"Beyond the Sun's Ray."

[MetaSolaray 242]

((Just like my good friend panda :3 it has come to an RP decision that Meta should start keeping a diary of things that go on in his life, and his own memories due to a recent event that caused a lot of them to go missing. This is OOC read if you wish, as this diary is on Meta's person nearly twenty four seven, and the chance he would hand it to you is little to none. :D Either way, enjoy and if you ever do RPly read it, fun :P))

Journal Entry 1

I am Meta El Solaray, son of Trinity and Aurora Solaray. I have committed both deeds of everylasting light, and brought forth the worst sins to those I love. I am the last noble master of the Flowing Sun Martial Arts, and sometimes I fear to be the last...

Resia, has spoken to me about keeping a diary, so I have agreed to begin writing down the events of my life, if ever again I should feel them slipping away from me. How simple it is, yet we do not realize that our memories can become more then just figments of thoughts, but transcend into a immortal form of thought. Literature immortality, if you would say, for as long as one remembers your name, and remembers your actions, you will remain alive through your imprint in the world, long after your body has...

:: Here is a quick sketch, of a trio of elves, standing side by side with a rather impressive detailing. The blond elf seemed to be wearing something on his face, and the purple hair elf had a gentle smile on her face that matched the red hair elf.::

These are the people I would die for, Talithia, Resia, and Rethlor...and they have forsaken me. I have done horrible things to them, broken their trust, their heart....by no means of my own. No longer do they look at me with how they use to, and unlike the thoughts of my body, this is not something I can rebuild with ink and pen...

Heart bonds, are both immortal and fragile, and I have shattered all those I cared most about.

::The page ends with a poorly sketched sunflower, the details nothing compared to the picture of the elves.::

Journal Entry 2

"Family is family, but you don't always want to be around them..."

How could you say that Talithia...Rethlor, do you believe the same? I couldn't....I couldn't believe those I loved most truly saw me with such distaste. I had always been honest with them, and yet....and yet they walked away from me without a single moment of despair. And still, and still I cannot bring myself to hate them...

"Family is family, because you make them so...and love...love is eternal..."

No matter Talithia and Rethlor, how you view your brother. He'll always love you, I'll always love you because you have done what very few others have done for me. Truly cared for me, protect me, and help define who I am... I'll miss you all....more so then you can ever know. I'm afraid....I'm afraid I'll lose you forever, sooner then you will lose me....death awaits...

As I write this, I can see Neci sleeping with Jex, their growing up fast...by the light three already....Occasus has done such crimes...but, he couldn't destory the very thing he seeks to do himself...

"Love..."

Because no matter how you made me hurt them, I will...and always will...Love them...

"Love is eternal, because it is a feeling that is passed through one person to the next. One day, the chains of love will fill the entire world, and the world will find true peace."

::The page ends with the same sunflower, badly drawn, but this time it had the flowerhead drooping, as if the flower itself was sad.::

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Moved to the Great Library. It shall be sorted into appropriate category shortly.