"My love is lost in Norland....."
"I named you Taliyu-Secret." Mother said to me the first time I met her. For me, it was a new revelation, a new beginning, and clearer future....
But I wonder who am I. I tried to find the answer by trying to find my ancestry. I failed. I tried to join many kinds of things, and tried to find love in people I met. I failed yet again.....
One would say that a name is but a name. Another would say that a name is a prophecy. Heck, even others would see it as a prayer towards the bearer.
I would say my name's an enigma, or a curse. Perhaps so, because my whole life is full of secrets. Secrets of my past, my present, and my future. Secrets of my closest ones. Secrets of how I should feel for my self....
A wandering soul, I was, and still am, until....
Until my last breath today, as I see the scarlet billows from my body.
Until I started to lose my consciousness.
Why? Because it seems that the Secret has its ending.
Now I know my long sought answer. And no, it's not about how great I truly am, nor about whether I am loved or hated.
But the true, honest, answer. It's cold, harsh, even painful, yes. But it gives me closure.
"My love lost in Norland...."
So long everyone.
-Taliyu Kaeronin-