Darkspawn Darkspawn, What Does it Mean?

[KeiaTypeBeat 3277]

Darkspawn Darkspawn, what does it mean?

I see some who serve you as their queen,

While others avoid one with such a soul unclean

 

They try to hunt you down, sending soldiers in a fright,

As you tuck your children in, kissing them goodnight

They accuse you of harboring a heart full of violence

Why is it then, that you're one of my favorite clients? 

 

Some see a demon, others, maybe God,

But when my eyes look upon you? All I see is a good mom.

 

A hard working mother, who doesn't have to try 

To look at her darling children with fondness in her eyes

 

I wouldn't know, I only know my father 

He only looked at me as though I were a bother. 

Never gave me hugs, he'd never even offer,

A kiss on my head, when my eyes began to water 

 

If I had a mom, what would I call her?

Haelun, Mama, Mommy, Mother?

These words they are so foreign, 

And they leave my mind feeling so torrid.

The thought of leaving you makes me feel so horrid. 

 

What does she want?

What does she see,

When those chilling eyes take a look at me?

 

A servant? A slave? A child? A daughter?

Oh the thoughts my mind starts to ponder..

Like: I wish I had you, instead of my father

 

Who are you, *******? 

What do you want with me?

Am I just some little pawn, swept up in your schemes?

A daughter to love, to hold, to cherish?

Or a victim of your plot, and soon I will perish? 

 

I don't want to believe it. 

I don't want it to be true. 

But at the risk of not making any sense...

If someone had to kill me, maybe I'd rather it be you. 

 

Stare into your eyes, they'll be the last things I see. 

When I haven't the strength to continue to breathe. 

Would you stab a knife, straight into my heart?

Reveal hidden fangs, and rip my ******* throat apart?

 

I hate to sound unpleasant. 

I just don't want to put it to question. 

I've thought about it a lot, putting my life in your hands. 

I suppose it's what I do, when I obey your commands. 

 

You have great power to hurt me

I understand that now 

But the only way that would matter, 

Would be if you looked me in the eyes and said I didn't matter.

[Jihnyny 5233]

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