rukio

oh hey ur back yoooo

@The60th Its okay bb, I still love (and simp for) you even though the warclaim didn't work xoxoxo

Nap time

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XU-TZiVVaTE

MUSIN HERALD MUSIN HERALD

https://youtu.be/FnzHOsiaJns

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=egmq7izGwZ8

The boys are back in town...

!_!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IZbN_nmxAGk

She put him out
Like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart
He spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away
A little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough
To get her off his mind
The rumors flew
But nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years
She tried to hide the addiction on her mind
She finally dosed her pain away
A little at a time
But she never could get high enough
To get him off her mind
Until the night...
She put that bottle to her head
And pulled the trigger
And finally dosed away his memory
Life is short, but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
 

Only cheering for Oren to fall after [redacted] was removed, especially if you were an Oren fanboy before is NOT it gamers.

Reckon you woulda been more than a clone in Star Wars, despite what you thought. Can't believe its been a year, hope the afterlife is kinder to you than life was. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aaHkuHZuci4

I was a living soul just like the rest of you
I lost track of time
I was broken and petrified
Bottoms up here's to my shitty life
How did this all go wrong (it all went wrong)
It wasn't my intention but there's no redemption
So there's one in the chamber just waiting for me to end it all
I drank my sorrows down and poisoned my soul to the core
I saw the blood, what had I done?
It's come to this
A pen and paper, a loaded gun
I can't live on another day with everything that I've done
Dark has taken all control
And god can't even save my soul
Burn in fires down below
It's just what I deserve cause I am evil and despicable
One shot ready to let go
I put my finger on the trigger
Life I want mine to be over
All I can really say is I'm sorry
I can't live with myself knowing he's gone
I can't take the guilt, and the pain, the emptiness
It's all just too much
I'm hollow
I can't take life anymore

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s3mYCJso23c

Something so moving
As time waits
You'll come to your senses
My blind faith keeps me so honest and true
If you loved me
Then why couldn't I change your mind?
If you loved me
Then why couldn't we try a second time?
You thought you knew me
But I'll never be fake like you
How you used me
How you moved me
 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjC4bwuiZ3Y

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tsc7mEuIQt8

How could I ever love another?
How could you say you don't remember?
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
And there you are before my eyes
Two hours and for fifteen minutes you are here
I don't wanna scream lest I should tear
A whisper in the darkness disappears
Sincerely
Today I'll miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember?
This one's for the happiness I'll be wishing you forever

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwZ7duewhng

I know, I know you're getting better
Godspeed my love, I'll try to understand
but I'm a mess here now
Why'd you leave and
It's been about a month
And I am eating badly
Still don't sleep
But I keep meaning to
Obviously my wounds are open to see
But don't take them seriously
I'll be fine
And you're more than alright

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Cxry9cLFQI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wsy_-Ym2vi4

If I'ma shoot, I shoot to kill
Do what I want to do at will

That **** just don't even matter to him
Took me a minute to comprehend
**** that I needed, I had within
Used to place all of my trust in them
I'm never doin' that **** again

They get ahead of they self, if you let 'em
They get to reachin', that **** is pathetic
They couldn't walk in my shoes if I let 'em

https://youtu.be/2l6JUNFAJ9o

👀

https://youtu.be/0QZBCe6ZFhw

And this guy I once knew, I would spend all day with him
Pretending he saved me from the cruelty of the world
Though the world wasn't cruel at all
And a teacher took me aside
He said, "You're only a girl, you're too young to really love him
And whеn you grow up, you'll find
There'll be hundrеds more just like him"
But I said, "Teacher, you don't understand"
The heartbreaks and the romances will come
But adolescent love is a violent one

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qmTr-gMjgus

You really shouldn't let me hold you

If you wanna just pretend

You gotta make your kiss a little colder

If it's ever gonna end

Lay your head upon my shoulder if you just need a friend

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o7i212owDDI

Calm down, I'm okay, it's only heartbreak
Don't scheme, just mourn
I let you sleep warm
It's only love
It's not like I'm missing part of me
It's only love
It's heartbreak and I'm in recovery
Your eyes are better than my favorite song
I'm addicted and I’m possessive
This is no ordinary love
Calm down, breathe in
I feel like I'm dying
I miss you, come home
It's only love
It's not like he's bleeding out of me
It's only love
I'm not dying, I'm in recovery
But I won't get better
I'm not letting go
I will be right here where you left me
Losing my home again
A life without my friend
Who I depend on, oh-oh
(he's everything to me)
The best I had, the worst mistake
I'm all fucked up and I'm not okay
Even my therapist said, "To hell with this!"
I'm not healing
I'm dying, write me off
I'm stuttering, I'm high on drugs
Loser, lonely
It's only love (Only love)
These cuts won't bleed out on me
It's only love (Only love)
I'm not dying, but I'm in recovery
I won't get better, I'm not moving on
I'm the same way now that you left me
 

When will we acknowledge that (some of) the main issues on lotc are top down, such as most of the admins having to be yes-men to the full admins or risk removal which just means its the same problematic circlejerk we've had for years....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=40c27PaC-Ow

Oh, I'm so sick of laying here
So sick of counting tears

Oh, I'm so sick of waiting here
So frustrated
My suspicions are you're laying there and thinking of me too