The Mourning of a Failed Beauty Queen

[MotherLay 815]

Mourning of a Failed Beauty Queen

 

 

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       Aloisa Liesel Barclay left the ballroom in fury, her fists clenched at her sides, her face distorted and scrunched up. She could not believe her ears. After her self-proclaimed spectacular presentation, she was made an honorable mention. This was an insult to the confident girl, she felt it'd have been less of an embarrassment if she was not mentioned at all.

 

       "Honorable mention is just a title given to make contestants nicht feel bad about losing, it is a pity place." Aloisa notes towards Sergei, one of the only friends the anger-problemed girl seemed to have.

 

       She repeatedly kicked at a worn chair, abusing the inanimate object; something she had done many, many times before. It seemed to be a recurring theme for her to do so; an outlet for her to unleash her anger about the world around her. Nothing seemed fair to her. Most of the time she felt as if the world was against her- which was a sentiment that was quite untrue. 

 

        Though over time, and through her chat with Sergei, Aloisa calmed into a manageable state, one unlike the intense anger she held inside; the emotion she hid behind her love for Godan. This did not end her feelings of being wronged, this did not change the way she viewed her loss. It merely offput it, shoving her intense feelings into an overflowing storage compartment in her brain- one that was close to bursting. 

 

         Another failure, another burden. The self-obsessed teen could only take so much more.

 

         The next weeks, Aloisa could be observed little. She remained within her home, too frustrated to even come out to make an appearance. She spent this time seething about and mourning her unfair loss. 

 

          A sore loser at it's finest. Though, one who happened to have a gorgeous face and dazzling personality- or so she proclaims.

 

 

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