… “Rosso rolls his eyes…” Rosso, Tali, and I all say that’s it?” She smirks and goes in and kisses me passionately on the mouth.. for a few minutes. We embrace each other tightly. (Honestly I’m so use to pain at this moment it doesn’t phase me but this pleasure sensation is a new one all together and feels amazing. ) She gets up… and Rosso says.. “… Really that’s all.. sarcastically” “She lifts and eyebrow and kisses me again this time with everything she can muster tongue and all… time passes… more time passes.. They start yawning over in the corner… more time passes at least 30 min or so have passed.. She finally gets off of me with the biggest smile I’ve ever seen on her face. *I gasp* “I love you Aelys… I said winded and pass out.

**Still more to come.. **

[Baconthief 682]

(( too bad I'm gone for a week. :( I have some new skyler changes :

[Ruonna/Cerafina 46]

I was laughing so hard, I was crying when this was going on. Just so funny.

And Killeki doesn't know when to quit. Just kept going back for more. I thought he'd end up permanently damaged by the end of this last scene, though.

Even funnier was the time she spent hurling after Killeki passed out. Was it 5 times or 6? :D

[Truthseeker83 119]

{Day 24}

I wake up.. happy… my body hurts but I’m learning to tune out the pain. I examine it. She must have bandaged me up pretty good… at least she changed all the bandages before she left. Everyone was gone and I had regained some strength so I could move around. I decided to take a Carriage this time to Malinor for some herbs and something to drink. While I’m there I stop at my friend’s house.. Gavin and Chirr… Gavin was out but Chirr said I could come in inside and we sat at talked. I share everything with her.. She is like a sister to me. I explain what I just went through well summarized it. She laughed and cried and said how horrible that must have been. It reminded her of one of her love’s before Gavin.. Ralif, I think was his name. From what I recall she fancied him for saving her life from an orc one day… but for some reason it never worked out… She would be a better person to ask why. She had tears in her eyes.. And looked like she needed a hug and we held each other for a moment and each of us felt a bit better. She fixed me a snack to eat and I headed off to my room at the base of the tree and slept. The Following morning I walked down to the markets… and the gates were closed again… I really am getting sick of these stupid gates being closed all the time … so I dive in the water and swim around. I’m a pretty good swimmer from living on the island he gets lots of practice.

While I was wondering around the markets I saw a Raven message bird vendor and decided to change to these birds in memory of Aelys. I sent her a letter right away to meet me here… I didn’t have to wait long and there she was. That little elf is quick I think. Well I greet her and Chirr is there too. Aelys was talking to a noble about her research and I jotted down some notes for later, not sure what it meant at the time. I’ll have to ask her some time about it. The Lord had a blank look on his face as she tried to explain some of the things … poor guy doesn’t seem all that smart but he has muscles … I smile and flirt with Aelys by calling her “Crazy Love” she plays as if she has no idea what I’m talking about. The Lord leaves and I ask her how she’s been and if she had plans that day. She didn’t and I caught her smiling at me, when she thought I wasn’t looking. I say “I love you” , “I know “ she replies. I ask “Crazy love, would you like to go fishing.” She smiles and says sure. So we go to the markets and get some gear to making fishing poles while I was shopping the girls were gossiping about their past relationships. I couldn’t help but overhear and have decided not to include the details in this journal. I can say it was about Ralif however apparently they share this guy in common and both were not happy about what he did.

Chirr has to go so it’s just me and Aelys and we head to a distant shore near Malinor and I sit down.. I put on the line and get ready to cast hoping she would sit next to me.. she apparently doesn’t notices as she just started casting… I just watch her out of the corner of my eye enjoying our time together. Just the sea salty air.. The breeze blowing gently on our skin and being with her makes this the happiest I have ever been in my life

We fish for bit, and chat about things. She looks tense so I go over and start to Massage her shoulders… she at first gave me a look.. But soon relaxed and melting into my arms.. I could tell she was enjoying this and started massaging her whole back. After a long time we sit and put my feet in the water.. Forgetting about it being salt water and jump out quickly as she chuckles at me. I smile back and sit next to her side by side. We watch the sun set together in the distance.

We get up and stretch a bit… its really dark out now and when she isn’t looking I decide to play with her a bit… and gently push her in the water playfully… I laugh but she isn’t swimming so well… I reach down and offer my hand and she climbs up shivering.. I am so sorry…I love you. My Crazy love..*She nods* I’m sorry. I open my arms and say come I can warm you up. She leans into me close and I warp my arms around her getting some warmth back into her cold body. She looks up at me with those big beautiful blue eyes and stares into my soul it seems… she is still shivering and reaches into her pack.. her hands shaking she pulls out a red vial… she tries to open it but doesn’t have any luck.. I smile and take it from here.. here let me. She looks up into my eyes and nods. I open it and slowly pour it in her mouth… Immediately she seems better and embraces me.

I leaned in for a kiss.. but not all the way.. I wanted her to decide if she wanted it or not… a few moments passed and I was about to back off when she kissed me… SHE wanted to kiss me and we kiss all night. Holding each other close not wanting to let one another go, fearing this would end.. We sleep in each other’s arms. As the sun rises, she smiles… I hope this never ends *I knew better but it really was the best moment of my life*… we stay there and decide to fish some more happy with being with one another.… but this time we are side by side.. so close you couldn’t fit a piece a paper between us. . “I love you Crazy love” We make out again at sunset and this time it goes further.. I begin to kiss her neck and gently rub her silky soft skin.. she shudders and moans slightly. It becomes more passionate and you can guess the rest [FTB].

We sleep another night together there on the shore… and another.. and another..This goes on every night for a week. I would be happy if this would last forever but unfortunately all good things must come to an end… we’ve been there about 7 days now and the next morning.. While we were sleeping someone came by and stole our clothes.. we had only our undergarments on holding one another..

Aelys wakes up first very slowly with the biggest smile I have ever seen in her life. I truly believe she has never been happier. She reached for her clothes and didn’t find them… She ran into the woods shocked that she lost her clothes looking for them. All of a sudden I hear someone laughing and get startled awake.. not sure what that was it because it sounded like a male’s voice… As I slowly regain conciseness I see Aelys was covering her self shaking.. she seemed very shocked and … mumbled something about Rosso seeing her body. She was in mental shock. I go over to confront him when.

Aelys comes out of a trance.. well its not Aelys anymore its now Raven… She starts going after Rosso punching him. I run up to see what’s wrong and when I hear Raven’s voice I back away protecting myself… I examine the situation and notice Tali there too.. we are standing there in our undergarments and they are laughing.. “Not funny” I say . You’ve had our fun hand us back the clothes. Raven calm down for a sec.. She does but still has her arm raised.

Rosso made some rude joke I didn’t hear and she went after him and punches him.. A guard approaches. He never gave his name but asked what was going on and was looking at Raven/Aelys way too long for my liking.. anyway she said “We were taking a bath down there and he came and stole our clothes.” The guard looked to Rosso and said is this true.. He said yeah but it’s all in good fun. “It’s not funny.” I say. Rosso said look over there girly elf its on the tree. I go over and get the trees… while the guard says.. If you want to hit the guy I won’t mind… She smiles and goes to hit him and misses as he sidesteps.. The guard gets behind him and she this times Smirks and charges Aiming for his Crotch… *connects* He says Lassy.. We’ll I don’t want to fight you here. She doesn’t care and try’s to hit him again but his cane blocks it… he backs up and the guard pulls a knife on him… we all stop then.

Whoa.. Fellow. No need to use weapons, there pal. *Guard smirks* that’s my decision isn’t it. I was not attacking her.. no need for that… She punched him again and smirked.. he however managed to punch as a reflex right under her ribs. She goes down hard to the ground and I run to her and help her put her clothes on. She starts shaking... Again... Rosso backs away and leaves quickly… The guard offers to help and asked we knew those people. I said they were friends playing a mean prank on us… Aelys was in pain and I asked what I can do. She moans and I pick her up and whisper “I love you” She says “I Love you.. t..” and covers her mouth… and turns bright right. I smile big and kiss her deeply and she forgets about her pain for a while…. I take her into town.

We got there and once again the gates were locked so I couldn’t take her home.. and decided since I Skyler gave me key’s to his shop I’d use his bed. I laid her down and removed her clothing to check the wounds.. she was bruised on the lower ribs and I asked her what can I do. She said… I think I have internal bleeding, she was a doctor and knew all about healing. What can I do.. she said get a bowl, spruce leaves, and something called a spark. I got everything she needed and make the mixture.. she drank the tea and we laid down together and fell into a deep sleep on skylers bed.

[Ruonna/Cerafina 46]

poor Skyler...

Burn the bed. *smiles*

It's a great story and it's coming along well. You tell it well. Even though I'm there for some of the stuff that goes on, the journal makes it sound... better somehow. Excellent job.

((Burn the bed Skyler!))

[Alphalord 31]

((Oh I'm going to enjoy reading when you get around to what happened yesterday. Jistuma, your character is very reckless that has become obvious after what you did. Remind me to never let Rosso in my house, or give him keys to my house.))

[Truthseeker83 119]

{Day 25}

I dreamed again tonight.. . It was the oddest thing. In my dream I saw Aelys, holdng a baby in her arms with a smiling enderman nearby. I did not understand this dream… but it was odd enough not to forget.

I awoke and found the bed was empty… there was no not or anything to tell me where she went. I was concerned and asked around but no one had seen her. So I sent her a letter to see where she may have gone to. While I waited for a response I traveled back to the Island and found my friends at the ususal meeting place “Tali’s Rooom” Well we joked about what happened and how he is going to get hit pretty hard next time Raven see’s Rosso. When suddenly an Owl comes… I notice it immitly as Aelys and I grab it. First off… let me smmerize what I asked her. “Hello, Crazy love. Had a great time with you this week. When I awoke you were no where to be found… Are you ok, can I see you again?” Well the bird dropped a pouch and had a note…. “NEVER AGAIN” the note said and the pouch was filled with ash.

… His mind could not rationalize this… she .. she loved him but tells him “NEVER AGAIN” How could she be so cruel… I have done nothing but love the women and I go into shock and Rosso notices something’s wrong. I stutter and hand him the note and pouch… and stare blankly. He says “I’m sorry lass.. and hands me some wine…. ((not the best idea in hinesight) .. I take the bottle and drink the entire thing in seconds… My mind is gone now and only drunkenness remains. I can’t walk at all and end up all over the place… My home is on a platform surrounded by water as well.. so I end up in the water… dead drunk and nothing to live for…. I don’t even try… whats the point anyway I think as my longs start to fill with water.

A hand reaches down and drags me… but I jerk away rissting it. My mind is not lets say rational right now and has gone into a deep depression… I don’t want to live.. its not worth this pain he feels. [[sad thing is I have sensitive emotions and actually feel what this dude feels..poor Killeki ] ] The hand grabs me again and pulls me up to my platform.. I just lay there for a second and roll over falling back into the water… (Lots of censored words here from Rosso) He goes back in again and drags me out… I’m kicking and fighting the entire way and locks me in my home…

Rosso looked at me “What the NEATHER is wrong with you.” “Are you a man or a girly elf again.” … I’m silent. “You must fight for what you want.. did you expect something else? She is an engaged man and while yeah she may love you.. she has another she loves as well. “ SLAP… I don’t notice the first one. You hear me girrly elf… ? IF you want her then get her, don’t go off trying to kill yourself cuase something’s not how you want it. SLAP .. .I nod rubbing my cheek . Tell you want I’ll help you get this lassy back but you don’t go off trying to kill yourself. SLAP. Its really starting to hurt now and I say please stop I hear you… Your right *hic. SLAP .. Ok now he’s just being mean I think.. SLAP … I back away and he laughs at me…. I laugh back and pass out.

I awake several days later in my bed… wore out from all the depression, mixed with wine… [ NOT a good combination ] My head is ponding and the light hurts my eyes and I decide to stay in for a bit and do some reading. I try to study up on blah… thinking this may help with Aelys .. that’s how we met she was speaking it. I decide to try and send another letter.. this time explain how I feel. “My Crazy love. You are the most amzing women I have every met. Your beauty and wit have no equal. I love everything about you. Your eyes are deep pools of sparking water.. your skin is as soft as silk. You voice as sweet as the angles. I love everything, I love Shine.. she is the sweetest person I know… I love Raven… even though she hurt me badly I know down deep she loved me too. She is strong and I’m glad you have her to protect you. I love YOU Aeyls … My heart is broken and bare before you. . Love your’s Truly Killeki…. This letter took me some time to prepare and I sent it…. I get back a replay eventaly… It said “No”

NO? NO?... eh I send another Raven that says … “YES” and after some waiting get a bird with a pouch with leaves in it.. it said eat these…I wasn’t familiar with the leaves but trusted her, So I atethem [imgine eating a Habanero Pepper in one bite.. yeah that hurts.. I’ve actually done it before *doh college* ]] My mouth was on fire.. it consumed my body this heat and I gasped… . I run to the water.. but this does not help. The only thing I know to do is find Gavin.

. I head to Malinor as fast as I can. Once I get there I go to Chirr’s and Gavin’s home.. And Knock. Chirr is the only one there and lets me in… I still felt horrible and looked worse. I tried to tell her my mouth is on fire.. she didn’t know what to do but said Gavin should be in soon. I began sobbing , both from physical pain and emotion pain.. why is Aelys doing this … this is not like her I think but start crying.. Chirr I tried to say…. And couldn’t get the words out… I sat on the floor with my back to the wall curled up.. Chirr… I say… through my tears I explain what happened. She does an amazing job at comforting me and I feel so safe and warm with her around. I completely trust her I realize… at this time she is the only person I do completely trust. She ask if I’m hungry and fixes me some food… I try t get up sit down to eat… wiping the last few tears away.. I eat some of the juicy steak she has prepared.

When Chirr fishes cleaning up she sits down and says “Yeah, te things you were saying about the notes. I think it was him (Gwonam) not her.” She pauses then says “It would be more likely because I don’t think she’d just start acting that way out of the blue.” MY head processes what she just said and my depression is instantly lifted… and is filled with hope again. “You’re right.. I say..” She did say “I love you t….” It slipped out but she honestly meant it.. she has strong feelings for me. There must be a way to win her heart back to me for good.” I asked chirr this “If you were Aelys, what would you be thinking” She things on this for awhile, wanting to give me a good answer.. then says “"Well... I'm not sure because she clearly likes you.. But there's Gwonam.. I would go with the man that I felt safer with to be honest. Not someone constantly out fighting.. and I’m worrying every day if he will make it home alive..

I stay around at Chirrs a bit longer and Gavin comes in.. he looks tired I’m rubbing my tongue and ask does he have anything that can help… He nods and puts a mixture together of Spark with slime on a lily pad.. says for me to eat it.. I do and it taste like crap… but the pain is gone and he says keep chewing on it. I kept it in my mouth as long as I could and spit it out…. I finally had relief and thanked him so much. We spend the night talking and enjoying each other’s company.. when a stranger comes by.. I do not recognize but Chirr and Gavin knew him as Azure I think he was called. He seemed tired and talked about dating cougars and rambled on about other stuff I really didn’t pay much attention to for my thoughts were on Aelys and I was going to try to win her back but how. I sit there pondering this.. What could I do to show my love in a non-violent way. I realize I’m very good with carpentry and will build her a monument. I shall declare my love for all to see… that should show her my dedication..

((To be continued))

[Truthseeker83 119]

{Day 26}

I work for days.. growing a special Garden at my home on the island dedicated to Aelys. I also began work on a Sculpture while I waited. I dedicated it to her and hoped one day she would see it… *I wiped away the sweat after finishing this vast project. And headed inside for rest and study some more blan.. I decided to write my next letter in blah … maybe not good but hopefully she can understand it.. and Gnonam will not. I put together this letter : Ug, Mi Blah Lat Twiggies blarg Goi. Nub pushdug only lat, Dabu ….. Lat Twiggie?? And send it to her…. I do not have to wait long and get a reply quickly this time.. “I wanted to say Hello love, I want to speak to you in the elven city, Don’t brink stinky man, only you, ok? Your elf… Well it didn’t come out right and once I put the words together it read “Hello, I speak you elves home city. Not stinky only you, yes. you elf.” I thought was decent for a beginner in blah and maybe she might be impressed I put so much effort into this. I go ahead and send it out.

I relax around for while enjoying the garden I planted and greet Tali .. She looked at it and lifted an eye brow.. “A bit much, isn’t it” … I want to show her how much I love her and I’ve spent days working on this for her honor. She goes about her day.. doing whatever she does over there.. She has grown farther and farther away from me ever since Rasso started dating her. I worry about her but its not use fretting over it. I finally get a replay… it says “I do not understand what you are trying to say… Gwonam is not here… speak plainly please.” I Write “I miss you, and would like to see you… I have a surprise for you.” “Where can we meet in secret?, she wrote.” .. I ponder and say why not have her meet me here… “Come to the Island where you *cough* kicked me * [Achievement Get lol] She writes back.. “Ok.. I’ll be there soon”

I wait by the gates .. and when she approaches I let the gates up and close them again… As soon as I see her I run up to her and pick her up and spin her around holding her tightly… She smiles then hits me with her staff in the crotch. “Oi, what was that for..” I look around and finally notice Doiel was there.. oh no I think. “Hi Doiel..” “mommy?”.. she asked with a questionable look. “This is my Friend Killeki.. she says” I whisper to Aelys “The surpize is very personal.. I can show you later.” Its fine.. we can see it now, she says. “Are you sure “I whisper.. Ok then … So I lead her to my garden.

She is so shocked and I can’t really tell if she is happy.. Confused.. or freaked out. Probably … Her Daughter then ask… “mommy what’s all of this” “He’s a stalker” she says.. *I roll my eyes* Doiel goes and plays nearby (she logged off) and I then kiss Aelys and she pushes me back.. “No”.. She said half-heartily” I proceed to kiss her again.. and she hits me again in the crotch and smile .. I’m use to it by this point. *I think she rolled her eyes* She says I promised Gwonam [ [i love how spell checker try’s to tell me Gwonam should be women ROFL]] that I wouldn’t do that anymore. … yet you’re here, sneaking away with me… I say come with me I have another surprise…

I lead her to my bedroom and go to my hidden chest… and take out a “Golden Watch) I got this for you Aelys… To always remember me by… She takes it and tries not to show emotion… * I’m starting to feel not so well about all this work I put into this … she doesn’t seem to care or hides it very well.* I then lead her to my private library to show her my collection of books, When suddenly we are attacked. Unprepared, we get knocked out.

[[MC net then crashes oh fun… well we will continue later]]